i've been noticing the sky lately.
and boy, its so Beautiful (:
it was such a nicely couloured blue today. and the clouds spread out perfectly, it was like the carpet God would walk on.
what to say, i'm in love with His creation!
there was a little ups n downs today.
i lost my Lit book.
LITERATURE. of all subject.
its one of the few subjects i actually Enjoy and Love.
and tt book IS missing.
it was on my table after assembly. but it was gone after recess.
i am So sure.
someone took it. i dunno who.
but i got so irritated.
because there has been so many theft cases lately. this is rrly getting on my nerves.
they wont even let my lit bk go!?
i got my sciences back too.
guess wat, i failed both chem n physics!
19/4 for physics and 19/40 for chem.
and "19" Is one of my favourite numbers.
rah.
so you can see, i was in a rather bad mood.
i figured it was the devil at work, probably because smth a amazing happened ytd.
anyhow, it didnt last long.
as i said, there were ups too.
my mt! it is improving, amazingly!
i got third in class. Hahahaha joke of the year.
but its true okay.
and i pass my A maths! thank God! i thought i wld fail.
plus, wat ms koh spoke to me today rrly made my day.
she told me to look for her after sch.
and so i did.
guess wat, she praised me for tt Gb sharing i did the other time. she said my prayer was rrly encouraging too and she cld rrly tell how my close my walk with God is through my prayer.
oh manz, i was so happy.
and she told me tt i will be doing some of the devotions n singspiration for assembly from now onwards.
lumdeedums. of course i'm sacred.
i mean, in front of the whole sch!?
but, greater is He who is in me (:
it made me smile, after this tiring rather depressing day of losing my precious bk n my sciences.
i have no choice but the skip cell for the Next two weeks.
and den another at the end of the mth.
WHY!?
because i have CCA rehearsal plus GB camp plus enrolment.
this is Not Nice. i'll be missing so much.
worse still, i wont be ard for N293's birthday celebration!
RAH!
nvm larh. i just hope to catch some fun!
Jehovah Jireh, my provider
i remember those warm hands that still hold on so faithfully
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Monday, February 27, 2006
i am here once again to declare God's glory! (:
and so, i was sleeping last night as usual.
and i began to dream.
i dreamnt of my friend, that she was feeling dry within.
she was crying as we spoke and she was telling me how weak she felt inside.
so i came to sch, i nearly forgot abt my dream.
but somehow, it came back to me in the later part of the day.
i went to ask her abt it, and before i cld finish telling her my dream, she was crying.
i was so shocked, i nearly screamed.
not because she was crying, but wat God has revealed to me.
i didnt rrly expect my dream to come true.
i was screaming for joy inside.
isnt it amazing how He works in our lives?
so i prayed for her, and she felt better after tt! (:
i cant help but feel so Amazed by God's wonders.
its not just once. so many times, He has revealed himself to me.
and each time, i never fail to be touched by Him.
i think i've found my talen frm God.
all this while, i've been asking and seeking.
and now, i think i've found what i'm looking for.
thats wat Sarah said. i didnt even thought abt it at first.
until she told me. and den i reflected, and its rrly true!
so many times it ahs happened!
i thank my God for using me.
i had rather be like sleeping beauty and sleep forever
HAHA
that way, i'll just carry on dreaming non-stop.
and when my prince come, we'll kiss and i'll wake, den i'll get baptised.
hahaha tts wat i told Leila today.
super funny.
well, thats because my dad says i can only get baptised after i'm married.
i Don't believe him anyway.
i Won't let it happen. :D
i wanna be baptised by this year!
(:
cause' You're all too precious to me
PL prayer meeting went rather smoothly.
its the First proper one for the year! haha
i've come to realsie the imptance of taking initaitive and seizing the right season.
God's gonna do smth great, if we'll just let Him.
plans for tuition were cancelled today.
crapped so much in class! haha
spoke on the phone with Aud n liyun when Liyun was Just beside me in class
HAHA its so Cool. i wont tell you how, wait till you see how its lyk, den you'll noe.
(;
dancing with the angels
and so, i was sleeping last night as usual.
and i began to dream.
i dreamnt of my friend, that she was feeling dry within.
she was crying as we spoke and she was telling me how weak she felt inside.
so i came to sch, i nearly forgot abt my dream.
but somehow, it came back to me in the later part of the day.
i went to ask her abt it, and before i cld finish telling her my dream, she was crying.
i was so shocked, i nearly screamed.
not because she was crying, but wat God has revealed to me.
i didnt rrly expect my dream to come true.
i was screaming for joy inside.
isnt it amazing how He works in our lives?
so i prayed for her, and she felt better after tt! (:
i cant help but feel so Amazed by God's wonders.
its not just once. so many times, He has revealed himself to me.
and each time, i never fail to be touched by Him.
i think i've found my talen frm God.
all this while, i've been asking and seeking.
and now, i think i've found what i'm looking for.
thats wat Sarah said. i didnt even thought abt it at first.
until she told me. and den i reflected, and its rrly true!
so many times it ahs happened!
i thank my God for using me.
i had rather be like sleeping beauty and sleep forever
HAHA
that way, i'll just carry on dreaming non-stop.
and when my prince come, we'll kiss and i'll wake, den i'll get baptised.
hahaha tts wat i told Leila today.
super funny.
well, thats because my dad says i can only get baptised after i'm married.
i Don't believe him anyway.
i Won't let it happen. :D
i wanna be baptised by this year!
