i wish you would know that things havent changed one bit.

THANK YOU everyone for making my day today/yesterday and for the past few days.
(:
much, Deeply, Appreciated (:

receiving Tons of messages made me feel so LOVED.
i was really really surprised at newyork newyork,
with all those enthusiastic staff working there singing so loudly
plus the company of cell and claudy,potty,shir's handmade CAKE.
thankyou LEO and WILFRED for the BAG too,
looking at my new basketball makes me smile
and not forgetting all the other presents and well wishes too,
i feel like a little girl!
:D
thank you LANA, LIYUN, NIC and everyone else who planned
and
thank you Abba Father,
for creating me (:

saturday,
i had the privilege of so many people's company.
swam in the afternoon with TOFU (:
but it was so Stressful with that Pervertic lifeguard staring and staring.
if not for that stupid Tofu, i wouldnt even change into my swimsuit la PLEASE.
i met up with MAGGIE a few days back too
and she is still the same, much Loved!
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so much has happened for the past few days.
i went home after SR olympics with my first Two medals!
of course, it was with the help of other teammates too.

my TOOTH has been aching,
sending bolts of headaches up my right brain.
i need to visit the dentist real soon.
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service this morning made me think alot.
"MY spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak".
sometimes, i find myself being so self-centered and greedy,
it leaves me ashamed.
everytime pastor talks about impartation or receiving the anointing of God,
everyone steps forward and raise their hands, including me.
i mean, who doesnt want it?
you know, its so easy for man to want and ask and receive
BUT
how many have actually stayed and waited for the presence of God to come down?
how many have actually worked for it?
i want to be like king david, like moses, who obeyed and waited so patiently.
i want to be like jonathan, who didnt mind not being king simply because that wasnt his calling.

"Lord i believe, help my unbelief"

please help me to STRETCH and Maximise myself,
i wanna SHINE!




life goes on.