its all reduced to one slow dance.

i've just completed this jap drama,
"One Litre Of Tears"
it made me teared so much
HAHA
i feel Dumb but its so Touching
i've learnt to treasure my life so much more.
to run and jump on the court when i still can, and to smile at the blue sky regardless of circumstance.
--

went over to clauds hse for pw
i just CLDNT Stop eating!
my mouth was practically chewing on food for the entire day.
andd
we SLACKED so much that we had nothing done today
haha.
i think i make a bad leader, giving in to all the excuses.
but Anyhoww,
we had heart-to-heart chats
and it was a good time well-spent anyway.
(:
i Like my grp members.
they are very understanding friends.
andd
i Hate to talk abt promos or anything to do with it.
but everyone's been at it and pretending just makes me feel like i'm the only one running away.
but if we Shld ever get separated or retained,

NO, Huda. i really Dont Want this friendship to end like that.
i'll still be here and around whenever you need me
(:

OKAYYY lets Not think about this kindof stuff anymore.
its so Emo and demoralising.
what is to come, i know not
but something tells me that it'll be alright.
maybe its the peace of God.

and dear God,
i really Do want to shine for you.
please help me to shine like a start,
i'll grab hold of any chance to make it all well again.
this time, i'll make sure i do it the right way.
--

anyHow,
my pw group rotted the day away lying on the bed,
munching on food and taking pictures.
i Finished my Jap drama,
Stupidd clauds led aqidah n lionel into the room
when i was sobbing away at that Touching show.
HAHA, so EMBARRASSING.
i wanted so much to bury my head somewhere.

a couple of days ago,
i spent my saturday morning
dunking balls with bball mates.
i learnt muchh
(:

theres school tmr,
i CANT WAIT (:

the idea of going to school and seeing everyone makes me so happy now.
i think its a treasure to see beautiful ppl everyday.

THANK YOU GOD,
for all that i have in my life.
i feel healthy physically n emotionally,
and am flattered n blessed.


when i looked at the blue sky, it was smiling right back at me

wednesday evening,
debated for so long to snip my long hair Off or Not.
and when we finally reached,
i realised that
my FAVOURITE HAIR SALON has SHUT DOWN for Goood.
i havent tried other shops cept' tt 10 bucks salon for years.
MANN!
now what?


an angel here on earth.

cause there's so much more for us to learn,
thats why i fear to take things from here.

ytd was one coincidental day.
i was amazed by how things can work out.

my muscles' are having cramps
and,
i'm down with a fever.
38.4 degrees.

MANNN, i'm so SORRY CLAUDS
)):
i intended for everything to go on so beautifully
i'm so SORRY.
i hope presenting tt big surprise thing tmr will make it all up dearr.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVEEE.
(:
--

i found out more news today.
and i honestly feel so UN-purified
for both you and me.
are human feelings really That hard to control?
i'm Disgusted.
yet at the same time, worried for you.
but what can i do?
for some reason, i feel betrayed
maybe its because of the image you portray urself to be,
but in actual fact, is not.
but i guess, my feelings are secondary
as compared to ur life now.
wont you just Open your Eyes and see,
its so dumb and foolish girl,
you're worth So Much More.
so much more than this.
--

have been, dreaming of ppl again lately.

i Thank God from the bottom of my heart that i found you.
(:
its the pretty, natural bits that outshine all the others.
--

i stumbled across a few pictures in my comp.

they bring back so much memories

esp THIS:

back then when we had sandy and jolenee

i said a prayer for you today.

promo's are finally over,
now its left to the collecting of results to decide everything.