(:
cause' You're all too precious to me
PL prayer meeting went rather smoothly.
its the First proper one for the year! haha
i've come to realsie the imptance of taking initaitive and seizing the right season.
God's gonna do smth great, if we'll just let Him.
plans for tuition were cancelled today.
crapped so much in class! haha
spoke on the phone with Aud n liyun when Liyun was Just beside me in class
HAHA its so Cool. i wont tell you how, wait till you see how its lyk, den you'll noe.
(;
dancing with the angels
Sunday, February 26, 2006
i'm a Busy woman!
being a sec four has officially declared my life Tiresome.
i signed up for tuition today in church.
so here goes my schedule frm now onwards:
mon-PL prayer meeting, physics tuition
tue-FREE!
wed-mt compo class, bibles study
thurs-leaders drill, A maths tuition
fri-CCA
sat-cell grp
sun-service
life's lyk a routine.
of course i'll slot in FUN here and there.
and since i'm doing things for Christ i guess i shant complain anymore.
yups. i wont frm not onwards.
just let this be the last time.
i saw a little vision today during service.
because of the fears i've been having, it rrly melt my heart.
in it, i was walking on this really narrow path. and on the other end, i saw Jesus.
He was smiling at me as i approached Him. yet as i did, i stumbled and began to fall.
but He held out His hand to catch me.
He didnt let me fall.
and when i looked at those hands holding mine, i saw a large hole on each oh His palms.
those Were the scars when He died on the cross for me.
my heart melted, and i began to cry.
it really makes me feel so special for Him to do such a great thing as this for me.
i love you, and i'll never stop
maybe its me or its smth else.
i dun wish to point fingers, at least not in here.
but i'm tired of having to put up with all this crap.
so just give us a break
and maybe, reflect?
alrighty. i wont be in here for days i guess
i realised i've been online for the past few days.
time to cut the habit before its too late.
jumping beans
being a sec four has officially declared my life Tiresome.
i signed up for tuition today in church.
so here goes my schedule frm now onwards:
mon-PL prayer meeting, physics tuition
tue-FREE!
wed-mt compo class, bibles study
thurs-leaders drill, A maths tuition
fri-CCA
sat-cell grp
sun-service
life's lyk a routine.
of course i'll slot in FUN here and there.
and since i'm doing things for Christ i guess i shant complain anymore.
yups. i wont frm not onwards.
just let this be the last time.
i saw a little vision today during service.
because of the fears i've been having, it rrly melt my heart.
in it, i was walking on this really narrow path. and on the other end, i saw Jesus.
He was smiling at me as i approached Him. yet as i did, i stumbled and began to fall.
but He held out His hand to catch me.
He didnt let me fall.
and when i looked at those hands holding mine, i saw a large hole on each oh His palms.
those Were the scars when He died on the cross for me.
my heart melted, and i began to cry.
it really makes me feel so special for Him to do such a great thing as this for me.
i love you, and i'll never stop
maybe its me or its smth else.
i dun wish to point fingers, at least not in here.
but i'm tired of having to put up with all this crap.
so just give us a break
and maybe, reflect?
alrighty. i wont be in here for days i guess
i realised i've been online for the past few days.
time to cut the habit before its too late.
jumping beans
Saturday, February 25, 2006
The Nails in Your Hand
The nails in Your hands, the nails in Your feet.
They tell me how much You love me.
The thorns on Your brow;
They tell me how You bore so much shame to love me.
And when the heavens pass away,
All Your scars will still remain
And forever they will say, just how much You love me.
So I want to say:
Forever my love, forever my heart, forever my life is Yours.
prayer meeting was Awesome (:
i noe i'm always saying tt cell or service or prayer meeting is awesome.
but they really are.
faith.
its the greatest thing i've been battling with.
i was suprised when Leila prayed abt that for me.
i didnt noe she wld actually know wat i'm struggling with.
but then again, she's our Amazing Cell grp leader, wat can i expect? (:
today's prayer still clings on to me.
its truth, practically everything said reflects how i feel inside of me.
its not like He's never showed me visions before, its not like i've never felt His presence before.
i know He's living and alive in me. but why isit that everytime i face a Little triping stone i fear.
maybe its the tremours of the past repeatin itself.
the times i struggled, be it parental objection or smth else.
i fear that they wld come back and i wont be able to do wat i'm doing right now.
but thats fear.
and thats not what i want to feel.
we can all make a decision on how we lead life.
and i'll be taking courage from now onwards. yea (:
we prayed real hard for our sch today.
i've never rrly come to realise how badly we really need to do smth in our sch.
this is my last year.
i dont want to graduate, making no difference at all.
guess wat!?
i've changed my plan! :D
three Cheers! it doenst rrly matter if the phone doesnt look nice.
so long as the packing is great.
HAHA
anyhow, its 12:15 am, time to snore
You never fail me, never did.
The nails in Your hands, the nails in Your feet.
They tell me how much You love me.
The thorns on Your brow;
They tell me how You bore so much shame to love me.
And when the heavens pass away,
All Your scars will still remain
And forever they will say, just how much You love me.
