9th Aug'06

which is worse?
doing averagely well in ur studies all along and suddenly, wham. big blow to ur results. you start to fail everything all of a sudden.
or
being in a Good class and not doing extremely well, yet enough to pull thru. when suddenly, wham. big blow too, everything's failing.

i suppose both's equally bad.



will you deny me now?
after those talks and sharing. its so weird, sometimes i wish i noe only a little.
i should have just stuck to my own circle of friends and not really bother to go a little further.


my heart breaks a little for the things of this earth.
stupid studies have got us depressed n upset over nth actually.
it only demoralises us.
it wasnt as sweet as it was before.
stupid stupid stupid.
excuse me, but ):
why must there be friends who are so hard to comprehend.
why must there be temptations everywhere.
why must there be love.
why must there be conflicts.
why must satan do all this?

whats life without a lil ups and downs?
really, i guess it wld be meaningless.


but if i have a chance to go on a runaway trip,
i guess i wld take only a few with me.
the rest, i dont want to think abt it anymore.
at least not for now lar, its stupidly consuming all my time and giving me redundant troubles.
i have my own to deal with too





daddy promised to sing me a lullaby