ANYHOWW
i spent my friday meeting JEAN PANGG!
:D
we went to 'true fitness' for a free trial
stepped into the gym and acted like we were all so Interested in everything.
and OH MANN, so COOOL
i felt like a star haha
cause' we got to experience so many things for free and there was even this personal coach.
Big toilets, nice-smelling soap and towel!
AHAHA, i think that guy is Really So gona hammer ur heads, cause we acted all the way like we were interested in beng a member but did Not in the end.
yet,the service was Good.
did Body Compact!
which reminded me so much of my kick-boxing lessons.
had so much FUN boxing and kicking away
:D
i think its so COOL man, funky!
we sat in for the weight lifting class after.
lifted 5kg weights, and did cruches.
and MANN, the aftereffect has alr taken on my body.
my arm's Aching, DUPER alot, despite all the strethings.
but HO, PANGGGGG (:
company n work done was both as GOOD (:
i MISS JEAN PANGG!(:
loved/love.
imagine if we were to attend gym weekly, we'd all be so slim and fit man!
-

OH YARR,
measured our weight at the gym ytd
and i'm one Depressed kid.
))))))))))))))))):
DP starts officially tmr!
BUTT THENN, i still cant forget that specific someone who told me:
muscles are thrice the weight of fats
so i'm Not tt fat afterall right?right?
so De-Moralising!

SOON LI slept over last night
but we were both too tired to chat muchh.
i LOVE my FRIENDS ALOT

and fiona feels LOVED (:
--

got clauds sth today with patson!
and we spent our afternoon in the library,
absorbed in the whole of books.

i love my GUITAR (:
i dont call it my babyy, but i treasure it Muchh.

i'm off,
to sleep(:
hopefully there'll be Beauty dreams tonight.
(:


army of the one, and proud to be

you and me dancing the night away

i've been dreamng of people, people and More People!
it can be pretty amazing how dreams are so real and vivid.
i like that feeling, of seeing ppl in my dreams.
(:
three nights ago,
i dreamnt tt someone invaded PL sec
and there in the canteen,
peishan was playing the drums! her coolness was Up by somany levels Haha.
althee was standing somewhere in the middle of the canteen, doing her GB DRILLS!
andd jonathan ng taught me the guitar.
two nights ago,
i dreamnt tt JAPANESE soldiers invaded My Church ):
and so mnay females wee captured for prostitution.
my GOSH.
that was one Big terrible scary dream.
and there i was sprinting and running from all the Baddies.
and den i bumped into JUNLE.
and tgt with the guys, i was protected n Not captured!
mann, i miss junle Alot.
and when i think of him, i think of ppl like rachelteng and jeff and sandy.
that was back then, when were bonded and close.
well at least spiritually esp.

maybe i've really been studying too much History.
cause my dreams have consistantly been about Something invading us.
it can be really scary you know.
-

i messed up history real Badly.
TWO qns of wat i studied came out.
and i CANT Believe tt i actually did the other which i've Never studied,
only to realise it after the paper.
did only one out of two qns.
okayy, i think its really quite messed up.

JOBY's big O's drawing nearer.
i can already picture us going to the zoo, swimming or even studying tgt.
(:
i cant Wait for the O's to come n go.
and we'll get through ur maths tgt lar, TOFU.
(:
--

just a side remark;
i AM Very Very Straight.
and do Not for girls,
thank you very Much.


words are mere words, they dont count much without actions.

JESUS, balance my emotions and help me to love you whole-heartedly.
i dont want anyone else, not anymore.

not yet a woman.

your love's put me on the top of the world.

i woke up this morning dreaming of shawn wee and james,
OH MANN.
found myself feeling fearful n afraid.
cause i almst destroyed his free chocolate cake in my dream
HAhaha.

headed to macs with gradys n hansheng after service!
THANKS for the Raisins (:
like that sweet taste that lingers in the mouth.
IAN tan was being So irritating today.
strong la, strong lar.
we'll be quits in arm-wrestling some day!
--

SATURDAY was Awesome (:
lana, pam and i sneaked into primary school
and wasted hours catching tadpoles from the pond.
i'm so PROUD of myself, caught > 6!
and the pond had small algae plants floating around Okayy.
PAM is still the same Old animal loverr,
just more irritating Now. (:
it just isnt the same.
we spent so much time in the compound,
playing hop-scortch, racing on the track, jumping big steps..
MANN, all we needed was just Ms goh siew hoon back in the classroom,
tgt with some tables n chairs.
i LOVE my childhood days (:

when we finally decided to make a movee,
GUESS WAT.
school gates' locked. there was No one in school
Haha, it was just so cool.
climbed n jumped over some wall to get into secondary sch compound.
sat was Nicee.
i hope the tadpoles live.
and yes maggiee, fiona Loves THEE greatly (:

oh yeaa
Stinky sent a good number of nice songs over last night
happy listening(:


okie dokes,
time to hit the sack and catch some rest.
and btww,
methinks Shakespeare's language is the best.
-

how is it that,
its so difficult to knock on the heart of yours
when it werent so tough with the others.
if you ever do need a shoulder,
you can Always count on me for sure,
because i'm a FRIEND.


