close your eyes, give me your hand.
do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?

too much pride.
in many different ways.
i always thought the people around me were full of pride.
but i overlooked myself.
and Pride, was the first sin in the bible.
when satan was so proud and egoistic, wanting his own kingdom.
i dont even want to have a small Inch of similarity with Lucifer.

recently, ive been playing a little hide-and-seek with God.
but i got so worn out after running in all the different directions.
i was just too lazy to sit down and wait on the Lord for my own breakthrough, too fearful, too impatient, too busy.
but God is LOVE.
and He told me today, that
"it doesnt matter if im not good enough.
it doesnt matter if ive made so many mistakes as a person.
what matters most, is being the faithful little servant who has a willing heart."
prayer meeting was Awesome today.
we all know that its so Difficult to become what we want to be.
its Never easy to walk the talk.
but i really want to be the small Humble servant who remains faithful at all times.
so that when Daddy looks down from heaven to see,
He notices me.

trying to Love A and Y with all my heart hasnt been easy at all.
like every other human being,
sometimes i get so irritated by their passiveness.
but now that i know it takes Extra love and an Extraordinary attitude to be different,
dear God i pray for more love.

and, this distance is the best that i can keep
for both you and me to grow.
i hope we will still be great Great Friends(:
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hmm ZOO on saturday with TOFU (:
that woman dreamnt that i migrated to australia or something and she was so upset about it.
so SWEET.
i Love you too (:
cant wait for saturdayy (:

studying tmr with lana and wilfred.
alrighto,
lets get the ball rolling!

tattoos and memories.