So I want to say:
Forever my love, forever my heart, forever my life is Yours.
prayer meeting was Awesome (:
i noe i'm always saying tt cell or service or prayer meeting is awesome.
but they really are.
faith.
its the greatest thing i've been battling with.
i was suprised when Leila prayed abt that for me.
i didnt noe she wld actually know wat i'm struggling with.
but then again, she's our Amazing Cell grp leader, wat can i expect? (:
today's prayer still clings on to me.
its truth, practically everything said reflects how i feel inside of me.
its not like He's never showed me visions before, its not like i've never felt His presence before.
i know He's living and alive in me. but why isit that everytime i face a Little triping stone i fear.
maybe its the tremours of the past repeatin itself.
the times i struggled, be it parental objection or smth else.
i fear that they wld come back and i wont be able to do wat i'm doing right now.
but thats fear.
and thats not what i want to feel.
we can all make a decision on how we lead life.
and i'll be taking courage from now onwards. yea (:
we prayed real hard for our sch today.
i've never rrly come to realise how badly we really need to do smth in our sch.
this is my last year.
i dont want to graduate, making no difference at all.
guess wat!?
i've changed my plan! :D
three Cheers! it doenst rrly matter if the phone doesnt look nice.
so long as the packing is great.
HAHA
anyhow, its 12:15 am, time to snore
You never fail me, never did.
Friday, February 24, 2006
its saturday! Praise the Lord (:
though i have tons of hme wrk piling up plus tests to study for.
i heard ytd's service was great.
i didnt get to go.
you noe, sometimes i really qns myself n God.
why isit that time n time again my situation stayd the same.
i seem to be revolving in circles
ppl tell me not to lose hope because i'll hav a breakthrough one day.
that made me feel better. but honestly, i started doubting.
and then i thought of all the great things He has done for me since He invaded my life.
and i began to realise how much He love me again.
since He has brought me so far, why wld He not bring me any further?
i always take my words back when i stumble n fall,
but the truth is i want to give you my all.
let not my will but His be done,
because He first love me, this amazing one.
i cant help me rejoice that the March holidays are coming!
of course i told myself i must study
but it seems lyk most of my plans are filled with Fun alr HAHA
-ice-skating
-east coast
-swimming!
-shopping
yes, swimming. though i doubt i can float
its gonna be fun with Joby n Junling
things are amazing with these two sweeties (:
i didnt noe the radion in msn media player has christian songs!
haha maybe i'm slow
but Althea told me abt it and Wow. its so cool
another reason for me to be online.
if i had all the money in the world, i wld buy all the chirstian CDs available.
did i mention the clouds were Beautiful ytd?
it was
i had never seen clouds move tt quickly before
they were amazing
it was as if something Big was going to happen soon
and i just had this tingling feeling that Christ is coming back soon (:
i realise i am Very Easily Emotionally affected by those ard me.
not just my own moods.
but when others are happy or sad, they affect me too.
one portion of my heart's heavy
the other's still doing fine.
try lifting your eyes and see, you'll be surprise by the number of broken n emtpy vessels in this world.
my heart longs for Jesus to hurry come dwn n bring this suffering to an end.
but my mission has yet to be done on this earth.
dont let their hearts grow cold, because i know that to them, He still holds.
though i have tons of hme wrk piling up plus tests to study for.
i heard ytd's service was great.
i didnt get to go.
you noe, sometimes i really qns myself n God.
why isit that time n time again my situation stayd the same.
i seem to be revolving in circles
ppl tell me not to lose hope because i'll hav a breakthrough one day.
that made me feel better. but honestly, i started doubting.
and then i thought of all the great things He has done for me since He invaded my life.
and i began to realise how much He love me again.
since He has brought me so far, why wld He not bring me any further?
i always take my words back when i stumble n fall,
but the truth is i want to give you my all.
let not my will but His be done,
because He first love me, this amazing one.
i cant help me rejoice that the March holidays are coming!
of course i told myself i must study
but it seems lyk most of my plans are filled with Fun alr HAHA
-ice-skating
-east coast
-swimming!
-shopping
yes, swimming. though i doubt i can float
its gonna be fun with Joby n Junling
things are amazing with these two sweeties (:
i didnt noe the radion in msn media player has christian songs!
haha maybe i'm slow
but Althea told me abt it and Wow. its so cool
another reason for me to be online.
if i had all the money in the world, i wld buy all the chirstian CDs available.
did i mention the clouds were Beautiful ytd?
it was
i had never seen clouds move tt quickly before
they were amazing
it was as if something Big was going to happen soon
and i just had this tingling feeling that Christ is coming back soon (:
i realise i am Very Easily Emotionally affected by those ard me.
not just my own moods.
but when others are happy or sad, they affect me too.
one portion of my heart's heavy
the other's still doing fine.
try lifting your eyes and see, you'll be surprise by the number of broken n emtpy vessels in this world.
my heart longs for Jesus to hurry come dwn n bring this suffering to an end.
but my mission has yet to be done on this earth.
dont let their hearts grow cold, because i know that to them, He still holds.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
my energy is drained.
the common tests has more or less affected everyone ard me Plus Me of course.
so many ppl skipped mt compo class today after sch.
well, i'm glad i didnt.
i had the Strong urge to.
but i thought abt being a good testimony for Christ.
and so i sat thtough the whole boring thing, during my ss.
at Least i didnt play truancy.
went dwn for bs after tt.
and i got hme at 8pm!
didnt study much of A maths n not even a lil of physics prac.
i was having doubts if i spent too much on church stuff.
but i came hme and i saw my uncle.
he praised me after knowing i went for bs.
that Alone Made my day.
it made my mind Eased.
i've thought it through.
everyone has 24 hrs to live with each day.
i chose to spend them with Christ.
there arent many reasons to why i'm studying hard.
just a few simple things i really hope to acheive:
-improvement in studies before O's so i can get into church ministry
-good grades for O's so i can use them to bribe my parents to grant my Baptism.
it seems like the only effective way to serve God more is my studies.
so i guess i will have to work hard.
since it means so much to me.
plus wat i came across before.
my friend didnt want to come for cg cause' she saw tt my results were dropping.
she thought it wld only affect our studies.
that. is smth tt i'll never forget.
i wont let that happen again.
it costs too much.
i've been having weird dreams again!
