29th July'06

it seems lyk i'm not fated to use wordpress at all.
i've been trying for ages to sign up for an account.
its either my comp or my e-mail.
so, i'll just stick to this place den.
it isnt so bad haha.

being ard Happy ppl really makes you happy.
and casting away thoughts, really makes you happy too.

i've been harping on the amazingness of ppl ard me lately.
and yes, indeed. i still do.
thank God for So Many amazing ppl.
really, with so many Amazing ppl ard, who needs loneliness?

soon li self-invited herself to stay over last night.
haha, okay lar. but my hse's open 24/7 anyway.
we met bro Kel ytd after sch.
and we talked. a whole lot. abt our studies and studies and studies.
it was another reality slap on my face, tgt with a heavy load of stress.
Monday. monday onwards, no more going out.
unless its for special purposes and special ppl.
but just abt everyone ard seem so special nowadays,
i hope i'll be able to resist it.

so anyway, we bought my shoe.
i wanted the another kind. it was Superb Beautiful.
but still, reality Is reality.
that design was obviously meant for guys. and just look at the price manz, totally beautiful.
goes to show that no pain, no gain.
Soon Li bought a new bag.
and we feasted on big Macs.
den we headed hme.
we were so tired, that we didnt talk much in the night, we just prayed.

i know God hears every single prayer we make.
i know, i know and i know.
and i Want to believe.
and i believe, just that faith takes time and needs to be built.
for now, i Believe that my faith will be strengthened.


you noe, like i said, i've been finding everyone so amazing lately.
almost everyone. esp those ppl frm my sch.
everytime i get reminded of O's, it leades me to the thought of graduation. and the thought of graduation makes me think of bidding farewell to so many wonderfully made faces.
and This makes me wanna Burst out crying.
the fact is, we're reminded of O's so very often lately.
it sucks.
really.
people whom i've known for TEN years. if not, four, or six.
it wont be the same.
i noe we'll all meet up and stuff, but it'll be tough.
only those rrly deep and genuine ones last a whole lifetime.

Soon Li-six years. my gosh thats rather long. and to think we only got close to each other in our secondary sch life. when we're in diff classes. aiya, to be honest, i have no fears abt our friendship. cause we see each other almst 24/7 in church! and God's in the centre of everything. this is so cool lar. i totally trust God that we'll last forever man. really. just that things just happen for a reason, lyk what we learnt today. i noe this friendship can be lyk hell at times. and my fault. but but but, i really wanna kick the devil away. we'll do this tgt yea?

Rachel-woman, woman, woman. i noe you since pri one! and you were lyk some blur sotong back den. if you dun rmb, let me remind you manz haha. pri 4, we were Real close. and thats when we both started being Naughty and ill-disciplined. thats the year we started eating in class, sleeping in class, talking back to teachers. please dun tell me that you dun recall, you See. we were such Screwd up kids okay. and today! we're still sleeping and eating. oh well, oh habits die hard. very hard in fact. i'll cry if we arent as close when we graduate loh. and after crying, i'll come haunting after you.

Althea-colourful braces! reatrded actions and cheerful character. my gosh, just abt everything of you really Makes me break into a Big Smile. really (: i think God really really placed you in my life for a huge Reason. though we arent close at all. but despite this point, it just feels comfy when i talk to you. mostly, about God (: you make me wanna love God even even more. and you taught me the guitar. you're practically the reason i am what i am with the guitar today. i dun you'll ever noe, but i think you're my angel. really. and the Fact that we belong to the same "species" makes me even more myself manz. you understand how i struggle abt all the stupid girly issues. and you noe how its lyk with God in life. i wanna noe you more. and closer, in fact. really. i'm no pervert. but i realy Love you. as a friend. and i wanna say a Big thank you (:


Jue-you're just abt another person i wanna noe more abt too. these four years we share in class just never seem to provide the chance to. you're lyk althea to me (: though we dun share the same thing for God. i feel all so myself with you lar. just comfortable and it feels lyk you wld understand just abt anything abt me that i'd pour out to you. sometimes i really wish you share things lyk God in common. cause i noe you'd be so understanding if i ever split my burden up with you. and you'd always be there. but life's lyk that. thanks for friday. really. though it was just a short moment. thank you hell lots (: you were amazing. its not just because we belong to the 'same species' that i feel so comfortable. theres smth more. i always thought you're pretty loh. Natural beauty. stubborn pig. if only you had not be shy and Listen. to me, deep in ur heart, its treasure that i see. and you're one who rrly treasure what you love. that is so sweet indeed (:


you noe, i think i'm one Blessed kid.
esp to have you by my side. whther its in sch, or not. its almst the same.
cause i think of you and you think of me!
someone once told me, if you rrly love someone. or someone is special to you.
you wld think "whats he/she doing now?"
or wonder if she has anything on today. that kindof thing.
and i realised, thats exactly how i feel!
msg that i receive, before reading them, i wld hope that its you.
weird, but still. haha and phone calls before i receive them, sometiems i wld just hope its you.
just so that we'd had a daily update on each other's life.
thats wat rrly is impt when someone's rrly precious to you i guess.
and yes, you're impt to Me.
(:


i came across this pic just now.
i MISS those times lyk crazy.
all those over night cycling. and laming ard.



its still has a place in my heart, really.