13th June'06

how can things be when all you can take is just a little dose of it?

i woke at 7 plus plus today
but i was so tired.
beats me why i'm waking so early nowadays!
i think its a habit which my body has been going through everyday before the hols.

so i Forced myself to carry on sleeping.
HAHA
i had a very Weird n Scary dream.
it was smth abt the end times.
oh my mama.
i woke up with a Major headache
cause i was trying so hard to recall my dream while i was slping.
i wanted to rmb it so i can tell others wat i dreamnt.
and hopefully, someone can tell me the meaning behind all these.
so much for rmbing.
BIG Headache.


so here goes on wat i dreamnt.
it weas nearing the end times.
and just abt everywhere, there were ghosts.
my family n some church ppl were staying in this hotel.
but it was haunted n i had to slp in a room by myself.
No one believed me tt there were ghosts.
Just No one believed me.
how sad was tt.
i was Petrified.
the evil spirits attacked my mama.
wats worse was tt my dad didnt even noe abt the evil spirits.
and he Just embraced them.
i spoke in tongues, trying to chase thsoe monsters away.
but nth worked.
): i dunno why!
i was Damn scared lar.

so my dream continues.
we all went to this mall.
and woah.
there this Humongous stage in the middle of the whole mall.
it appears tt praise n worship was going to take place there.
its lyk everyone's going to gather n worship God there.
just lyk in the end times.
where everyone gathered n sing.
and den God came down.

but before the praise n worship started,
there were so many ppl roaming ard in tt mall.
including demons.
ppl were chasing demons.
or rather trying to reach out to anyone they saw in the mall who wasnt a chrisitan yet.
because there wanst much time left.
so many faces appeared in my dream.
faces lyk ppl frm cell, rachel, her church ppl.
my classmates.

there was this point where i saw this lil indian boy.
he was So cute.
and i tried to reach out to him.
but His dad rebuked me.
i felt my heart sink as i saw him walk away.
cause' he wasnt going to make it b4 christ came back dwn on earth.

i dunno why, i dreamnt of weide.
ahaha
he was trying to reach out to this friend of his who was demon possessed.
when i suddenly barged in to talk to him.
his friend ran away.
we cldnt find him after tt.
we never did.
and he never got saved.
it was all my fault!

wat am i dreaming leh?
someone please enlighten me.
i dun think i ever mention this before.
but there was once when junle appeared in my dream.
i dunno why or how.
but he was a black cat.
and when i stroke the cat, PROOF.
he became junle.
and he started attacking everybody in cell!
):


i noe its hilarious.
but scary too.

okay, enough of those thoughts.


gonna study n pray with rachel today!
i hope i get an explanation for this today.




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