dreaming of the best that we can be

i wont forget the way we were smiling

and again,
the rain came when i asked for it ytd morning.
it made my latecoming uncounted.
E has been coming for services regularly.
its one big surprise, considering the fact tt he was an anti-christ two years back.

sometimes,
i just find myself standing in amazement
with nothing else to say.
--

have been dozing off among papers unknowingly
but TIGER BALM saved my life.
it kept my eyes open and the smell's so refreshing
LOVE this chinese ointment!

chinese dictionary was forfeited today.
well i Thought i had the stamp,
which turned out to be PL's one instead.
haha, attempts in trying to fool rivera Failed.
history made me history.
but i'll still try for the other paper.
-

heard Rachel's voice today (:
and BOYY do i miss you so.
we can still play basketball tgt.
you'll train me and i'll entertain you
aha (:
and when i finally can do Beauutiful lay-ups,
i'll attribute them all to you!

we do live in an imperfect world.


i'm just an ordinary person, serving an extraordinary God.

when i was young i listened to the radio, waiting for my favourite songs

THANKS to LEOO!
:D
my comp's packed FULL of SONGS now
:DD
so NICE
((((((((((((((((: i feel so H-A-P-P-Y!

it feels good to be hme
and studying.
on an impulse,
i went to fill in the form for work experience
-to be a policewoman!
my ambition when i was a kid
it sounds SO COOL MANN (:
BUT
if i really in, i'm so Going to be alone
how?how?how??!
i pray that God's gona send a Nice companion dwn frm heaven to keep me company!

Kahtib's macs is Surprisingly, quite a nice place to study in.
i study there with gradys.
(:
all my friends are Falling sick.
and my Headache's been stuck in my head, stubbornly refusing to Budge.
History brings out the Monster in me.
but
i'm gona SURVIVE.
i wanna be a SURVIVOR, i will Survivee!

studying makes me tired, and feeling tired makes me feel Highh

Your love puts me on the top of the world

broke my chains of sin.

Splitting HEADACHE has gotten its way into soon li and lana's heads.
today, its my turn.
PLEASE get well soon, all whom are sick physically

2 Cor 4:16 came into my mind today:
"therefore we do not lose heart, for even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is renewed day by day."

the JOY of the LORD shall be My strength.
its alright to feel tired.
its only normal to do so.
but we'll still be standing no matter what,
cause the strength's from DADDY, not from us!
--

tonight's a little different.
love has gotten my friend upset.
and now, i'm at a lost for words, of what to speak for consolation.
it seems like studying has take more than half of my mind away.
and
it has to happen tt
there're other ppl out there feeling dwn too at this point of time.

man, its really starting to get to me.


i lifted my eyes to see, the wonders of heaven.
and everything else faded away.

we had this crazy plan to meet and run away together

school was really good today (:
and i am too lazy to blog about it

ran seven rounds with MAI today
SEVEN's our favourite number (:
had a Greaat chat with huds in the library
and it felt so good.
after school, studied with clauds and patson!
ran a little on the track after tt with lana,alan, soon li and her classmates.
bumped into ryan at the bustop,
had a company throughout the long busride.
bumped into khaiwee at the mrt station
my DAYCARE friend!
had a loongg chat on the way hme
(((:
i'm glad we're all still friends after so long.
its amazing how things work, aint it?

this is really one small world.


pretty face got my thoughts all winded up again.

if you get there before i do, dont give up on me.

