AH!
my Thunder thighs above.
sometimes i dont know if exercising can be a good thing or bad.
muscles make me look Chunky!

my arms are aching.
swam quite a bit today! (:
not bad for me considering that my swimming is Superb lousy.
swam while nic and aw tanned.
HAHA they both look so funny, Desperate for sunlight.
i took picture of their KEBABS
wore a bikini out for the first time with them
THANK GOD theres not much ppl roaming about at the pool.
haha i have this strange premonition that im gonna become much more girlier with them plus cheryl in our new cell.

leaving for Taiwan this friday and my luggage is less than half packed.
not enough jeans!
didnt get my scarf ):
swimsuit if half wet
songs in mp3 unloaded
AH! everything is in a MESS.
day for tmr is Packed.
gonna swim in the morn then prayer meeting and bs then meeting tofu for awhile.
i. better. rush. home. tmr. to. pack. my. luggage.
im gonna miss Singapore and cell and People Alot.
but im looking forward to Taiwan tooo
just fearful of the food part.
ahahaha.

been' having a load of things this week.
LiWen's birthday (:






this is CLASSIC:


this is the MOST CLASSIC:
look how round it is!






HAPPY BRITHDAY SOON LI WEN
and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYY!
i Love my Mum.
she's the Bestest Best Mum in the whole wide world despite everything.
because she's been so giving for our family and without her,
my family would be nothing.

--

some issues cropped up today.
i pushed aside temptations and distractions.
but it was really coincidental after what, 2 years of absence?

and
to be more loving, i need to give up my right to get even.
not taking revenge or harbouring bitterness
or bearing grudges.
cause' love knows no boundaries.
but loving isnt easy, thats why im still trying and struggling to love certain people.
but of course, there are already many Loved ones around (:

gonna work on discipleship
think the reason why things arent going so well is also my fault.
not exactly sure which areas i need to tap into this person's life but im really trying.
just leaving for taiwan with a little worry.
but like what pastor said, good burden for the people.

NIC is a Great cellgroup leader (:
im glad to be supporting her always.
i have a Very Cute cellgroup.
just looking at benedict n timothy hugging cheryl's lookalike today made me wanna LAUGH.
HAHA
superb Cute young boys luh please.
and looking at these silent lovers of God,
silent because they're always rather shy and quiet but always around cause' they just simply want to come for cell and svc for God, serving very silently and behind the scenes too.
ppl like cheryl,hazeline and verena and even dean.
okay, im really Challenged.
because i know that even as i start to accumulate in my number of years as a christian,
there are still many things i can learn from them.
things like just having a pure and simple heart that wants to serve.
its true tt im busy with guitar, bs and other cell stuff and helping
but sometimes i always tend to forget the minor details.
i look up to them for always filling in the small teeny minor things tt ppl overlook and sometimes not even acknowledged.
or at least, not everyone like the whole cell knows that they are the ones who have done it.
i mean, its easy for me to play the guitar again and again because ppl are watching me.
but what some of these young ones are doing, its behind the scenes too.
sacrifice.
im challenged.
YAY, thats why they say that Everyone learns sth in a cellgroup, Everyone can learn from one another.
i Love my Cell (:
and leader too of course!

okay, now i think im really gonna miss singapore.

here i am,
thirsting for you.
here i am,
desperate for you.

let my life be your clay, mould me in your ways.

friday!
met PAMELA SOH! :D
i cant remember the last time we actually caught up face to face.
probably during our birthdays in april.
oh my Gosh, thats so long ago.
we ate some DIM SUM for breakfast
the yam cake was so huge, it left us feeling bloated.
we only had a couple of hours tgt because of her piling projects in poly
seriously, her course in poly is the busiest one ive ever seen.
was supposed to search for her sis present but we got so carried away and went shopping instead.
i Love Pam! ((:

met eunice again! (:
we went to cityhall to change my guitar strings.
i wanna COMPLAIN.
made 15 BUCKS for a change of the strings but they were all sounded so Weird when i took it out at sarah's hse.
think lots of ppl can do a much better job.
anyhow, eunice and i explored singapore while waiting for my strings to be done!
we walked and turned at any nice buildings we saw.
went into a fire station museum somewhere along the streets of cityhall and the fireman kindly toured us around. we were the only tourists there!
went into the armenian church too
and we discovered a paranakan museum!
wanted so much to go in but we were totally Broke.
gonna be back another day (:
we walked all the way from cityhall to clarkquay
so Tired. took the train back to cityhall again to collect my guitar!
and then we needed to head down for cell so we decided to take a bus
and that was when eunice and i got Lost in chinatown.
haha felt like some retard trying all the different exits in chinatown
we gave up eventually and took a cab.
even the young boys like timothy and benedict had to laugh at us Can!

