20th July'06

hey world!
wld you believe me if i said many many things happened in the past few days.
some of which rrly made me Laugh non-stop. and a few made me reflect quite abit.
anyhow, we were just talking today during mt lesson.
and i found my Life-partners!
they are From the same species as me! we are frm the Same Breed! (:
just how cool is that!?
haha
cause we were talking abt 'being girls'
you noe, abt all the rrly girly and woman kind. and den we were talking abt other kindof girls who are just plain tomboy or different for some reason.
thats when i found Jue and Althi (:
haha! you may think its not a big deal, but it IS a big deal.
cause we were all talking abt wat we feel abt being woman individually.
and to think these two woman Think Like Me!
so cool man.
why didnt i realised that earlier? after being in the same class for Four yrs.
i discovered it only today.
haha
BUT its still amazing! i'm not alone! i'm so happy that Someone Really understands manz.
haiyar, screw trying to be oh so female n not urself.
i rather we be different and enjoy it (:

shrooms n cmk gave me smth today.
haha
it was a Great handful of Black rubber bands.
cause' i've been rooming abt in sch with a Purple band.
you see the result of being lazy to buy a black one.
aiya, that two woman were so doubtful of themselves.
its Sweet (: really. though it isnt lyk some big shot.
but i'm so happy you thought of Me!
and i think i can use lyk one band per day.
theres over 50 black ones i guess.
it really is the thought that counts (:
and it Made my day!

together with that written tissue paper i got frm Rachel Ho.
aiya, i shld have dug the card out frm the rubbish bin!
they said it was Nice.
cards frm her is lyk quite a rare thing man.
haha

this is so cool. aint it?
well, cause i've been writing cards to ppl ard me who have been so sad.
or just to encourage ppl. just ppl whom i love.
and who noes, what goes around comes around.
its beautiful. i can feel Love in the air (:
really.
i really do want to thank the person who gave me my first card manz.
which rrly challenged me to love More.
and i guess its a cycle.
and in the end, everyone gets loved!
this is so cool.

on my way hme, i did smth i've always wanted to do.
theres this old man, with only one arm at the mrt station.
he was selling tissue paper.
i've always wanted to give him smth but i never had the guts to.
afraid of wat, i dunno!
there was only once when i gave him lyk two bucks?
and that was centurie ago, when Soon Li was with me.
i wanted to chicken out today.
but i saw that old mad and i cld see that he rrly needed help.
his legs were aching. that he had to take out his slippers.
and he rrly looked thinner okaay. since Jan.
i rmb abt the love i've been experiencing lately.
and that verse..which goes smth lyk..what you do to others, you're actually doing unto God.
so i plucked up my courgae and Went right up to Him.
and gave him wat i had.
i think i shared a lil happiness with him today.
(: what goes around comes around.
maybe i'll give him a small mt bk abt the gospel the nxt time i walk up to him.
seriously, you never noe if the Love of God touches him (:


during EL, i had to talk on Sex education today.
of all ppl, ME.
it was so crap lar. i mean, who in the right mind wont feel weird?
esp when you're talking in frnt of the whole class and you noe, BGR and ..sex.
the teacher embarrassed me lyk crap in frnt of the whole class.
i reallyreally felt lyk hiding my face.
pray hard that it Doesnt come out for O levels oral.


smth absurd happened ytd.
haha
my pinaform Ripped.
we were all changing in class. and i was changing halfway when i tripped.
i dunno how. but my pinaform was at my legs.
and when i moved my legs for balance, proof!
my pinaform tore.
): i have to admit, it was kindof hilarious actually.
Dun Say that i'm fat okay! it was an accident.
and i heard enough of that! haha
went to borrow some uniform frm the office. and they were so short!
obscene man. i think those were the confiscated ones.
oh well.

anyhow, prayer meeting went well.
its getting better (:
and we're gonna grow Bigger. that, i Believe with all my heart n with all my soul.
i talked to my 'new' partner today.
she's frm china. and wat i discovered blew me off.
she isnt a christian but she believes in Jesus christ! and she does pray n read the bible.
cool man. no wonder they say that everything happens for a reason.
maybe God changed my seat because theres a greater plan.
plus, she's so niang.
maybe God wants me to learn frm her too.

seriously, everything happens for a reason.
aint it?
and if its God's will, it Will happen.
thats why i decided to let go and let God.
so wat if we decided not to let go and hang on.
whats the pt? if we rrly do hang on and insist on it. Though its God's will that it'll come to past.
it will Still definitely Not happen now or any sooner.
cause God has Bigger plans for us.
we'll have to spend time waiting even if we chose to hang on.
might as well let go and concentrate fully on God.
in the near future, if its God's will, i guess all's free to dream again.
i'm already seeing the Big picture of it all.
my God, without doubts is really amazing (:


i read sandy's blog. haha! and here goes:

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.After that tag at least 5 ppl to do dis

1. Liyun
2. Sandy wong!
3. shu mei
4. rachel
5. weide
6. elana
7. cheryl Mk
8. jue ying
9. junle
10. hansheng
11. althea

1. How did you meet 10?
cell! N293 (:
2. What would you do if you never met 2?
i wldnt be as childish as what i am Now! but i'd be quite sad. i fel lyk i'm her older sister haha(:
3. What would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
wooah. den the guy wld be the shorter one. and the female wld be the better one in guitar and also the one who eats more. and when i look at both of them i'll laugh non-stop!
4. Do you like 7?
yea! she has hairy legs lyk me. haha! sssh
5. would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
hmm. it will be interesting! haha i'll laugh non-stop too
6.Describe 3.
she's hardworking. and she makes me wanna care for her
7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
Yea. she's naturally pretty. just that she doesnt think so.
8. Tell me something about 2.
she always Makes fun abt me! and she's a lil off abt guys. haha but She's Nice. ( i have no choice but to say this cause i Noe she's Reading )
9. Do you know any of 4's family?
yea. the whole family! love her (: i hope she loves me too
10. Whats 5's favourite things?
God, guitar, brown(i think), he lyks to say the word "turban"
11. What would you do if 3 confesses he/she likes you.
are you kidding me!? i wld run to the toilet n look in the mirror and see if she's talking to the right person.
12. What language does 6 speak?
she's speaks lyk that, '' HAHAHAHAHA" and she makes me go hahahha too
13. Who is 9 going out with?
no one, i supposed.
14. How old is 8 now?
going to be 16!
15.When was the last time you talked to 1?
about 15 mins ago. we are gonna Eat out tmr (:
16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
UH OH. i hope she doesnt kill me. ERM. she likes chinese songs!? and christian songs!? and aiya, if the singer is handsome she'll lyk him haha.
17. Would you ever date 7?
how can two ppl with hairy legs go out tgt?! that wld be disastrous!
18. Would you ever date 11?
if i'm a guy or she's a guy. haha it'd be Damn cool!
19. Have you ever seen 2 naked?!
NO. if not i wdnt be alive by now. i wld have died frm shock.


people whom you want to pass this on - everyone has donehis alr! hmmm Rachel, althea, mr ken! if he sees this



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