why, hello.
i think i really need to sit down and just spend some time alone with myself.
and also set aside some time for Daddy.
in addition to that, a little more time to just reflect on my own issues and connections with other people.
and then recollecting my thoughts.
such time, shouldnt be sacrificed for other issues.
i like spending some time alone to Think.
i need this energy, to get me charged-up again.

yesterday's deliverance was great.
it was an eye-opener for me.
today's cell was Great too.
i felt so happy playing the guitar
and more confident too, with leong beside playing along and guiding me.
Thank You! (:

my phone hasnt been with me since 11plus onwards in the night for the past few days already.
i Exploded the bill again.
i think, its really strict in here.
and all these miscommunication and failures to understand each other,
sometimes makes it so Hard for me to breathe.
but its okay for now.
because ive been a little Numb lately.
so it doesnt really affect me anymore.
its a good thing i suppose.


URM.
the days have come and gone.
but i dont exactly seem to remember much of the details recently.
maybe its peace on the inside.
or maybe its,
haha seriously i have no idea for now.
i feel a little disconnected with my thoughts lately.
Haha
maybe one shouldnt think so much.


but im not so good with words.