cell was not bad ytd.
(:

my throat Hurts like crazeeeeyyyyy ) :


workplace just contacted me
im only gonna start work aft returning from tawiwan.
thats after the 13th?! ) :
oh my Gosh so LONG.

it made my day! :D

spent time with eunice today!
(:
had bs together,
splurge a little and made ourselves Happy(:

heard stories about prom from claudy.
haha she's the Best person to describe things accurately so dramatically.
tofu was supposed to stayover today but im down with bad flu and cough ):

i Cant wait to start work next week!
gotta get those white blouses, black jeans and shoes needed.

i tasted my first two MACAROONS today
they were Heavenly!
i want, a macaroon tree for Christmas!
like the one below!



then i can give a piece to everyone and still have Much leftovers for my tummy :D

gonna buy a bottle of damn good sunblock lotion.
just found out the reason why the sunblock didnt work the other time was because it was 0.3
and tofu told me hers was 100plus
HAHA. i had no idea that 0.3 meant tt sunblock was Superbly lousy
how dumb can i get mann
no wonder i left the pool two shades darker just after 2 hours.

oh yar,
visited the lib today too.
got myself a new library card and borrowed many books.
im a bookworm yo!
wanna read TWILIGHT ):
--

had guitar lessons with leong ytd
he's so pro!
but im on my way to being a pro cause' im his student
im finally mastering my first can-make-it praise song.
:D




deep inside i hope you feel it too.

i've got a job!
:D

21st Nov'08
i donated my blood (:
on a sudden impulse.
lana went before me and looking at her brave face made me courageous too.
was so engrossed at what the nurse was doing to my arm and
too freaked out by the needle
that i didnt realise both sooon and lana didnt donate in the end.
their veins couldnt be detected.
sat there for more than 15 mins, think my blood was pumping out really slowly.
the guy beside me could even joked about donated an extra pack of blood.
haha but i feel like a Hero now! :D
a slight bruise is forming over where the injection was cause' i fidgeted a tad too much.
had a slight dizzy spell ytd night during praise till i had to sit down.
but i had supper late last night and bedded
feel Strong now!(:

i thank God for MAGGIE (:
even though its not like i can see her 24/7 or weekly even.
but thanks for always being around in your own way.
miss her so damn Much.
(:

im officially FREE from the A's!
study lit made me feel so downright depressing
esp SYLVIA PLATH's poems.

"dying is like an art, like everything else, i do it especially well."
made me feel so suicidal.
haha but im FREE!

whats a crush?

im really looking forward to class outing soon (:

PROM is drawing near.
feeling oh so Excited for them (:
--

im gonna head to the gym with tofu today and then miracle service tonight!
think i shant touch those weights-realated machines today,
scared of my small bruise!


my Brother is playing car racing on PSP,
makes me so wanna join him.

BYE!


few steps forward and another few back.

you're not here with me.

been' dreaming about prom and genting trip a couple of times.
but i know that such sacrifices are worth it
it will pass soon.
(:

its the Asia Conference season.
really exciting season.
Daddy has been really merciful and gracious to me.
Love to see hundreds and thousands of people just gathering to worship and see these amazing wonders.

havent been exercising recently.
im just too Lazy to sweat it out or travel to the pool.
im HOOKED to taiwanese DRAMAS.
gotta start lifting my bum off the chair and move it!
one more episode to the whole of one series woohoo!
:D
sigh, but such things only happen in dramas anyway.
AH! im turning into a Couch Potato!
heading off for a job hunt and interview on saturday.
i CANT WAIT.
haha i think i need to snap out of my dreamer mode too. because of those dramamamas

swimming and shopping last week with claudy was fun!
HEE (:
it scares me how reactive my skin and the sun can be.
just 2 hours in the pool and im one shade darker.
the tan mark is so Obvious.

LAST PAPER is TMR!
haha yes yes, the A's hasnt ended
and boy am i here celebrating already.

i better STUDY today,
so i can shout and scream and jump for joy tmr.

TADA.
(:


and when the sun comes through you're like the angel you are.

