hey world,
look at this word, just look at it.
Joash.
J-o-a-s-h
i got this name out of all the mixing and matching.
NICE.
:D
i want my son to have tt name!
and i think "Tasha" sounds rrly nice too.
haha
look at what these beautiful names have made me become.


i studied today.
or you can say i studied alot.
i woke early today. for wat? to study lar!
and i even went to the library Alone.
cause' it was just too noisy at hme. and i felt so lethargic.
noe wat, loneliness KILLS.
it rrly does. i resisted myself frm talking to the wall.
it wld appear so Stupid. haha
anyhow, i was studying n studying n studying when the library got rrly empty.
cause it was dinner time.
den a Lesbain couple came along.
and of all places, they have to sit directly opp me.
so i was staring face to face with tt bung.
i almost puked.
not tt she's bad or anything. well okay, their actions werent That pleasant.
but she reminded me of someone.
it kindof evokes this sense of admiration n respect.
well, yea haha. i tend to respect n admire the love a Bung has.
i dunno why.
but it just seems so sacrificial n Special somehow.
Anyway. i think she recognised my sch or smth.
cause she just wldnt take those eyes of hers off me.
so i left in the end.
i kindof regretted. and tt stupid image of them is still stuck in my brain.
i shld have walk up n spoke to them.
and maybe tell them abt christ?
i noe it sounds dumb.
but who noes wat difference it wld make.

its all coming back.
and we're heading for china again.
with tt same bunch of ppl.
i wonder how much a person can change within 2 yrs.
i rrlyrrly do hope we changed for the better.
but i seriously cannot imagine US sitting together side by side just lyk before.

exams are starting in less than two days time.
i need to pray real hard for a miracle!
i believe, believe, believe
that all things Are and Will be Possible.


oranges, bananas, watermelon, apple, honeydew!
forgive me.
i think i got hyped up all of a sudden.
who wants to dunk some balls Now!?
i wish my mum gave birth to an older brother.
and a pretty little sister.






i'll do things My way. let me show you what its like.