haha!
i was Bored.
and i thought lana's picture was just SO CUTE. heh :D
i have so MANY of DINO's ZI-LIAN pictures but they arent uploaded.


had a nightmare two nights ago that scared the wits out of me.
blood and gore all over the place
in the hands of someone between both love and hate.
maybe im really trying to get some things out of my head.

received a really Pleasant surprise ytd evening while studying at home!
THANK YOU Liyun! cheryl! and jicai! :D :D
for invading my house and then my room out of the blue
and for the flower and card and Deep Fried Food.
im Touched! (:

received so many well wishes from church and school about A's
makes me feel cared for (:
everyone cant wait for the A's to come and go.
i, want it to Slowly come and go mann.
hope to do this well once and for all.
2 papers down, few more to go!

think i havent been seeking and knocking and waiting enough. i keep letting procrastination and complacency get the better of me. i Miss you Daddy. alot alot Alot.

have been missing Lots of people recently.
cant concentrate fully while studying because thoughts of people keep popping up in my mind.
cant wait to catch up with pam and pang and ah soon of course.

we're all gonna head into different directions soon.
new phase of life, fresh beginnings.
guess im scared and feeling a little vulnerable without you.
because all along we've started together, walked the journey tgt and i know we're going our separate ways from now.
but its okayy, distance makes the heart grow fonder (:
still gonna be my Bestest fat pal no matter what (:
thank you for everything (:

for a moment, i got tired from having to care much even in the midst of the exams
to lend my listening ears again and again cause' somtimes i just need a break and hear me rant instead for once.
but then i got reminded what it means to expand my own capacity.
i need more love and more patience.
people dont care about how much i know until they know how much i care.
yes, i want and need to be more loving.
its never enough. dear God, please fill me to the brim!


i feel FAT! ): ): ): ):
okay, im going jogging!


i'm not in love, this is not my heart.