7th Aug'06

monday. and wat to say, ytd was Mostly, awesome (:
looking on the bright side of things, it was Nice.

met with audrey ytd morning and i almst Hugged her!
cause smth in her just makes me happy and break into a smile.
that woman is naturally cool and pretty lar, serious.
you just have to take a closer look at her.
you'll understand only later. i've known with her since pri one, i've discovered smth!
haha, and everytime tt teenage actor, shawn lee is mentioned, audrey flashes thru my mind.
no?
its lyk this to me haha.
it was so darn crowded after the whole thing.
thank God for an empty enough bus to board on,
after we walked to the previous bus stop.

we went to Mos for Food.
can you believe it, that was my only decent meal for ytd.
haha i cldnt believe it, and this morning, i was starving.
i had One bowl of laksa for recess. and almst a second one after sch, if jue didnt stop me.
they shld just give a bigger serving.
haha! and most of the ppl i noe in PL will go, Amen haha
anyhow, we were playing this number game at Mos.
and it made me laugh (:
but seriously, lemon plus french fry plus tomato sauce plus milk plus ice plus tea plus tissue paper isnt tt gross rite?
its only the finger touching tt substance! i'm sure theres Much more to fun.
haha perhaps i'm saying this cause i didnt lose.

FOP was really great.
i like Don Moen. he has a really clear voice and its amazing.
i didnt noe i had one of his CDs at hme, until ytd when we started singing his songs.
and to think tt CD actually belonged to my dad. and tt CD is so old lar.
no offence, but i thought tt guy in the CD died alr! to think i saw him ytd.
Nick vijichic was there too. (however you spell that name)
i was suprised. cause he's just this guy who has to limbs. no hands, no legs.
and i rmb, during one of our sch chapel, they actually talked abt him, being such a great testimony.
yes, he Is indeed a Great testimony. and smth abt his optimism touched me deeply.
i never thought i wld actually see or hear abt him again.
but there he was in the midst of the crowd, worshipping too.
its simple coincidences lyk this which tell me that i'm in the right place, and at the right time.
and most imptly, doing the right thing.
i almst made my way hme ytd, before the whole thing started.
but score one.
i didnt. and score two. i controlled my temper! (:
seriously, Soon li, arent you proud of me!? i didnt have a single moodswing last night alright.
it wasnt easy. i know it sounds so easy But it wasnt. before you left, it was horrible.
and after you left, it was as horrible.
and i was feeling horrible and rotten. i felt lyk a rotten banana, all squashed n lousy and gross.
and score three. sandy (: you pulled thru with ur emotions too.
haha
it sounds dumb lar. but i noe you hung on to the strong side on the inside. i saw it. i looked into ur heart!
haha nah, i'm not God. well, i felt you clinging on to the strong side.

i think i'm so blessed.
looking back, sometimes i qns why did God made me grow up in a methodist church when he wants to place me where i am now.
what were those 12 years for? some of my childhood friends frm there, whom i never rrly got to see again. but i felt Him last night speaking to me.
indeed, things do happen for a reason.
i guess thru these lil stuff, i've become more exposed.
to the methodist, to the charismatic. to diff areas, and being able to relate easily to diff ppl.
cause i realised that when it comes to things lyk speaking in tongues, the other side qns and dun rrly understand wats going on.
and den when it comes to singing those methodist songs, many frm the other side know nth abt it. or dunno abt those kindof songs, not used to the way the traditional church goes. the practices.
and ytd, God answered one of my questions i've been bombarding Him with.
its so amazing.
i really want to make it a pt not to complain watever comes my way.
cause theres a reason for everything, and God's our maker afterall.
and the more we Dont have to fear.
its enough knowing that He noes our sorrows, theres no need to harp over it.


little bryan is such a cheeky fellow.
haha. that guy thinks i'm 14. and he thought i was the same age as him at first.
p5!? hello, are you kidding me!? do i actually look tt young n immature.
and he Contaminated my New lollipop with his saliva-filled lollipop.
but i found a partner who has the same hand size as me (:
till we meet again buddy.

i was happy when i made my way to sch today.
finally! Althea kindof noes what those songs sound lyk.
i've been trying so hard to bring across those songs to her.
but apprently, i cant sing for nuts. and everytime i try, it goes way out of tune.
and i never get to teach you any song while you Always teach me new ones.
ppl lyk chris, claudia, jac know what i am singing in class now!
praise God, i'm not a loner anymore (:
Claudia is so..pro! oh manz, i really salute you (:
do you noe wat she was going to do ytd?
she was going to sit at indoor stadium alone for FOP.
i mean, she was all so prepared to go there alone, simply because no one was going with her.
imgaine being alone in a place full of unknown ppl.
i wldnt have tt guts to.
i salute you (: all that guts for the glory of God!










baby, its going to be different. its going to be only you and me