29th Aug'06

i dont really get it either.
i cant seem to understand what you want me to understand what you've been understanding all along.
this kindof sucks ):
i think i just felt tired for a moment.
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hopefully things will be better after awhile


the teachers' day item got a lil screwd.
first we got in and then there was this re-audition.
and we arent in. and they said we cld put up with this lil item.
so we 'composed' this Beautiful song.
and now, it cannot be presented.
what crap?! ):
the song's beautiful! and the lyrics are so meaningful
i think the arrangement got so wronged, seriously.
only two sec four classes got in.
rahh, they shld just give priority to sec fours
and we all agree!


HRM. today's tuesday, tmr's thurs! class photo taking (:
i'm gona bring my Camera tmr !
i realised i have so few pictures of us in sch
and tmr's our Last proper lessons tgt as a class
after tmr, its prelims and den its revision in the hall
and i only realised it Today.
i didnt noe it had all be so soon
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i looked thru my personal schedule today and i realised i'm a busy woman!
studied with rachel n sandy wong ytd!
and almst everyday's filled with either sch sutff or studies
theres hardly anytime left to play or hang out anymore.
i've been thinking of joby n junling alot lately.
i havent seen them since May
and i really miss them so much. i hope she rrly understands
this world's a demanding one
how am i to fulfil and satisfy everyone's needs, including mine?
"i'm dying with love present on this earth. and dying without it at the same time"
true huh? and we all say that love is beautiful.
its a tricky issue


funny how its seems lyk non christian friends appear to be more sensitive and understanding towards ur struggles.
it surprised me today.
normal people wldnt noe whats going on.
they probably wldnt even sense that smth Is wrong
i guess thats why God place these ppl ard me
for extra comfort (:
i told her that my soul's tired, if she noes what it meant.

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i suppose JC life's gona be very different?
the blues just keep coming non-stop lately.
how wld we be by then?
will the way we sit, talk, act change?
the way you Burp after eating, changing in class, being rough n babaric.
its all so uncivilised. but i'm gona miss being uncivilised :D
cause' it had been so fun and interesting and carefree.
Hrm
NO. i dun wnat a class filled with ppl frm the opposite sex.
haha its gona be so different ):
being a sexist is cool.
i wanna be a sexist lar.
we were talking abt it today haha.
jue and althea! (:
guess wat?! both of them were mistook as guys in public before!
funny huh.
well, if you're wondering, i too had the same encounter
that was back then when i had Superb Short hair.
and the auntie practically said to my mum in frnt of me,
"woahh not bad, you have two boys!" -in chinese and i was with my bro
my mum practically pulled a black face at me the whole day, lecturing non-stop
haha
i think its so hilarious esp encounters with the toilet.
awhile ago, i was in china with my bung friend.
she Had to go to the toilet urgently but when we appraoch the toilet,
the toilet auntie appeared and she refused to let my friend in?!
she was lyk,
"dun bluff me. i noe you're a boy, go to the gents!"
my friend was practically jumping ard, she was so urgent Haha
superb funny :D i had to smuggle her into the toilet in the end, when the toilet auntie wasnt aware.

i'm looking forward to tmr,
for some reason, i dunno why.
but i wanna snap picutures with jue, mk, althea, Sarah, Rachel! shrooms..and the list goes on.





its still the same, you see,..it will never change