on my way to school, sth interesting happened today.
feeling sleepy, i took a nap standing during the journey.
half way through my sleep, an OLD man shook me up and
he GAVE UP his seat for me.
he looked so CUTE in his sports shorts, listening to music, tgt with tt long umbrella of his.
and every morning, he's one of those familir faces i see on the bus.
but today, it was different.
why? cause it was so EMBARRASSING and humiliating
yet TOUCHING.
that old uncle went in chinese:
"girl, sit sit. take a sit"
and he stood up, pointing to his seat.
the bus was PACKED with passengers and everyone heard his loud voice.
they were ALL staring at ME.
i was Surprised by his gestures at first, but he just kept insisting tt i sat down.
so Embarrassing man!
i meann, OF COURSE i DO APPRACIATE his kind intentions,
but since when was it the case when the Elderly made way for ppl like me??!

so, This was our conversation in chinese
ME: (still half shocked and awake, ignoring All the other ppls' stares) uncle, dont you want to sit?
UNCLE: nahh, i'm alighting soon, you go ahead and sit, have a good rest

he was so SWEET and CUTE.
i wanted to SMILE at him to express my gratitude
but everyone was staring at US, i practically felt all the muscles in my body tensing up.
and everyone in the bus must be wondering
WHY of all ppl, he gave tt sit up for me and not any other elderly insight, of simply any strangers out there
it beats me, i Would like to know the reason too.
maybee i really did looked Very Tired.
haha.
so Anyhoww, that little incident woke my senses
and i lost my sleep for the rest of the journey.
the moment the old man alighted,
i stood and gave my seat up for this other old lady.
and AGAIN, those same ppl were Staring,
they must have been wondering wats my problem man. Stand, Sit, Stand, Sit.
but i wld have felt so guilty if i continued sitting anyway.
today's one Memoral day Haha.
for a moment,
i felt really loved and cared for by that old man,
who was actually,
a stranger.

today, i am challenged by an old man.
to spread agape love,
to those whom i love and also to those who love me.
not forgetting,
the mobless mass of strangers out there too
for al you know, someone's heart will be touched unexpectedly,
just like how i was impacted this morning.


JESUS, You're so Beautiful. i want to be more like you.

when i close my eyes, i see happy faces smiling all around me.
i hear, people laughing aloud. they sounded so carefree.

and in Heaven, its a Million and one times way Much better than this.

i overslept the past couple of days
and was late for school.
i need the drive to move in the morning,
and
a booster to prevent my eyes from shutting.
i feel like a Walking Zombie.

its going to be one Lonely day tmr ):
with the absence of so many faces
but i'm still gona be in school
and
Clauds makes me Smilee
using her foolishness.

oh yeaa, today was quite an interesting day..

NUMBER 1! :
i Won patson in arm-wrestling (right hand) :D
but his left's Really strong haha,
maybe someday i'll win in finger pepsi-cola too!

NUMBER 2!:
was buying food from the snacks vendor aunty as usual.
and today, she went
"hui lin, do you call hme?"
ME: "no, call for wat?"
AUNTY LIAN: "you're indonesian right??"
-
OH MAN. she actually thought i was With Leo and we're both Indonesians.
so much for Always buying things from her, and she knowing our names.
how can she get two facts all wrong tgt at the same time?!
and she said i looked like an Indonesian too
Haha, thats one Cute canteen vendor.
Stupid sheryl-lyn chuaa thinks leo and i are tgt as well.
shes always flashing this Pervertic Smirk at me.
when she herself is the scandolous one with her lovey dovey BF!
i think i'm gona keep my distance frm you, LEO~.
but thats after the chocolate you Owe me. Haha
nah uh, we still from the Triangle! (:

NUMBER 3!:
soon li and i went to SAC to grab biscuits ytd after school
it was PITCH dark
and when i ran to the door
guess what i saw?!
the old security guard was hiding at the door, and he went "boo!"
of COURSE i had a SHOCK.
imagine running to a door and out of no where someone just goes, "booo!"
Oh my GOSH. i started screaming
and soon li started screaming too. i think we ended up scaring the security guard himself cause after a few screams of ours, he too screamed.
HAHA, the ppl in SR are so weirdd!
ME: "uncle! you gave me a Shock man!"
SECURITY GUARD: *flashes smile, Looking Contented with himself* and he laughed
Hahaha,
i concluded that the older generation are Amusing people.

