woke up with two red and slightly puffed eyes this morn from last night.
it felt so horrible then.
but i feel better now.
thank you ELANA (:
for being so timely and for just listening.
i wish i could be there by your side too,
haha chasing away that wild imagination of yours.

king Lear has been ongoing for two days
and i dont have this excitement to go for today's show.
its weird how people tend to exaggerate their dressing.
we're only going to the Library mann.
i wonder what they're gonna wear for their prom night.
haha of course this is just from my point of view,
i do know that i tend to under dress many times too.
BasketBall's bbq is this evening
and i dont know how to explain it to them.
cant possibly split myself into two.
i do Miss Basket Ball a lot as whole,
the trainings and all the people.
but i guess too many absence from these social gatherings have made things different already.
i feel so bad for turning them down almost all the time.

PM was yesterday
and it felt great singing worship after worship after worships.
im quite stressed out about the upcoming events and all
but hopefully this sat is gonna be a Great one.
was talking to God on my way hme yesterday
He didnt respond back back im sure He was listening.
i wish that Daddy would come down in a physical form so real, and be my friend here on earth.
a friend who understands and is just all about perfect inside out.
sometimes i feel so exploited by the people around me
but its not that i hate anyone of them,
in fact i do Love them.
just that once in a blue moon,
i guess its when my energy really runs out
and i need someone real to lend me a shoulder to lean on.
but its alright,
we're all gonna be fine.

its friday today.

"this is the day which the Lord has made; we shall rejoice and be glad in it"
-Ps 118:24


back to this childlike yet Strong verse.
i want to be a child, with childlike faith.