12th June'06

i wanna be Your hands,
cause' You complete my world.


hey world, the weekends have come n gone.
time Really does fly. and so quickly too.
sat's cell grp msg was just awesome.
many ppl thought it was too.
it has been a lil while since smth great impacted me.
the msg was smth abt True Friends.
as i was listening, smth hit me real real hard.
like i said, i'm so blessed by all these wonderful ppl ard me.
i think if i were to count my blessings i wont be able to finish counting.
and den theres this other thought,
cause' i've been lyk a "mother"/sister/confident/counsellor
however you want to call it,
to quite a few ppl.
theres no denial to tt.
and i felt so tired.
because it always seems lyk i'm giving n giving n giving, yet not receiving anyting back in return.
sometimes it just seems lyk the other person benefits everything while you rrly, actually lose out alot.
i'm serious.
but maybe its some thing i'm called to do.
cause i've got ppl coming to tell me that things tt seem to parallel wats happening in my life, together with wat God has spoken to me.
this aint bad.
i mean, rrly.
though it Really is tiring but i learnt tt theres always ppl out there whom God has specially sent for you to lean on.
whatever it is on this earth,
i'll embrace watever is to come.
have i ever told you that this world which my saviour created is So Beautiful?

sunday!
Sheena came for service (:
after so long, i didnt expect she wld actually set a feet into our church.
but hah, My God does great wonders

the ppl behind us were just So noisy throughout service.
thank God for smth call Love n Patience.
if not i wld have turn ard n shouted at them
it was Freezing inside Hall 1
and i think its Damn hilarious watching ppl
this guy in frnt of us, (i dun wnat to say his name!)
he was so cold tt he removed both hands frm his sleeves and hugged himself in the shirt.
you noe, the way a turtle does when it gets touched?
ahaha it was so funny, you got to see it for urself.
and he just kept shivering n shivering non stop.

Evan pay was another one.
she wore Three t shirts!
tt kiasu kiasi woman.
she wore Her extra tee n my tee
i had nth at all ):
so i placed my hands under my butt for Warmth.
it rrly does work okay
but a lil
HAHA
Sheena n i were laughing lyk crazy.
nxt week, i'll bring a Huge Jacket.

after service smth cropped up.
cause' we had to appear in Mufti for sec 4 farewell.
oh best.
wat a Late notice.
we were all alr in church.
and the only choice? go hme n get it.
boy, we were sulking lyk crazy.
hme's so Far! and i wanted to fellowship with my cell.
you noe, its been so long since we actually did. Together.
after all the rubbish commotion n scolding
we made our way hme.
we had No choice.

to be honest, i didnt feel a single bit lyk going.
cause i wanted badly to spend some precious time with cell.
plus, its not just N293 but N330 too.
its combine.
and the last time we went to east coast, i wasnt there too.
why am i missing so much?
maybe i'm such a fool that only i care abt this kindof thing.
but i realised how much cell actually mean to me.
i dun rrly care if i'm the only one.
but i realised the impt ytd.
though we arent exactly the perfect thing.
and just abt everything seems to be falling apart now.
plus, ppl frm all over the world wants this, wants tt.
theres to much needs to be met.
tgt with all the commitment.
i want to cling on to wats left.
its been six mths alr, and we dun seem to be growing watsoever.
but, God please do a miracle.
i noe smth great can come out frm all these.

went hme for Only 15 mins and den out again.
rush to sch n i was late!
i felt lyk a moron larh.
travel so much n so far.

but everything was great after tt.
its sec 4 farewell.
they changed my mood n everything.
i look at my squad ytd.
and rrly, they are Beauiful ppl.
and as i think back
i realised they did put in so mch effort, trying to help me out with the squad.
i noe i was so anti-social frm the beginning.
now tt everything has come to an end,
i realised tt i Love my squad (:
love is so commonly used by almst everybody.
but i rrly mean it.

thanks a million for always being supportive.
be it punishment or scoldings.
you guys just pulled them through so happily.
and i'll never forget thsoe times we succeeded.
when ppl thought we cldnt.


i feel lyk i'm gonna die soon.
cause' lately i've been appraciating just abt everything tt revolves ard me.
its lyk a thank you speech i'm writing everyday.
smth is wrong with me.

arh, but who cares?


i look at my life n count the blessings
each day it just seems fantastic.

the way He healed my throat.
the way He stopped the weather.
the way He change my friend's heart.
everything, just everything.

prayers work great wonders.
and one of my greatest barrier is praying.

i have tt phobia.
cause each time i close my eyes i'll start thinking of all the rubbish.
plus, those kindof spiritual n spirits stuff.

but
everything He has done in my life is SO AMAZING.
i feel so flattered n unworthy of them.
makes me want to bow down n sing of Your love forever.


i'm just an ordinary girl who serves an Extraordinary God.
and i'm loving it


sandy: you have no idea how much i miss you too. (: you make me feel comfy! ahaha
liyun: hey DUDE, great minds think alike! i was too lazy to care abt the font haha. keep
praying abt wat happened, God can tun things ard! you never ta bao the bbq food for me
HUH ):