31st Aug'06

those were the moments, when things seemed smooth sailing
i've seen enough this week, both happy and sad
a few tears from someone who is part of my life
and i didnt rrly noe how to react.
i noe that, partially its because of me
everyone needs assurance and need to be told that they're impt
you're still as impt as before
am i?
you noe, i've been wondering if i am for so long

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teachers' day went pretty well
and one of the performances cracked me up real badly (:
it was superb funny

my brother's leaving for italy today
he's gonna be gone for abt 2 wks long while i'll be hme studying
that lucky kid
its going to be rather lonely and barren at hme
how i wish i cld fly off with him

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if i could make things better, i would
but for now, i dont know how to
used to speak abt reaching out and all those stuff
but then smth got me realising that we have to be strong first
i dont think i'm in the position
more or less, i've tried
i hope i can still be found
the light's getting dimmer
i wish that for once, He would find me
and me, i'll just sit in the corner and wait, hoping that i'm worthy enough for Him to come and assure me

"if you're walking with God, somehow, you'll be favourable in the eyes of others."
it was very true
am i still that favourable?



right here in this place, i just want to see your face