24th June'06

i hereby declare tt studying is So Torturing.
and if you're not careful, it can Kill you.
i woke up with the Determined spirit tt i'll study lyk Crazy today.
i wasted my whole morning on Half a Stupid chapter of chemistry.
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i didnt understand a single thing lar.
why is it all so difficult.
HUH
i noe its my fault.
cause i havent been listening, only sleeping n stonning.
but still, it doesnt have to be so tough.
HUH
pure lit is lyk on Monday.
and i havent even touch anything on it.
i need to become an Emo person By Monday.
by hook or by crook.
if not i'll never be able to sit for tt paper.

everyone's so panicky over the exams now.
well. not fo me.
Until Today.
wah CRAP.
i havent even touch geo.
and its on tues.
my sciences are failing.
God, please help me!
i noe i'm lazy and i dun deserve Anything.
not even a single thing.
but please Help me. Please show me a miracle.
i noe you're a Faithful God. een more faithful den me.
please please be with me. please please please.

i saw my friend's blog.
"..10 more weeks to prelims. 17 more weeks to O's.."
wah best.
just what i need.


i used to be a smart kid.
whatever happened to me?


i think i complain too much.
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but i cant help it.
byee.


when i was seven, they said i was different