I'M FREE!!

haha, more or less i am.
left with only lit paper 5.

the Whole world is crazy about TWILIGHT!
including ME.
i cant wait to get my hands on those books and
eyes on that movie!
:D

history was fine ytd, am really hoping that it'll put my SEA part up and pass with not just scraping through. but with flying colours!
felt Great when i needed to raise my hand to ask for extra paper.
Haha, shows that im writing alot!
im HAPPY because most of A's over, o-v-e-r
HEEE :D

watched THE COFFIN with claudy, leo and lionel ytd.
didnt know what i was thinking,
claudy and i both paid money to scare oursleves in the theatre.
haha, Embarrassing esp when theres no one else screaming.
we took Neoprints!
i cant rmb the last time i stepped into the machine.
we lost track of the time didnt manage to select correctly for printing,
the picture came out Huge.
Haha! the Largest neoprint ive ever taken my goshh!

so Many things have changed during the exams period.
even CINE leisure looks so different when we went there ytd.
haha, or maybe its just me.

people around me are getting or having tattoos!
i think its Cool(:
but i still prefer not to add anything myself.

am currently quite addicted to this choc crisp flavoured cornflacks.
cant get enough of it.
Swimming today!
and going window shopping.
for prom? oh MAN. prom is like in how many days,
and i havent gotten/tried any dress/heels/makeup
i hope today will be productive.

looking forward to class' BBQ (:
i dont know why but im so Excited about it.
wanted to joined the guys for LAN today, but we figured that we'll end up dying as their victims for 4 straight hours in the comp room.
haha, i want to play PAINT BALL.
it sounds and looks and i know it'll be SUPERB FUN!



CASH, i need you to fall from the sky right NOW!
my wishlist has been so ever stagnant and never moving since the start of this year.







i need to move on and forget about some things.
cant be settling for less but more!
from glory to glory yes amen.

the best part of falling is that we get to pick ourselves up again.

wednesday.
brawled and complained and threw little fits of anger like a little girl.
not literally but debating emotionally.
sigh, i really need to grow up.
guess everyone's gonna head to genting without me.
its alrightt, i'll learn to enjoy singapore!
had a little encounter after clearing my bags from the lockers ytd.
edged deeply in my head, this is so Badd.
bbq this sat! i hope it wouldnt be weird with him/her again.
was reading the papers ytd and the recent killing was by an Eight yr old boy who shot his dad and dad's friend.
oh my gosh, what is this world coming to.
few more days till i Spell f-r-e-e-d-o-m
me cant wait yo!




like your charisma.

TELL HER.





--

just let me rant for one entry i promise.
i havent really complained about the A's ever since it started.

im so SCARED about tmr's econs paper.
it makes me want to skip it real badly.
i have so Much more to study and add on for it.
everyone's freaking out and studying hard but this sudden migrain is kicking in and i end up sleeping on my bed.
my Goshh. i dont know whats wrong with me. people Freak out while sitting for their papers in the hall and i can even doze off in the midst of it at times. need to stock up on my mints or fengyou to just keep me awake. the fengyou was so strong today, rubbed too much of it on my temples and i ended up tearing a little here and there.
LIT is one of my more confident and happy subjects together along with maths.
but lit Sucked today. blackspot says all the papers for A's have been so Weird and unusually hard in its own way this year.
so True. but its Not the papers' fault in any case.
econs is tomorrow. i need this migrain to go away quickly right now.
feeling nausea too. maybe its because of getting caught in the rain recently. even downing my subway sandwhich didnt help kick this bitter feeling away.
even food doesnt help.
cant wait for it to be over and be free.
i came home and found out something,
felt like ive really been given an unequal share of the pie in many things.
how long more till i win the approvals and trust and not needing to beg and differ i do not know.


okay im done with complaining.
JOY of the Lord shall be my Strength!

just a few more days, i can hang in there.
PAM has been really stressed up recently.
i feel it for her so strongly. listening to her part of story makes me feel grateful for not being in poly and being stucked with irresponsible groupmates who dont give a care about anything.
Cant wait to be free so i can be there for her too.

ive Big plans to work and earn big Bucks.
extraordinary sacrifice this time round, makes me feel shaky at first but challenged and all geared up in my faith.
need to stetch and boost my faith muscles so much more.
have booked leong for upcoming guitar lessons,
think i better book more and be fast!
need him to help master me with praise songs!
knowing that i need to be more independent on my own, esp when the only person whom i can share much with isnt gonna be walking the journey with me anymore.
gonna have to erase my own expectations of people too.
and changing my own attitude of meeting the emotional and physical needs of those around instead of thinking about my own.
need to keep reminding myself that they too need to be supportive for others and might be tired out too.
from now onwards, im gonna walk closer and leaning more on Daddy.
pardon me, fiona's been talking to herself recently.

alrighty.
praying for smooth flow of thoughts tmr and all the points that i ever need to pen down will be written.
Gonna do this once and for all.
goodbye.

