around and around
and around
and around we go.

its just the two of us,
Jesus and I.
i want to hold his hand and look into the face of eternity.
this, is what i need to remind me of my future,
to remind me of my purpose in life and what i am living for.
people always ask, "what am i living for?", "whats my motivational drive?"
but i've already found my answer in christ.
i am a child,
i want to be a child- being filled with child-like faith
and when i close my eyes, i can see Daddy so vividly,
standing so close, there He is, smiling at me and holding my hands,
telling me that
its okay.
He's so proud of me, the way i try, the way i am.
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i remember my secondary school days,
when ALTHEE and i would just sit and share about our spiritual lives in class.
even with RACHEL too,
i miss hearing her ranting for hours about her church and us having our very own prayer meetings.
i even miss that guitar which stands at the back of our class, right behind mine and ALTHEE's seat.
and everytime there was a break or spare time,
someone would grab the guitar and begin to strum it,
even though the whole class were not Christians,
i could still feel it so strongly, it was such a pleasant and Beautiful atmosphere to be in.
the Many times we had our very own cell prayer meetings in my class,
that period of time when i caught a vision of God and the times when cried together in the presence,
its something that i will Never Ever forget.

i chanced upon ALTHEE's blog
and i felt so touched.
its so Beautiful to know that she's doing so Well in Daddy, even better than before.
i really Thank God for these angels who appear in my life.
those who really understand me and Leave and impact at the same time,
they are so Rare and Difficult to find.
she makes me think of blackspot too.
but its okay that we hardly have the time to meet up now,
because i have the assurance that when we meet in heaven, it will be for eternity.
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thursday night,
we watched HAMLET at raffles hotel.
marcus was a gentleman-ho! lending me his coat when the room was freezing cold.
but HAMLET was a tragedy and almost everyone died in the end.
it left me depressed for a few minutes,
but my supper cheered me up again.
CHICKEN BURGER :D
haha we were Starving.

thankyou for understanding me.
now i feel like a bird in a cage set free.

friday,
match with AJC made my heart thumped so Much.
i was praying for Daddy to give me strength, strength and more strength.
prayer really Works, Abba Father does listen to them.
though on court for less than 5 minutes-i know, it sounds really pathetic.
but i felt like a Star yesterday.
towards the end, we scored so many(:
and i had my First free-throw on court in my Life.
i really thought i didnt contribute much as my team gathered and rejoice tgt over our victory,
but everyone came up and patted my back, telling me how well i had performed.
and seeing everyone's Wide smiles and laughter,
it made me so HAPPY on the inside.
i wanna Thank GOD,
for being my Strength on court.
for helping me shoot those balls and being the warrior in me.
and of course, we are a TEAM (:
we achieved that together.
just one more, and we will make it to the next round.
i believe that Nothing is Impossible!

i bumped into JUE yesterday at the basketball centre.
i MISS her so Much ):
we practically ran and HUG (:
it felt so good to be seeing each other again.
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today is Potty's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!! :D
oh oh! i saw number 20 on the bus ytd!
haha
you've been more than a friend to me,
you've been Amazing (:
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i have a Beautiful boyfriend,
all Macho-up and Handsomely Cute.
his name is
JESUS CHRIST.
thats right, and im in Love with Him.

i wanna say, "thank you" for the rain.