27th Aug'06

today's sermon was..woah.
ppl ard me were so giggly! and i cldnt help but laugh along too
haha, thats because in girls sch..you noe what kindof stages thsoe kindof jokes will develope into. it was kindof hilarious.

last night, i had a dumb dream.
i dreamnt tt i was in some coffeshop with a dinosaur.
and i was the only human it spoke to.
we practically chatted over coffee and food.
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its EL prelims tmr.
and i feel kindof sick, honestly
the fear has more or less disrupted my mood for studying.
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i sure hope that things are getting better on the other side
i think if we take away the slimming pills and tablets which are affecting some ppl ard me,
and take away the self-consciousness too.
together with homosexuality, things will be a little better?
why that girl?





hrmm, i dun intend to affect anyone with what i'm feeling
but i think we're rrly all drifting apart.
cant you see, that everyone has their own world
i suppose its just the exam symptoms i'm getting.
everything will be fine yea.
it will bee.



am i the only one in church today, feeling so small