okayy, now i think i really am gona miss so many ppl tmr.
Potty had been quite quite a nice company to be with. (:

JOBY messaged today.
i MISS YOU ALOT.
but reading your letters which i've got at hme
helps to ease my heartt.
haha (: Study hard!

people arent perfect
and sometimes they tend to get on my nerves
by mocking and teasing.
its actually possible to feel guilty for being righteous too.
BUt, am a Fool for christ.
not any others', and am willing to be. (:

it's just you, me and the sycamore tree.

it scares me how fast time can really fly.

SERVICE today was reallytruly AWESOME.
its been quite awhile since i've felt this familiar feeling
and when i look back,
at all of My very own Dreams,
Revelations,
ministries and how we used to dwell and waited patiently upon my saviour,
it makes me think of what i am now.
if having fresh oil from heaven is a daily thing,
life Will be so amazing here on earth.

i came before the Lord today,
knowing that i shld just forget about the burdens and at the same time, admitting my own mistakes
but i didnt know what to pray
i spent a long time kneeling, thinking of what i shld speak
and then i felt it
why should this be a bothering issue?
no explanation's even needed in the first place,
He already knew what i was going to say anyway.
and today i was told,
i'm not insignificant, i'm not just any small fly out there. my strength comes from the one above.

witnessing sights today was so Amazing.
not that its my first time,
but somthing in me woke up today
and now,
i'm whole and Charged-up again.

Giddy-up!
my GOD is Greater than History, econs,literature,maths,chinese,gp,Everything!

i want to be in love with You

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so, i guess i'm heading in the right direction aferall? thank God, i took no sciences, if not i mght just start failing them again.

had an almost two hour LIT lecture ytd "king Lear" is such a depressing book my heart felt so heavy and Burdened after ytd's lecture why is it that everyone dies at the at of it? i think Shakespeare's so cool, LOVE literatuee (: --

its funny how different ppl react when they're all placed in the same evironment. had a good Laugh in the library with Clauds n leo ytd Haha (: we form the Triangle, and i AM 90 degrees up! and it was so FUNNY when the rolled-up post-stick which i threw Really landed in LEO's MOUTH. HAHA, i really didnt expect it to be so accurate. someone shld hav just seen the expression on his face. i guess he didnt Expected it either AHA ytd was one good school day, away from the other side.

faith came over, and she looks really different from the pics which i've seen of her very cute indeed haha.

i had a little short moment of talk with Potty ytd and i hope you'll be feeling Much better soon yeaa? for some reason, i felt like our heats can connect, andd i like that feeling (: --

it occured to me that being in a relationship also means, claiming that you belong to a certain somone, cancelling off your freedom to roam around or breathe as easily as before. its saying that you're someone else's being booked by another person to reserve for the future. AYee, its so much better to breathe easy now.

somehow, i cant wait to study with Gradys on sunday (: thank GOD for my going-to-school and hme partner!

PAM's working in BENnJERRY's now i finally Heard her voice last night after a ZILLION years. and i wanted so badly to go down to Suntec, file in my Registration form then we'll be Working and EATING ICE-CREAM tgt :D so COOL. but of course tts just plain fantasizing. oh well, at least we've gt the freedom to daydream and visualize. MAGGIEe, i believe you serve Great icecream jus Ignore wat those collegues say. its just a working place anyway.

i hope Joby's doing pretty fine with those Prelim papers.

the sky's dark, i think its gona rain there goes my Morning JOG. i MISS my TRAINING, giveit back to Me. Alrightt, back off to study more History and Econs. i Want to at least PASS them. and if i ever get an E or a D, it'll be one Great achievement of mine.

the intro of onelastbreath's stuck in my head. i wish i've got flexible fingers to pluck the guitar well and Draw expressively!

at times, i might need a break and let others meet my needs as well.

i'll make You the centre of my life, and give you All that i have.