(:

my mole-skinned diary is still the best.


yo mama why so biased
i thought you said that we're both your dearest.
so prove it to me once in awhile
cause' i need some assurance as your child.
hey daddy i do love you
its just that i dont express how i feel.
wish i could be all bold and true
or perhaps even as that little girl you once knew.
im sorry for not being the ideal
but im hoping that i can still please you.

haha!
i was Bored.
and i thought lana's picture was just SO CUTE. heh :D
i have so MANY of DINO's ZI-LIAN pictures but they arent uploaded.


had a nightmare two nights ago that scared the wits out of me.
blood and gore all over the place
in the hands of someone between both love and hate.
maybe im really trying to get some things out of my head.

received a really Pleasant surprise ytd evening while studying at home!
THANK YOU Liyun! cheryl! and jicai! :D :D
for invading my house and then my room out of the blue
and for the flower and card and Deep Fried Food.
im Touched! (:

received so many well wishes from church and school about A's
makes me feel cared for (:
everyone cant wait for the A's to come and go.
i, want it to Slowly come and go mann.
hope to do this well once and for all.
2 papers down, few more to go!

think i havent been seeking and knocking and waiting enough. i keep letting procrastination and complacency get the better of me. i Miss you Daddy. alot alot Alot.

have been missing Lots of people recently.
cant concentrate fully while studying because thoughts of people keep popping up in my mind.
cant wait to catch up with pam and pang and ah soon of course.

we're all gonna head into different directions soon.
new phase of life, fresh beginnings.
guess im scared and feeling a little vulnerable without you.
because all along we've started together, walked the journey tgt and i know we're going our separate ways from now.
but its okayy, distance makes the heart grow fonder (:
still gonna be my Bestest fat pal no matter what (:
thank you for everything (:

for a moment, i got tired from having to care much even in the midst of the exams
to lend my listening ears again and again cause' somtimes i just need a break and hear me rant instead for once.
but then i got reminded what it means to expand my own capacity.
i need more love and more patience.
people dont care about how much i know until they know how much i care.
yes, i want and need to be more loving.
its never enough. dear God, please fill me to the brim!


i feel FAT! ): ): ): ):
okay, im going jogging!


i'm not in love, this is not my heart.

an open palm of acceptance
or
closed-up fist of rejection?


history is history.
lets not talk about it anymore.
looks like i have to mug Duperbly Hard for coldwar.
visited the gym today.
i like jogging on treadmills and taking off some time to just stone and think while the treadmill moves and moves.
i need to learn how to swim!
if singapore this island sinks, i'll drown!

gradys and i went to j8's coffeebean today.
we got so Irritated with the assistant manager over there.
im Never going back there again.

came home and wasted my time napping and surfing the net.
i better start getting at least a little work done today.

need to find some time to start reading my lit texts over again.
read them a couple of times before but i need to experience that first-hand feeling from reading it again.
Love Lit (:


happy Halloween!

"God did not promise days without pain; laughter without sorrow; sun without rain - But He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way."

i cant help but allow these thoughts to invade at times.
what if i dont make it to uni?
because i know that im really not prepared for it.
and the thought of having one more year to get all my basics and foundations and other study facts right is rather appealing.
so that i can sit for the papers feeling secured and not like im just trying to smoke through it.
people think that im studying superb hard.
but ive wasted so much time stoning or having my mind distracted by other things.
sometimes i wonder if working hard now will even pay off?
what if i work hard and i still cant make it in the end.
i'll be like sucha retarded fool.
who stares at my history notes for hours and hours and yet cant understand anything.

