"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever."
-PS 73:26


leadership conference was so Amazing yesterday.
i feel so Blessed by the word! (:
and so was bible study with Leila,
i felt so thankful that i had it yesterday.

the devil is one smart chap.
he sure knows when to come and when not to.
of course, it wasnt easy for me at all.
having to receive Numerous calls from home,
even as i was listening to the sermon last night.
but im not here to complain or describe how tough my going has been since the early years.
im just here to testify of Daddy's really unconditional love.

it Always has to happen.
everytime i make a personal decision to hang in there for my breakthrough,
or everytime i renew my faithfulness in God,
there wld definitely be chaos at home.
small trifle issues like not closing the main door would spark into huge conflicts.
but its okay,
now that im used to it and know what to predict.
i felt a kindof peace lingering in my heart last night as i rushed out of church and journeyed home alone.
i knew what to expect at home, but its Okay.
because Daddy's with me and true, the devil can be really strong.
but Good triumphs over evil eventually anyway.

"everytime you manage to come out from a trail, there would be a certain anointing."

because there is a breakthrough somewhere.
and i really do want this anointing.
its amazing how my bus took no delay to come and the speed it was travelling at,
those werent the norm.
but i know that Daddy's helping me.
it Wasnt easy not talking back or fighting back my tears or just controlling my emotions.
but i managed to do it last night
and my brother was the first person whom i shared all these with last night at home.
im just thankful for all the little things God has seen me through.
i know, i can never come this far without Him.
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chatted with nic last night,
busy trying to convince her to BATHE.
that auntie was so dirty and lazy la!
haha.
and then i spoke to steamed pork for an hour plus
(:
headed to bed only at 4plus in the morning.

MANN, i wanna join you guys for PM this morning!
but its okayy, sure attempt for the next two days (:

ohh,
yesterday, i was rushing up the flight of stairs from B4 to level one in church.
there was only this guy and me in the whole flight of underground staircase.
so when we finally reached level one,
he opened the door and left.
while i, on my way up i saw my reflection and went to tidy my hair and everything.
how was i to know that the guy was waiting for me all along?!
he was standing there, holding the door for me
and i didnt even realised it,
while Zi-Lianing in front of that reflection, in front of him as he waited.
so Embarrassing!
i was too embarrassed to face him after saying a thank you.
Haha.

OUCHH.
stomach ache ):
alrighty,
got to BOMB!