HAHA
they are all coming back!
its really nice though. cause' it makes my sleep so much more pleasant.
except for last night's dream.
i dreamnt i saw this ghost in Changi airport's toilet and No One believed what i saw.
no one.
i rrly wldnt want tt to happen.
tmr- A maths test, Physcis Prac, leaders' drill after sch
fri-Mt test, CCA (full Uniform) and church service, hopefully
sat-prayer meeting
sun-service, sutdy for geo test
yes. life ROCKS
even if it doesnt. it WILL be.
i'll make it Nice.
life rocks. life rocks!
and so we go on lying to ourselves
the common tests has more or less affected everyone ard me Plus Me of course.
so many ppl skipped mt compo class today after sch.
well, i'm glad i didnt.
i had the Strong urge to.
but i thought abt being a good testimony for Christ.
and so i sat thtough the whole boring thing, during my ss.
at Least i didnt play truancy.
went dwn for bs after tt.
and i got hme at 8pm!
didnt study much of A maths n not even a lil of physics prac.
i was having doubts if i spent too much on church stuff.
but i came hme and i saw my uncle.
he praised me after knowing i went for bs.
that Alone Made my day.
it made my mind Eased.
i've thought it through.
everyone has 24 hrs to live with each day.
i chose to spend them with Christ.
there arent many reasons to why i'm studying hard.
just a few simple things i really hope to acheive:
-improvement in studies before O's so i can get into church ministry
-good grades for O's so i can use them to bribe my parents to grant my Baptism.
it seems like the only effective way to serve God more is my studies.
so i guess i will have to work hard.
since it means so much to me.
plus wat i came across before.
my friend didnt want to come for cg cause' she saw tt my results were dropping.
she thought it wld only affect our studies.
that. is smth tt i'll never forget.
i wont let that happen again.
it costs too much.
i've been having weird dreams again!
HAHA
they are all coming back!
its really nice though. cause' it makes my sleep so much more pleasant.
except for last night's dream.
i dreamnt i saw this ghost in Changi airport's toilet and No One believed what i saw.
no one.
i rrly wldnt want tt to happen.
tmr- A maths test, Physcis Prac, leaders' drill after sch
fri-Mt test, CCA (full Uniform) and church service, hopefully
sat-prayer meeting
sun-service, sutdy for geo test
yes. life ROCKS
even if it doesnt. it WILL be.
i'll make it Nice.
life rocks. life rocks!
and so we go on lying to ourselves
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
CONSUMING FIRE
THERE MUST BE MORE THAN
THIS O BREATH OF GOD COME BREATHE WITHIN
THERE MUST BE MORE THAN THIS
SPIRIT OF GOD WE WAIT FOR YOU
FILL US ANEW WE PRAY
FILL US ANEW WE PRAY
CONSUMING FIRE FAN INTO FLAME
A PASSION FOR YOUR NAME
SPIRIT OF GOD FALL IN THIS PLACE
LORD HAVE YOUR WAY
LORD HAVE YOUR WAY WITH US
COME LIKE A RUSHING WIND
CLOTHES US WITH POWER FROM ON HIGH
NOW SET THE CAPTIVES FREE
LEAVE US ABANDONED TO YOUR PRAISE
LORD LET YOUR GLORY FALL
LORD LET YOUR GLORY FALL
STIR IT UP IN OUR HEARTS LORD
STIR IT UP IN OUR HEARTS LORD
STIR IT UP IN OUR HEARTS LORD
A PASSION FOR YOUR NAME
praise God for what He has done with me.
its Pleasant tingles and wonderful shivers tt rushes through my body when i think of His Great love (:
i didnt noe the watever i've been through or gone through actually Did inspire those ard me.
little did i noe my friends are actually challenged when they see the love i have for christ.
it is true.
i am so flattered.
it didnt occur to me that my own actions cld actually be a source of light in their darkest times.
i just want to say thankyou to You.
though i have been struggling myself.
though i've been down. i've been upset at times.
i'm glad i made an impact.
it isnt me. its my Jesus, my saviour.
that same person whom i've been trying to tell them abt all these while.
i love Him to bits.
today is a BIG day.
its darling, SOON LI YUN'S BIRTHDAY! :D
happy birthday to you, hapy birthday to you, happy birthday to liyun, happy birthday to you!
tt woman said i had to practice my singing!
i really like tt magnet i made.
you said you will make a similar one for my birthday.
well, you better okay.
cause i like it LOTS!
i just want to say tt you've been a Real blessing to me all this time.
heres to you ( though i noe your comp is screwed)
you can be such an Irritant at times.
and at times i just feel lyk punching you in ur face because of ur stupidness.
but you make me smile more than sulk (:
i'll never forget the many times i came to you crying because of my problems or worries.
you never fail to chase those sadness away.
i wldnt noe where i'd be without you.
maybe i wont be as strong as i am now.
maybe i wldnt even be as carefree as i am now.
Woman, i thank God for our SIX years friendship.
this is the sixth year! and CHEERS to it.
i treasure them hell lots.
i cnat believe i just said those stuff.