but i know and i know that Daddy wants to make me the head and not the tail,
above and not beneath.
i know that He has much faith in me.
its whether i have that same amount of faith in Him.
i really want to trust and claim on these promises, i mean, who doesnt?
but sometimes is scary.
its scary, if whatever you are hoping and trusting and believing in doesnt happen in the end
and the only thing left is disappointment.
i Hate disappointment.
it makes me feel vulnerable and wary to trust again.
but then i asked myself,
how much does God love me?
enough to die on the cross and set me free.
with nail-pierced palms and bended knees, he could have saved himself but he chose to set me free.
and even if i was the only one here on earth, Daddy says he'll still do the same.
i paused, the image came into my mind and i thought of the many times i've felt Him personally and all the failures and wrongs that i've done.

what made God take so much care to make creation glow?
He could have made it black and white and we had never known.

ive never done anything to deserve these.
ive never done anything to deserve my family, my friends, my cell, even this school and particular class that im in.
yet when i start to count my blessings, they are all bestowed unto me.
this is me, He carved my life and Coloured it.

and then i thought about the period when i was having my O's.
how He directed me into SRJC.
i was furious at Him at first for having me to land here. frustrated even.
why place me in the top class for Four consecutive years in secondary school and have me land in SR, a not really good JC?
and everyone in my sec class knew i was a christian, knew i was actively involve in church.
i was Mad at God.
for making me seem like a fool, a stupid student who cant score well and probably just managed to stay in the best class for 4 years through luck.
Mad at God because i want able to shine for Him.
after landing in SR,
my teachers werent proud of me, my peers expected it. i had no extraordinary success to prove to them how Big my God can be.
but as i started to humble my own heart,
i realised that i was here in SR for a reason.
surely, i know He does wants to make me the head and not the tail and why im in this particular jc, He has a reason for it.
i came to realise that,
i must Never despise what God can do for me.
i must Never despise the days of small beginnings again.
even God himself despise it, why was i looking down at whatever little bit i have?
Never underestimate what He can do from what i have to offer.
i know it isnt solely just my works only,
but i know ive made an impact in their lives.
W, D, D, G. such lives, even one soul alone is Very Precious indeed.
thank you Jesus, for using me.

and as we approach A's,
im Scared out of my wits.
but i know that our thoughts frame our world.
and if we cant even believe in ourselves, who will?
oh God,
im just gonna lift this exams into your hands and work with whatever time i have left.
i dont want to take any other path but yours alone.
im not gonna admit defeat,
but just surrendering my future into Your hands.
this is my life, take it.
and mould it the way only You can.

--

service on saturday was Great (:
i like my Pastor ALOT.
and am proud to be a cityharvester(:
tofu was having a great time too, i hope.
haha but i saw that she was happy (:
am really Inspired to make an impact in the lives of Many people, even if its all not recognised.
ive decided!
im gonna re-join a ministry, since my current is on hold. have to wait for one year before the next class begins.
probably gonna join a ministry which does community services,
or perhaps try JAMS church again to help the mentally disabled.
i wanna spread as much love as i can.
of course,
i need to start learning how to love more again.
it isnt easy to love,
especially the inconsiderate, the uncouth, the selfish.
i need more love!

went to the airport after that.
ATE!
and studied overnight.
thanks TOFU for accompanying me all the way.
much appreciated(:
the airport's Beautiful during graveyard hours.
nobody! (:
but all i could think of was sleep.
studying overnight isnt a good idea, unless coffee works on you.
apparently is doesnt for me and i wasted hours of sleep.
not a very wise decision!

hello guitar (:
long time no play.
studying soon!

i am craving for
DIM SUM.
):

explored new stuff at the gym with tofu ytd
we had so much fun jogging and chatting together!
played two pigs.
(:
we're going for service together this saturday!!
:D :D

my legs are having this feeling which i used to have after trainngs.
a day after hours of basketball trainings and 10 rounds.

had Great phone conversation last night (:

if i could pierce one part of my body without inflicting pain,
it would be the tongue!
but it hurts like crazy and its like punching a hole in my tongue.
Ouch.

--

ohoh!
last last night, i had a dream about angel!
she became a cell grp leader with 20 ppl and it grew two 40.
haha she was crying in my dream,
tears of joy, thanking our cell grp for walking this journey with her.
haha, i cant wait to see that day come to pass.
:D

sunflower seeds kill the throat.
eww, i Dislike this weird sensation every time i swallow something now.

been' going back to school recently.
its nice seeing familiar faces, in the lib or at the cafe.
im gonna Miss even these small sights.
studying with sheree today!
i hope we get productive.
i miss COFFEE BEAN's CARROT CAKE.
hee :D


now im your lost and found.

saw a very pretty couple on my way home today.
pretty, tall, and slim
holding the hands of a well-built, handsome guy.
sweet clean innocent smiles,
hearty laughters.

