10th May'06

wednesday.
we took height n weight today.
and it was totally, absolutely horrible.
at least i grew a teeny weeny bit vertically.
other den tt, i grew Alot.
A lot, A lot, A lot.

we played bball!
and it made me rrly rrly happy.
i realised tt pumping in of adrenaline makes you real hyped up! (:
i cant get enough of it.
i'm glad to say tt i've started my A maths revision!
well, at least abit is better den nth.
since i cant change wats done.
lets hope i make the best of wats left.

i dun rrly understand you.
why are thigns still so uneven for you?
i've seen how things make a turn for the better this yr.
yet you choose to deceive urself tt
everything there is, is very superficial.
no wonder you never rrly felt happy.
i dunno how am i too help.
well, i guess its best i avoid, looking at ur state.
but i hope one day you'll find happiness?
serious.
studies arent everything you noe.


mamalicious!
cause' i took a spin at the playground the other day.
and i realised tt i've been missing so much fun.
and before i know it, exams are coming.
all the pressures n troubles of life are piling up.
within everything, we struggle to plan for fun.
outings at the beach, steamboat, shopping, so many rubbish!
its called self-dellusion.
i'm glad i master the art of it.



i'll always stand for you