being in school on time is an Everyday challenge for me
and i was EARLY today
:D
greeting ppl like woan, tabby and Clauds with Big smiles
well, they may think tt i'm Gilaa,
but i feel like i've just slayed giants in the morning.
(:

sometimes i do ask myself,
how can i do More?
and when i look around, i realise tt i'm giving that little into the kingdom of God.
daddy, please dont forget to use me when the harvest's ready.
Forget me Not.

if i'm not given a chance to serve God, i'll find a way to.

this morning, i was almost late for school again
and in my heart i just went
"oh boyy, not again."
i alway tell myself, "tmr i'll wake Even earlier"
but tmr never comes.
imagine the self-struggle i had within, tgt with the anger i had with myself.
i was praying in my heart tt God wld let it pour
so today's latecoming will not be counted and i can start a clean record for this term again.
and my GOD is so AMAZING.
HE is MERCIFUL and He Does, hear my prayers (:
halfway on the bus,
lo and behold, the sky grew darker
and before i knew it, it was Pouring like crazyy
for some reason, gradys offered to wait for me at the bustop
He even took Care of me
i was Awed by what had happened this morning.
seeing so many ppl trapped at the provision shop made me elated
Haha, okayy i sound so mean
but relaxx, today's latecoming's not gona be counted anyway
THANK YOU GOD,
you never fail me (:

tmr's a brand new day.
i shall do my best to be early for school
i'm doing this for the glory of God, no one else.
--

school wasnt very fine.
i failed my history again
actually, i dont rmb passing any of my history papers
and i just Cant help it when all those thoughts get to me,
i dont even realise it when i'm Stoning, staring blankly at my essay script, without absorbing anything into my saturated brain.
i DISLIKE that stressed up feeling of being so worried abt Stuff.
dear Saviour, pleasee help me to pass my historyy.
a coupleof days ago, i had my First pass for econs in a Million years
it was one Warm surprise.
and if thats possible, i dont really see why this is nott possible.
okayy,
my God is Greater than History, bigger than cold war, mightier than southeast asia!
i'm gona conquer them ALLL.

the talks are getting bigger
they're getting deeper
the effect's becoming largerr.
gossips kill one's soul, gossips kill one's soul

i'm not in the position to say anything,
but help me to hold my tongue.
and STUDY hard.
thts the first, first first priority for now.
okay maybe second,
my Saviour's first on the list.

encourgaements pulled me through the day.
i LIKE seeing PL lites in school everyday.
makes me go, (:
and Nic gave me a card today.
after bath,
IAN tan HANSHENG calledd
and YEAlar, (:
you're my important friend
show you those letters you wrote in the past on sunday
your EL's powerful mann

i give school a miss today
okayy, if my HISTORY teacher sees this,
(which i think he will)
you might think tt i'm dead.
Butt, i have valid reason okayy
those blisters on my feet are hurting like Crazyy
they swell last night,
after squeezing my feet into steph's too-all shoes
and this morn,
i cldnt run nor walk fast enough to chase after my train/bus
was Definitely going to be late for school.
so i U-turned and headed for hme.
give my two little feet a good Good rest
and my brains time to study.
--

i was blog-hopping,
and i browsed upon RACHEL's blog
i MISS her alot mann
rmb the times when she wld just called for no valid reason actually
sometimes just to vent and complain abt life
maybe she felt tt i found her too troublesome a friend
the calls stopped coming,
but it Isnt anything like that at all
true, i might be busy,
but i kindof miss having her complains.
there Are a few ppl whom, i dun mind just lending my ears to listen to stuff.
cause they appreciate my ears more than i do,
and its really Nicee to know that.
so
every now and then when i finally have the time,
i wld ring up ppl whom i MISS so much
buttt, it always seems like everyone's busy
and sometimes the line doesnt even get through.
i Wonderr how's life for Rach.
and hopefullly, ppl in her class are so muchh better now.
-

spent my morning catching up on my SLEEP
:D
HO!
feel so much more refreshed now
woke up with ALTHEE's msg, telling me tt mr Loh's got a girlfriend!
my sec 4 form teacher has got a girlfriend!
i wonder if she's as Tall and Skinny as him
den they'll look like a walking pair of chopsticks
okayy, gossip kills one's soul!
shall stopp laughing.
like it when she sends me random msges like tt
cause it goes to show tti've still gt a place in her heart (:
in PL, i took everything for granted
No one told me to treasure everythingg
neither did i bother treasuring everything
NOW i really Will, if i Cld just turn back timee..
i Miss the Innocence
it doesnt matter if ppl call us NUN or watsoever,
i rather it that way.