Jesus has it all planned out for me.
i Believe!

--

studied in school with gradys and nic today.
it was so noisy over at the cafe.
her voice was so loud, i tried curbing her voice away.
as well as the other thoughts that came along with her.
i sure hope that he is studying hard.
was really nice studying outside the LTs in the evening, peaceful (:
it started pouring heavily near 9pm just when the school was closing.
gradys and i got caught in the heavy rain today,
but it was so FUN.
you shld have seen the school compound in the night,
quiet, peaceful, cooling! because it was raining heavily.
we were the last to leave school today.
ah, if only we're allowed to study overnight.

visited the gym this morn before school.
boy,
so many adults. i felt like a KID.
felt lost without tofu to guide me through the machines!
):

i wanna gym tmr.
but her p.
stupid p!
and, examss.
gahh,

i LOVE you, exams! (:


black kisses.

--

just a few of the many Many MANY photos which we took on graduation day.

i want everything to end on a happy note.
im gonna miss this class a whole Lot.
everyone's unique.
those childish and irritatingg guys,
my female classmates who are just so sweet and nice.
without anyone one of them,
my JC life wouldnt be complete.
and i think we all get along well with everyone.
what with all the different class outings and parties and gatherings,
i think we are one united bunch.
thankyou so much for everything.
(:


you make it real for me.

i like BRITNEY!
she's my first Favourite singer (:
and she's back slim and sexyy.

its a pity that she's so scandalous now and everything.

im still into that pretty and 'clean' her which i first started liking since.. ..
primary Four!
hahaha.
SEE, she looks so simple and pretty in the video.
i Miss the old britney spears.
):


went to school today.
the rain ruined our jogging plans.
nic and i always dont get to jog tgt! ):
but i Love rainy days, so Nice and Cosy (:
i think im addicted to the gym,
've been visiting it at least thrice a week.
oh no. i need to use my time more wisely now.
we saw two Cute kittens in school today. patson was trying his best to attract them out.
but their mama was so Fierce.
i like kittens, Dislike cats though.
Dogs are much better animals to play with (:
studied maths maths maths
and some history on Jap occupation.
studying hist is enough to kill me, i almost died today,
but.. im still Alive.
why, ... i survived!

i Love literature.
it brings out the different side of me
and shows me things which i cldnt see.


OH.
yesterday after school,
i headed to the gym with tofu.
saw my first Eye-Candy in the gym!
he is Very CUTE.
:D
from CJC
hahahaha okay,
i know i know its just outer beauty.

alrightos,
graduation day tomorrow.

how time really flies.



the line which impacted me recently,

"what others reveal about themselves is just how they want you to see them as."

Mm, i thought about it for awhile after tofu mentioned it.
and realised that it made a whole lot of sense.

attracted to this song again!
it sounds Happy.
the chorus is so Nice (:
ah, only the CHORUS.

fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer.
place your hand in mine, i'll leave when i wanna.


i had a really Weird dream last night.
dreamnt that JIAYU was holding this Gong with her camera and video crew and she just walked into this public foodcourt to advertise for some church event which we're gonna have.
and i was with ___ (forgot who!)
we bumped into her and she called out to us to join her.
so Embarrassing! everyone in the foodcourt was staring at us.
suddenly it started pouring and we were outdoors, all drenched.
doesnt really make sense huhh :\


everyone's talking about their plans after the exams!
i havent really thought about them yet.
just a few here and there,

PROM
GENTING TRIP with cell (:
TAIWAN!
WORK!
SOT(:
mm
of course, to the beach! and places like wildwildwet :D

MM but im not too excited about A's coming quickly and then passing fast.
since i cant create another 2 more months,
i hope that the days will pass by Slow Everyday!
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missed dinner with nic and cheryl last night.
hope to have one with them Really soon.

spent some time with Daddy ytd.
i just sat there crying and Him listening.
the Best thing about my Father is that i dont have to list everything down before He could understand me.

you are my Best hiding place.
because you are my Only hiding place.


gymed with liyun on monday.
gonna, meet tofu aft school today to jog!

YES, im STUDYING.

had a Great chat with Pam ytd and another from Rachel two days ago
Surprise phonecalls (:
i Miss them ALOT. cant wait to catchup, ketchupp(:


speak now, or forever hold your peace.