but you just dont understand.
--

i think i might be in search of a new home once again.
fasted for the second time this week.
finally, it doesnt seem as tough anymore(:
i'll give it another shot tmr since most of my time will be spent in the library clearing CIP hours.
and hopefully for the rest of the week.
we'll see how far it brings me.

my work has been piling up like Crazy.
i dont exactly know where to start, really.
isolation is really good.
but its Not easyy.

ohh yea, ELANA completed CL today! :D
im so happy and Encouraged just by listening to her personal growth.
Amazing (:
and
a little short chat with potty brought a big smile up my face today.
thank you potty.
(:
of coursee, not forgetting pork's little card which i received on sunday.
hello PORK, i think you're so Cutee la Please!
:D


it scares me how ironic things can be.
how bitterness has the ability of accumulating itself up
into a round massive Blob.
how anger builds within.
but we get angry because deep down on the inside we do care for the person.
thats why we even bothered getting angry.
the thought of making pretense, putting on masks and saying words of nothingness
is such a turn off.
i wouldnt even adopt that kind of principle into my life.
its Ugly.
i thought we understood each other much deeper than this.
ugly.
i wish i was telepathic.


i closed my eyes and saw beauty.