20th May'06

hey world.
i found my phone.
its such an Amazing thing.
take it lyk you finally reached hme after spending a night filled with fun out.
and when you open ur wardrobe, the first thing you see is ur long lost phone.
wat a Nice way to end the day off.
splendid.
praise God for His faithfulness.
i realised tt my God is SO so much more faithful than me!
i've got alot to learn.

everything seems to be so much more smooth sailing nw tt the exams are over.
i almst jumped for joy

spent the night over at Sandy's hse.
tt woman is so lousy lar!
one blink of an eye and Proof! she's snoring.
haha
so i just sat there with liyun watching some ghost show.
how dumb.
we were practically scaring ourselves.
or maybe its just me.
aiya either way.
i think everyone was So tired.
cause they went off to sleep!
but it wasn't even 3 am yet.
i had to use the toilet real badly.
call me lousy or wat. but i just didnt have the guts to go there alone.
and so i did the stupid thing.
controlled my bladder till morning.
haha
i practically Ran for the toilet.

prayer meeting blew me off today!
i was so nervous n scared over the whole thing.
but when it actally started.
whoa, the presence of God was just amazing (:
He's still the same Saviour i noe. ytd, today and forever.
it makes my heart skip a beat to even think abt it.

went over to jo's hse after cell.
deborah n liyun washed my hair! haha
i think being a hairdresser's rather cool.
i wont exactly mind styling ppl's hair!
anyhow, went off to play at the playground n corridor.
a lil accident happened.
i ended up having a baluku on my forehead n right leg.
tt big thing on my head hurts lyk crazy.
i hope it doesnt swell.
anyhow, jo, dun worry (:
i'm still alive!

they were planning all the activities n fun stuff we're gonna do during the hols during cell today.
got me so hyped up.
and today rrly made me realise smth.
some things Never change.
some ppl are just meant to be there for you.
i mean, those rrlyrrly good pals.
no matter wat happens, they are still there.
period. be it thick or thin. i really thank God for such ppl.
and den theres this other grp which is unchanging.
lyk no matter how far you run away, how far you go.
they're still there for you.
aint tt a nice feeling?
thank God for this buch of ppl too (:

i was just thinking
maybe i've been putting a strong front a little too much all these while.
i mean.
ppl Do fall.
ppl Are allowed to fall.
but sometimes when they fall, they end up hurting those ard them.
so perhaps its best tt one keeps to himself at times.
aiya
am i even talking english?
just treat this as a casual conversation.


shoots. fourteen days!?
tts like a longlonglong time.
i dont exactly consider it a bad thing. nor a good thing.
i just think it aint very pleasant.
wat am i supposed to do?
act lyk nth has ever happened? or just be friendly.
put on my Big Friendly smile.
act innocent n be a Fool lyk wat i was 2 yrs back.
rubbish.



i think i am get emotionally-influenced very easily.
tell me if its good or bad?

i want to Learn Kick-boxing.


evan: haha rubbish. i wasnt the only one who ate okay! theres Angeline n LIYUN who ate alot more than me

poke: (: thanks a million. and i found my phone! praise God (:

jo: it shall be my turn to wash ur hair nxt time!

i'm trying to peel this gum totally off the sole of my shoes