22nd Aug'06

SANDY WONG!?
i'm nice (: it doesnt rrly matter haha i wont let such stuff bother me
but Anyhow, i'm Still gona change my password!
haha to ensure you dun impose as me! :D
-laughs

prelims' practical is over!
it didnt went all well though
for the First time i cld spot the cations and anions but i mixed everything up at the ans part and it all went wrong
okay, enough of that
after practical everyone was going on and on abt it non stop
it figures tt it'll all be better if we dun talk abt it.
arh! EL prelims is on this monday and i just discovered it a couple of days ago
that fast huh!?
i think i'm rrly ageing
haha
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i dropped my hairband into the toilet bowl ytd
i had no choice but to say 'byebye' to it
i guess its a blessing in disguise cause many said pins are Nicer (:

after so longg,
i finally got the book 'the boy called it' in my hands
that true story is heart Wrenching ):
i'm not even half done with it
but i feel so blessed while reading it
that little boy went thru so much torture n abuse lar
its so Sad
his mama forced his face into the diapers with defecation and she made him place his hands into fire.
now now, isnt it heart-breaking?
and thats only the minority of it
reading that book makes me feel like crying
No wonder joby said she teared while reading it.
i rrly felt like i'm sucha fortunate kid, when compared to him in that book
cause, despite the violence that i faced. and all the other things tt pollute my ears at home.
i noe these cant be compared to others out there.
i know that many are suffering and are even worse than me.
so why, exactly was i complaining. and why, exactly did i felt so insecure and scared and insignificant?
that reason, i dont know.
but i know He cares for me.
and i feel Blessed indeed (: i know that He lets everything happen for a reason.
and,..i just want to turst in you.

i was just wondering, just how many out there are suffering in sucha manner?
Many, i suppose.
this world is such a sad place to be in ):
i wanna be Angelina Jolie.
i wanna be Mother Teressa.
haha i noe it sounds rrly funny and weird.

anyhow
i heard a nice song this morning from blackspot's ipod
and it kindof swept me off my feet
i forgot to ask for the name of the songg
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Father, i really think you're amazing.
thankyou so much, for all that you've done in my life.




nobody told me it would feel so good