HAHA
she comfirm come to me bhb-ing one.
i am happy that physics test is over.
yes it is. can you believe it!?
at least i feel the tension in class dying a little.
i eat Alot when i'm depressed.
not good.
maybe we belong together.
we'll see
hush little baby, dont you cry.
everything's gonna be alright
THERE MUST BE MORE THAN
THIS O BREATH OF GOD COME BREATHE WITHIN
THERE MUST BE MORE THAN THIS
SPIRIT OF GOD WE WAIT FOR YOU
FILL US ANEW WE PRAY
FILL US ANEW WE PRAY
CONSUMING FIRE FAN INTO FLAME
A PASSION FOR YOUR NAME
SPIRIT OF GOD FALL IN THIS PLACE
LORD HAVE YOUR WAY
LORD HAVE YOUR WAY WITH US
COME LIKE A RUSHING WIND
CLOTHES US WITH POWER FROM ON HIGH
NOW SET THE CAPTIVES FREE
LEAVE US ABANDONED TO YOUR PRAISE
LORD LET YOUR GLORY FALL
LORD LET YOUR GLORY FALL
STIR IT UP IN OUR HEARTS LORD
STIR IT UP IN OUR HEARTS LORD
STIR IT UP IN OUR HEARTS LORD
A PASSION FOR YOUR NAME
praise God for what He has done with me.
its Pleasant tingles and wonderful shivers tt rushes through my body when i think of His Great love (:
i didnt noe the watever i've been through or gone through actually Did inspire those ard me.
little did i noe my friends are actually challenged when they see the love i have for christ.
it is true.
i am so flattered.
it didnt occur to me that my own actions cld actually be a source of light in their darkest times.
i just want to say thankyou to You.
though i have been struggling myself.
though i've been down. i've been upset at times.
i'm glad i made an impact.
it isnt me. its my Jesus, my saviour.
that same person whom i've been trying to tell them abt all these while.
i love Him to bits.
today is a BIG day.
its darling, SOON LI YUN'S BIRTHDAY! :D
happy birthday to you, hapy birthday to you, happy birthday to liyun, happy birthday to you!
tt woman said i had to practice my singing!
i really like tt magnet i made.
you said you will make a similar one for my birthday.
well, you better okay.
cause i like it LOTS!
i just want to say tt you've been a Real blessing to me all this time.
heres to you ( though i noe your comp is screwed)
you can be such an Irritant at times.
and at times i just feel lyk punching you in ur face because of ur stupidness.
but you make me smile more than sulk (:
i'll never forget the many times i came to you crying because of my problems or worries.
you never fail to chase those sadness away.
i wldnt noe where i'd be without you.
maybe i wont be as strong as i am now.
maybe i wldnt even be as carefree as i am now.
Woman, i thank God for our SIX years friendship.
this is the sixth year! and CHEERS to it.
i treasure them hell lots.
i cnat believe i just said those stuff.
HAHA
she comfirm come to me bhb-ing one.
i am happy that physics test is over.
yes it is. can you believe it!?
at least i feel the tension in class dying a little.
i eat Alot when i'm depressed.
not good.
maybe we belong together.
we'll see
hush little baby, dont you cry.
everything's gonna be alright
Sunday, February 19, 2006
ignorance is better than bliss.
maybe its better not to know a single thing at all.
but den again, i'm glad i found out.
somehow, i feel so burdened. its been bugging me since last night, during service and Even now.
i noe its passed. but its so..soo ARGH
i feel like punching tt person in particular.
sorry for my violent intentions.
i dont noe to cry or to laugh.
Haiyar. thank God my emotions are simmering dwn
went to darl's hse ytd for her birthday party.
HAHA
it was rather fun.
except the fact tt no one wanted to play volleyball with me!
Rah.
pang broke the flouroscent light. my gosh. at least its all fixed now.
after all the madness we had which i am so lazy to blog abt!
we went hme.
pay si li sent me home!
there you go, evan. i gave you the credit.
and it was real nice talking to you.
i agree. its been awhile and i miss it lots.
that was also the moment when she told me lotsof stuff. things tt i didnt noe.
i almst died frm shock on the Spot.
if it was one, i May be fine now.
but its Two startling issues.
shoots. i am still trying to clam myself dwn.
lumdeedums
anyhow.
pay si li. you look so much nicer when you smile larh.
i shall help you overcome ur moodswings :D
den you wont have to be angry anymore!
i sat in between Elana n Soon today!
wat a position. (:
i Love hugging lana. soo Nice
theres prayer meeting coming up this sat.
i noe we dun have to wait for smth as big as this to fully commit ourselves to God.
but i rrly need it.
because i'm barely surviving on my own nowadays.
still, nothing's impossible with my Hero (:
this song is stuck in my head.
i've been trying to memorize the lyrics since ytd.
its not a bad thing. its a Beautiful thing.
its a lovely song(:
here goes:
all that is within me Lord
will bless Your holy name
i liv emy life to worship you alone
You brought me out of darkness
and into Your glorious light
forever i will sing of Your great love
forever i will sing of Your great love
i love to see You glorified
to see You lifted high
i yearn to see all nations bow their knees
it's you alone Lord Jesus who
can cause the coldest heart
to find Your love and everlasting peace
to find Your love and everlasting peace
Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord
Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord
nobody's perfect. and so are you.
maybe its better not to know a single thing at all.
but den again, i'm glad i found out.
somehow, i feel so burdened. its been bugging me since last night, during service and Even now.
i noe its passed. but its so..soo ARGH
i feel like punching tt person in particular.
sorry for my violent intentions.
i dont noe to cry or to laugh.