have been spending my time on LITERATURE :D today
the only subject which brings LIVE
oh, plus maths (:
promos is less than 16 days away
i am SCARED.
when ppl ard me start going
"howww? what if we dun get promoted"
i try shutting my ears, but i still hear tt line anyway.
i DUN CARE, we're gona go through this tgt mann
lets go!
susan jus e-mailed me the imptance of getting promoted to do well in the team
i WANT to see myself playing happily on the court still
okayy, let's goGod!
i'm ready to keep working hard.

sometimes when i look back
on last year and this'
i realised tt soon li and i have rrly grown quite alot.
maybe we Did loose a few ppl on the way.
i miss J so Much, i really wonder how's he doing now.
perhaps, if he hung on with us, he'd be some great man of God now
shy but packed with Faith.
and i kindof miss A too.
even though its so Awkward to say it out
but i think she can sense it in her heart.
just the way i can feel how she feels towards us.
has never been a failure but a success to Me,
regardless of watever situations.
i hope she doesnt give up along the way at all in her walk.


oh Mann, i think i'm starting to feel quite Emo now,
and feeling a bit too much den i shld.
i might just EXPLODE if the list of ppl goes on and on

i feel like expressing the gratitude for these ppl in my life,
just tt i have no idea how to.

well, the future's gona be good.
tmr's gona be GOOD
cause GOD is with us!

HMMM, the BEAUTY of HEAVEN.
cause in heaven, we'll all be seeing each other
Every single day.
thats so SO COOL.

close your eyes and visualise, i'll show you our very own paradise

SATURDAY

hey JOBY ONG,

:D

10 years and this is the ELEVENTH!

went over to JOBY's hse in the morning

i was so excited and at the same time late

so i decided to run

and while going dwn a flight of steps,

landed Awkardly on my left feet

and Aggrevating the old injury in my ankle

Hurt so Badly man!

tt stupid greedy woman still had a good time laughing at me.

i MISS her so MUCH.

we sat and we studied and we talked

and ATE alot

i think she's really feeling the stress

her prelims' TMR

and when we sat dwn to get serious into studying,

she wld bring out all the different kindof snacks to snack on

oh my Goshh,

i need a treadmill real Badly

i've been gorging on high-calorie food for the past few days

just saturday alone, we haddd

Cake,Donut,Doritos,CHocolate,Gummybears,Porkfloss,Crackers,Biscuits

if theres ever famine in singapore,

her hse's gona be the first place which i run to

Haha

we had a short run out of the hse after studying a little

and i'm really thankful for the GREATgreat company which i had

made me just want to curl up and acknowledge tt

this is just enough.

who needs love and guys and bgr when Great girlfriends Do exist?

being exposed in school has really made me feel a bit Goong.

how shld i put it?

maybe i'm still not used to it,

but sometimes it just makes me want to Puke for real.

i Like it when my friends confide in me,

i just, happen to see tt love is not an issue now

i thinkk. at least not yet?

maybe i'm really a Nun.

HAHA

--

after a long talk on friday night with friends at the airport,

my EYES are now Widely OPENED.

i realised tt this world is really Not as innocent as what we think it is

and i Realised tt theres SO much things which i DUN actually know at all

i was Shocked at first man, my jaw was literally left hanging open.

but then again, after a hard time accepting things,

we do live in a broken down world afterall right?

i guess thats when we step in.

and OH MAN, though i still cant really accept what i've learntt.

i think i really do have to start thinking more openly

and opening my eyes bigger

to see this world in Not just how i wanted it to be

but what it really is.

