camp's over!
sec two training camp is over! (: its time i sleep ard in the hse!
lots of things happened the past few days.
some happy, some sad.
but i saw God working mightily in little ways.
like when gf sort of broke dwn. we decided to pray, and God's presence was rrly strong, so strong tt i started crying myself.
it makes my heart stings.
i miss the times i was so in love with God.
when everything wld just go on so smoothly and fine.
and everything just seemed possible.
now tt camp has ended. i realise i missed so much when i'm back.
its tt feeling of trying to catch up with watever tts running on and on and on.
i rrly hope to see those amazing days again.

there was midnight drill on the second night.
HAHA it was so funny when i think abt it.
i slept at 1 am okay! and before i cld slp for long, everyone was banging on the doors, shouting for us to wake up.
i thought there was a fire please.
i was half dead.
there scolded n Scolded blahh and they made us do drill in the dark.
haha but wats funny is tt the nxt morning.
some sec twos actually said to each other "i dreamnt i was doing drill last night" HAHA so funny! i cldnt stop laughing alright.
i thank God tt at least we Were in the camp committe.
at least we dont have to do wat the juniors are going through.
we fooled them so many times tt they had to do drills. and were allowed only A minute to change into full U.
they Actually believed us.
its Super hilarious, their expressions n actions.
:D i cant stop laughing.
haiyar, i shant be so mean anymore.

we watched movie on the second night.
"what a girl wants"
i noe, it was wayy long ago.
but it was nice.
its tt fairy tale every girl will one.
and since i'm a female, well.. you shld noe.
tt guy was cute hahaha
but tts not the pt. the pt is tt, it was so romantic.
and we started chatting abt some crap.
well, it will be Nice if my lover is a great singer, singing with with the microphone, his guitar n his band.
and his eyes will be So nicee. that deep and beautiful kind which only i will be lost in.
and he is cute. Hah you noe tt prett boy look, plus muscles.
of course tts only silly talk.
it only works in movies.
wat matters most is the heart.
(:

theres lots tt i wanna accomplish
i promised soem ppl that i'll hang out with them when the hols start.
i rrly hope tt i wld be able to keep my words.
some ppl just go pass when you hang on too losely.
it used to trouble me when i'm buddies with guys.
i mean, it felt weird being close to another guy.
or just having him as a close friend.
but after all tt has happened. i guess smth has changed.
it just makes me smile when i picture the times that i'll be hanging out with you soon.
i'll be the tomboy and you'll be the gay.
(:





cause' all that matters, i will not say