Haiyar. thank God my emotions are simmering dwn
went to darl's hse ytd for her birthday party.
HAHA
it was rather fun.
except the fact tt no one wanted to play volleyball with me!
Rah.
pang broke the flouroscent light. my gosh. at least its all fixed now.
after all the madness we had which i am so lazy to blog abt!
we went hme.
pay si li sent me home!
there you go, evan. i gave you the credit.
and it was real nice talking to you.
i agree. its been awhile and i miss it lots.
that was also the moment when she told me lotsof stuff. things tt i didnt noe.
i almst died frm shock on the Spot.
if it was one, i May be fine now.
but its Two startling issues.
shoots. i am still trying to clam myself dwn.
lumdeedums
anyhow.
pay si li. you look so much nicer when you smile larh.
i shall help you overcome ur moodswings :D
den you wont have to be angry anymore!
i sat in between Elana n Soon today!
wat a position. (:
i Love hugging lana. soo Nice
theres prayer meeting coming up this sat.
i noe we dun have to wait for smth as big as this to fully commit ourselves to God.
but i rrly need it.
because i'm barely surviving on my own nowadays.
still, nothing's impossible with my Hero (:
this song is stuck in my head.
i've been trying to memorize the lyrics since ytd.
its not a bad thing. its a Beautiful thing.
its a lovely song(:
here goes:
all that is within me Lord
will bless Your holy name
i liv emy life to worship you alone
You brought me out of darkness
and into Your glorious light
forever i will sing of Your great love
forever i will sing of Your great love
i love to see You glorified
to see You lifted high
i yearn to see all nations bow their knees
it's you alone Lord Jesus who
can cause the coldest heart
to find Your love and everlasting peace
to find Your love and everlasting peace
Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord
Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord
nobody's perfect. and so are you.
Friday, February 17, 2006
i feel so free :D
because its FRIDAY! Mar..vellous!
the weekends are here to stay.
JOBY:
i told you you Could pass (:
i am happy for you darling!
GB was not as bad as i thought.
sharing was pretty smooth, i guess/hope
its over n i did wat God wanted me to.
tt, i'm happy (:
sch again tmr.
but its getting better.
nothing cant pull me down.
nopes, nothing at all.
cause i'm holding Jesus hand and i wont pause a moment for you
you're just too slow
because its FRIDAY! Mar..vellous!
the weekends are here to stay.
JOBY:
i told you you Could pass (:
i am happy for you darling!
GB was not as bad as i thought.
sharing was pretty smooth, i guess/hope
its over n i did wat God wanted me to.
tt, i'm happy (:
sch again tmr.
but its getting better.
nothing cant pull me down.
nopes, nothing at all.
cause i'm holding Jesus hand and i wont pause a moment for you
you're just too slow
Thursday, February 16, 2006
its 1835 sharp now.
i just got hme and i'm super hungry.
i'm not supposed to be here.
we had lit test today.
i hope i wld score. its one of the few subjects i'm in love with.
i have chem test tmr.
3 stupid major topics to cover.
crap.
i never liked sciences.
i dont know why i'm talking lyk this.
but it doesnt rrly make a diff anyway.
some stuff happened lately. it's none of my business.
but i hate homosexuality.
thank God i'm clean.
life's pretty tiring.
i broke dwn in class today.
its tough holding back my tears.
i guess i'm just stressed.
i need some air.
i need to breathe.
after tmr, i'll feel better.
so much i wanna do, zero amount of time.
not nice.
i've been stoning alot lately.
Celina says i'll get old easily. i hope not.
i've mastered a few new songs on the guitar.
i wanna practiced.
if only time wld slow down.
the bathroom's clear.
i'm off for shower now.
i hope chem stays in my head so i can pass tmr.
this is life.
but i'm still smiling.
hah.
its true,
:D
i just got hme and i'm super hungry.
i'm not supposed to be here.
we had lit test today.
i hope i wld score. its one of the few subjects i'm in love with.
i have chem test tmr.
3 stupid major topics to cover.
crap.
i never liked sciences.
i dont know why i'm talking lyk this.
but it doesnt rrly make a diff anyway.
some stuff happened lately. it's none of my business.
but i hate homosexuality.
thank God i'm clean.
life's pretty tiring.
i broke dwn in class today.
its tough holding back my tears.
i guess i'm just stressed.
i need some air.
i need to breathe.
after tmr, i'll feel better.
so much i wanna do, zero amount of time.
not nice.
i've been stoning alot lately.
Celina says i'll get old easily. i hope not.
i've mastered a few new songs on the guitar.
i wanna practiced.
if only time wld slow down.
the bathroom's clear.
i'm off for shower now.
i hope chem stays in my head so i can pass tmr.
this is life.
but i'm still smiling.
hah.
its true,
:D
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
i went blog hopping just moments ago.
and i realised how time reallyreally flies.
in a blink of an eye, i am sec FOUR before i even realise it.
shoots. i am so old larh please. and i am suffering frm mental disorder.
sec four means so much in my life.
all the good stuff n bad at the same time.
still, thats life.
and i chose to live it to the Fullest (:
there was no sch today!
went down to Pizza hut with my mum and we bought sb!
