hey world.
theres is Really SoSo Much tt i want to do.
believe me, its rrly hard trying to balance your time.
i just spoke to my physics teacher ytd.
boy oh boy.
tt look on her face just made me feel so guilty.
plus watever happened today.
i feel lyk i've been letting so many ppl ard me down.
i feel lyk i've been a failure in almst everything, in nothing.
and i feel lyk i'm such a bad testimony for christ.
really.
i'm not degrading myself.
but i feel lyk the dirtiest scumb on earth.
shoots.
cheryl was lyk, "come on, dun say tt"
i guess she was shocked. because i was always the one who took things lightly.
and i was always the one who seem carefree.
i guess, somethings really Do change.
but dun wrry, i'm still alright n kicking.
i'm not beaten down yet. (:
yea.
if others can, why cant i?

things tt i wanna do:
-change my blogskin
-load n develope pics
-remake my room!
-revise my sciences
-basketball (:
-train 2.4km!

uh huh.
so here we go again.
today's tuesday.
it has been great (:
and my party's drawing nearer n nearer!
HAHA
the date is comfirm (:
14h april'06
its on good friday.
in my hoyuse of course, and it WILL be great.
cause lots of ppl agreed to help me out :D
i am getting a whole Big plate of my fav stuff, cooked by Rach's grandma haha
n sarah's cheese cake!
i cant wait, and i hope it will be great.
(: yea


excuse me, but do you mind if you step out of my way?



i still keep you in my mind