9th June '06

"if love is a game, then i never won"

this was said by someone.
i think its rather dumb.
Haha.
lose den dont play lar.
why do you still keep playing den?
it doesnt make sense to me.

alright.
its a friday! (:
and you noe wats so great abt today?
no more sch for the nxt Two weeks.
the weekends are Here.
and the past few days have made me feel so Loved by ppl ard me.
this is Rather cool.
thank you once again,
for making my day!

i didnt go to the library with Rachel today.
i didnt have the mood to.
but i felt so bad n guilty leaving bestie alone.
tt woman has been So Extremely Lazy for the past few days lar.
despite all the morning calls i gave her she still cldnt come to sch on time.
she woke up when i called.
and guess wat, she fell back asleep after hanging up.
how useless n dumb can you get larh.
wat a Moron.
just ytd she told me she blogged smth abt me.
but smth happened, and it was gone.
just when you're getting all sweet n nice it disappears.
oh wow.
haha but i really thank God for you (:
i've been rather emotional now a days.
not my fault!
these emo feeling, i believe is not easy to control.
so oh well,
lets just say wat i want to say
i didnt expect us to get so close.
but i guess its all God's plan cause' we've known each other
7563026980029205 years ago.
lyk since primary one!
its not coincidence.
its purely planned n crafted put by God.
wats more, you've been sucha great encourager to me.
yays!
i dun want to say anymore.
i feel so Weird.
ahahaa


its time tt i hit the books and do all i can to brush up.
these lousy results wont do.
and wat sarah said made me wake up.
who wants a Stupid pastor?
or rather, who wld believe a stupid pastor?
and even though its not a pastor tt i'm gonna be,
who wants a stupid missionary? or a counsellor.
nobody.
i think i better do smth.

i like the feeling of standing on top of the bench table in science lab!
ahaha
i noe i sound so Dumb.
but it was so fun.
i cant help but do wats done.
:D
i miss Jue and Cmk
though i see them alsmt everyday in sch.
i miss their company.
cause those stupid ppl.
i dunno why or how.
or maybe we're all too senseless in sch.
it seems lyk we're always so near yet so far.
ahaha
tough to explain.

anyhow, praise God!
my hols officially starts Here.
i decided to think only on the bright side.
think Happy thoughts n not those sad ones.
think think think.

just a moment ago while i was crossing the road.
i thought of someone's smile.
it was so beautiful.
maybe i'll show someone some day.
and you've got to agreee with me.
it makes my heart melt.



no one really knows why this is happening.



liyun: den we'll come up with a New Name. sounds great right!?
liying: it took me a while to figure out who you were! haha hey there (: i still rmb you
[na]: hey, let me ask you a qns. who are you? Haha