HAHA finally.
i needed them so badly okayy. i mean, i need to get new ones real badly.
anyhow, we had a good talk And..
she DECIDED to agree to Allow me to CHANGE my phone Plan!
woohoo
tts my birthday present. of course its still early but i am So Happy.
i cant wait for tt day to happy Mans
this is so cool.
met with Joby to study.
studystudystudy
we settled dwn after awhile but there was this stupid man smoking away
RAH
i nearly died of lung cancer on the spot.
so we went to Macs opp to mug.
it was so noisy larh pls, but i rrly thank God for my mp3.
tmr's SS
i hope its easy.
of course, today's Valentine's! (:
i saw so many ppl with lotsof gifts today.
which makes me wonder wat it'll be if i had sch today, what with all the little lovely presents n stuff.
being single isnt bad at all.
esp when theres so mnay Beautiful ppl ard you.
i guess, i wld rather them than a boyfriend.
at least for now. friendships are more impt to me HAHA (:
lumsdeedums
i read someone's blog awhile ago, she wrote abt the ppl ard her whom she loved.
and i feel lyk doing the same!
i noe, copycat right? who cares.
so long as i dun say who did tt.
btw, who said we cant think alike?
so here goes, to the ppl i love (:
Joby
ong si hui! i've known you abt 485902615486 years ago. if i'm not wrong its ard 8 or 9 and the most miraculous thing is tt we werent even in the same sch before. let alone same class. i dunno how we were meant to meet in our lives but i rrly thank God tt you appeared (: though you can be such an Ass at times. you complain n scold lyk you have no care in the world when you are angry. i still Love you! you can be a real sweetie at times. haha i noe you are reading this darling, Happy Valentine's day to you! (:
alright.. my mum IS NAGGING
shall continue tmr.
i dun want her to spoil my happy mood
i'm off
and i realised how time reallyreally flies.
in a blink of an eye, i am sec FOUR before i even realise it.
shoots. i am so old larh please. and i am suffering frm mental disorder.
sec four means so much in my life.
all the good stuff n bad at the same time.
still, thats life.
and i chose to live it to the Fullest (:
there was no sch today!
went down to Pizza hut with my mum and we bought sb!
HAHA finally.
i needed them so badly okayy. i mean, i need to get new ones real badly.
anyhow, we had a good talk And..
she DECIDED to agree to Allow me to CHANGE my phone Plan!
woohoo
tts my birthday present. of course its still early but i am So Happy.
i cant wait for tt day to happy Mans
this is so cool.
met with Joby to study.
studystudystudy
we settled dwn after awhile but there was this stupid man smoking away
RAH
i nearly died of lung cancer on the spot.
so we went to Macs opp to mug.
it was so noisy larh pls, but i rrly thank God for my mp3.
tmr's SS
i hope its easy.
of course, today's Valentine's! (:
i saw so many ppl with lotsof gifts today.
which makes me wonder wat it'll be if i had sch today, what with all the little lovely presents n stuff.
being single isnt bad at all.
esp when theres so mnay Beautiful ppl ard you.
i guess, i wld rather them than a boyfriend.
at least for now. friendships are more impt to me HAHA (:
lumsdeedums
i read someone's blog awhile ago, she wrote abt the ppl ard her whom she loved.
and i feel lyk doing the same!
i noe, copycat right? who cares.
so long as i dun say who did tt.
btw, who said we cant think alike?
so here goes, to the ppl i love (:
Joby
ong si hui! i've known you abt 485902615486 years ago. if i'm not wrong its ard 8 or 9 and the most miraculous thing is tt we werent even in the same sch before. let alone same class. i dunno how we were meant to meet in our lives but i rrly thank God tt you appeared (: though you can be such an Ass at times. you complain n scold lyk you have no care in the world when you are angry. i still Love you! you can be a real sweetie at times. haha i noe you are reading this darling, Happy Valentine's day to you! (:
alright.. my mum IS NAGGING
shall continue tmr.
i dun want her to spoil my happy mood
i'm off
Monday, February 13, 2006
to tell the truth, i am both excited n fearful at the same time.
i'm just trusting God's anointing to flow in the msg for CCA this week
happy reading, its rather long:
GB sharing- 17th Feb’06
The topic I will be sharing on today is obedience and submission to authority from the book of Esther. For obedience, we will learn about God’s calling and purpose for Esther. God has a purpose for every one of His children. Sometimes we may wonder why are we here on earth. But the truth is, God has a reason for everything and He has a purpose for us to fulfill in our lives. Very often, we think that we are just ordinary people, of no special talents. But God used Esther as we will see later. Although Esther was an orphan, God was able to use her mightily. It can work in the same way for us too.
Two examples of ordinary Christians in Singapore who God used for a special purpose:
--5 year old Andrew Loong had leukemia and died because there was no suitable bone marrow donor. We may think that his life was worthless and there was actually no purpose for his life. However, it was because of his death that his parents started a Bone Marrow Donor Programme. Through this, many people got saved. So we can see that God can use painful situations for a good purpose too, so long as we are willing to take the opportunity.
--Kek Lay Yan was born with no fingers. Despite her physical challenge, she was string and God used her. she is a teacher today, who is a role model of joy and overcoming difficulties.
Okay, so now we will look at Esther 4 ( get someone to read Esther 4:1-7 and another to read Esther 4:8-17)
So, from Esther 4 we can see that..
à God enabled Mordecai to know of Haman’s plan. For Mordecai, one of his purpose of being there was to prevent Haman’s evil plan from taking place by warning Esther.
à We can also see that Esther was afraid and reluctant in the beginning. In the same way, we are often very afraid when we are called to do something in life. But just like Esther, we should be able to overcome our inner struggles when we remember that God is our source of strength.
