30th May'06

she said, she's had enough.

i'm supposed to blog on happy things.
but then smth happened.
and it made me sad.
Real sad.
i wished i was more angry than sad.
i feel like crying.
No one Seems to Care anymore.
or rather, they say that they care.
but they cant be there.
its the same.
its almst the same.
because i feel like i'm doing everything.
me and her.
i really dont know what to say when she feels down too.
just just now, she was complaining to me.
she was telling me how upset she was.
i didnt noe how to reply.
i wanted to cheer her up real badly.
but i just cldnt get the words out of my mouth.
because i was feeling the same way as her.
it seems like we're the only living human being on earth who's existing.
before hearts are hardened and tears are shed.
i hope to see smth changing.
i dont think we both can hold on much longer.
because i've seen her cried.
and i've seen myself cried.
i know we're both trying hard not to break.
its easy to tell.
before anything Else goes wrong.
please please please, make things change for the better.
please.