à In addition, Esther asked for prayers to prepare herself before she went to see the king. She did not rely on her own strength. Instead, she asked for courage and protection form God. She leaned on Him. This applys to us in the same way too.
Memory verse:
“ And who knows but that you have come to royal position for a time such as this?”
-Esther 4:14
Now, we will be talking on submission to authority. firstly, we can ask ourselves 3 questions:
-What is submission?
It is to surrender oneself to the power of another
-What is authority?
It is the power to enforce laws, exact obedience, command, determine, or judge.
-Does submitting to authority mean that I cannot do things that I like?
By submitting to authority, a safety zone is drawn for us and we are under the covering of this authority. we operate within this safe boundary, outside of this, we are exposed to potential danger.
However, the main question is, who does this authority belong to?
This authority belongs to God. The order from God to submit to our parents, adult leaders, husband and government works for our good. God loves us. When we submit to the sovereignty of God and who He is, we are to submit to His commandments and that includes submitting to our parents and government too.
Okay now, we shall see how Esther submitted obediently. Lets turn to..
àEsther 2:10 ( get someone to read)
we can see from here that Esther obeyed and submitted willingly to what she was told.
àEsther 4:16 (get someone to read)
so what happens is that Esther has to plead the king for mercy on behalf of the Jews. From here we can see her submission to the King, who is also her husband as she pleads for mercy.
àEsther 5:1-9 (get someone to read)
when Esther pleads the king for mercy, she has a risk of being put to death. However, she submitted to the will of God and did what she was supposed to do. As a result, the king did not put her to death. But instead, he said, “ What is your request? It shall be given to you-up to half my kingdom.”
So the truth behind all these is that God has given us the freedom to chose which direction we want to follow in life. By submitting to God, it does not mean that God wants to control us and force us to do things. Instead, He wants to ensure that we cast everything into His hands so He can watch over and protect us. We should thus be keen to understand and learn and not rebel out of ignorance. (:
i'm just trusting God's anointing to flow in the msg for CCA this week
happy reading, its rather long:
GB sharing- 17th Feb’06
The topic I will be sharing on today is obedience and submission to authority from the book of Esther. For obedience, we will learn about God’s calling and purpose for Esther. God has a purpose for every one of His children. Sometimes we may wonder why are we here on earth. But the truth is, God has a reason for everything and He has a purpose for us to fulfill in our lives. Very often, we think that we are just ordinary people, of no special talents. But God used Esther as we will see later. Although Esther was an orphan, God was able to use her mightily. It can work in the same way for us too.
Two examples of ordinary Christians in Singapore who God used for a special purpose:
--5 year old Andrew Loong had leukemia and died because there was no suitable bone marrow donor. We may think that his life was worthless and there was actually no purpose for his life. However, it was because of his death that his parents started a Bone Marrow Donor Programme. Through this, many people got saved. So we can see that God can use painful situations for a good purpose too, so long as we are willing to take the opportunity.
--Kek Lay Yan was born with no fingers. Despite her physical challenge, she was string and God used her. she is a teacher today, who is a role model of joy and overcoming difficulties.
Okay, so now we will look at Esther 4 ( get someone to read Esther 4:1-7 and another to read Esther 4:8-17)
So, from Esther 4 we can see that..
à God enabled Mordecai to know of Haman’s plan. For Mordecai, one of his purpose of being there was to prevent Haman’s evil plan from taking place by warning Esther.
à We can also see that Esther was afraid and reluctant in the beginning. In the same way, we are often very afraid when we are called to do something in life. But just like Esther, we should be able to overcome our inner struggles when we remember that God is our source of strength.
à In addition, Esther asked for prayers to prepare herself before she went to see the king. She did not rely on her own strength. Instead, she asked for courage and protection form God. She leaned on Him. This applys to us in the same way too.
Memory verse:
“ And who knows but that you have come to royal position for a time such as this?”
-Esther 4:14
Now, we will be talking on submission to authority. firstly, we can ask ourselves 3 questions:
-What is submission?
It is to surrender oneself to the power of another
-What is authority?
It is the power to enforce laws, exact obedience, command, determine, or judge.
-Does submitting to authority mean that I cannot do things that I like?
By submitting to authority, a safety zone is drawn for us and we are under the covering of this authority. we operate within this safe boundary, outside of this, we are exposed to potential danger.
However, the main question is, who does this authority belong to?
This authority belongs to God. The order from God to submit to our parents, adult leaders, husband and government works for our good. God loves us. When we submit to the sovereignty of God and who He is, we are to submit to His commandments and that includes submitting to our parents and government too.
Okay now, we shall see how Esther submitted obediently. Lets turn to..
àEsther 2:10 ( get someone to read)
we can see from here that Esther obeyed and submitted willingly to what she was told.
àEsther 4:16 (get someone to read)
so what happens is that Esther has to plead the king for mercy on behalf of the Jews. From here we can see her submission to the King, who is also her husband as she pleads for mercy.
àEsther 5:1-9 (get someone to read)
when Esther pleads the king for mercy, she has a risk of being put to death. However, she submitted to the will of God and did what she was supposed to do. As a result, the king did not put her to death. But instead, he said, “ What is your request? It shall be given to you-up to half my kingdom.”
So the truth behind all these is that God has given us the freedom to chose which direction we want to follow in life. By submitting to God, it does not mean that God wants to control us and force us to do things. Instead, He wants to ensure that we cast everything into His hands so He can watch over and protect us. We should thus be keen to understand and learn and not rebel out of ignorance. (:
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