--

SUNDAY

today's one really good day

the speaker during service was:

NICK VUJICIC, the guy without limbs who's living a life without limits.

and it occured to me tt,

a few years back, PL actually talked abt this guy before during chapel.

i rmb staring at his picture tt was flashed on the powerpoint, thinking how strong this guy was

but i never thought i had actually see him real life today

and it Did happen.

i mean,

Isnt it Amazing?

how God slowly reveals and hints

i believe tt theres nth such as "mere coincidence"

its Amazing how things work with Him. (:

and yes, i'm greatlygreatly inspired by the speaker today

-

went dwn to raffles for CIP after tt with daphne and woan

we helped out in this "Duck race" thing

which after completing it,

i still have no idea wat tt race was for man.

weather was so HOT, i felt my body heating UP!

it made thinkof sentosa and all the FUNN.

met the bball ppl and i like the shirt which they provided (:

so Cute! haha

we practically slacked for hours, waiting for the rubber duckies to float to the finishing line in this Big river.

when all was fnished, it was finally Our turn to get into action.

used fishing nets to fish out those rubber duckies!

there were so MANY i tell you,

there were 90,000 of them

and we were fishing them out, placing them in boxes, packing..

i felt so much like a FIshMonger

but it was rather fun

Haha

thanks STEPH! for lending me ur shoes,

if not i wld have slipped and fall on the wet ground alr.

bumped into my malay neighbour along the way,

and we actually talked for the first time.

i've never realised

tt he's alr in the army and all grown up today,

way Much Cuter than before.

Haha.

i MISS basketball ppl's company.

went over to j8 with a few of them to chat

but i was so tired,

eyes were shutting on their own accord in the midst of the conversation.

we talked abt our BBALL camp

and i'm so EXCITED about it (:

though i know it's gona be stressful too

with much to learn and catchup on,

theres Bound to be times when i feel Guilty because of my standard and own limits.

but i still think its gona be Cool overall

wellll, if i cant play, i'll prayy.

so when i play, its not my strength, but God's ability!

:D

--

that's one attractive face.

but boy, we've got so much more to learn.

i'll show you what real love can do

moved BACK!
:D
haha yeaa, i know it sounds so dumb
but i tried a little of xanga n livejournal
and was too Lazy to figure out how to use them
so back to THIS,
i'm taking the easy way out
save all the TROUBLE.
--

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ELAANA TAN :D
and
JIA YU (:

i cant wait to see their reactions when they get their presents (:
-

the sun's out
and i have the sudden urge to go there to run.
i'm looking forward to saturday.
JOBY ONG (:

ohh
and class' chalet's gona CLASH with church camp
):
i'm gona make sure they change the date man
i dun want to miss out all the fun anymore.

i seriously Cant wait for promos to end
then all the fun can resumee again
gona look for a real kick-boxing class with my partner this time
and learn the Real cool boxing stuffs
:D
i found my interest, what about yours?


my dreams came true, when i found You

MOVED!
(:

my Pimple is now famously known as

"little NANA" in school,

Thanks to Tabbyyy the fat Cow!

ytd afternoon,

met woan,jordan,claudia,tabby,huda,leo

and we got skinnies!

i still lackk of a shirt for tuesday

our theme is MAFIA

what kindof theme is That man??!

but its sounds kindof cool actually haha

but i'm so Not gona wear heels.

FOP was quite good

though last year's was better actually.

its a PITY tt soon li n lana had tt bbq,

and daphne n diane were stuck at hme

and rachel teng and sarah were off soemwhere else

it'd be Amazing to have everyone in cell tgt,

waiting on the Lord.

but Stillll,

there were lots of ppl ytd

eevel, gary,timothy,bernard,alan,steph,joanna,

i just found out tt timothy's really nice

haha

reached hme at 12:44am.

and i zonked out on my bed after supper.

God is smiling over us tonight

got tagged by patson!
and Yes patson, i read okayy (:



each player of this game starts off TEN weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. people who got tagged have to do the same. and then tag someone else! :


soo, in the name of fun, here goes!


1. i can BURP on purpose :D
2. my habit is constant munching on food
3. VITASOY is all time Favourite!
4. i want to remain as a Kid foreverrr
5. i've been smitten by the Saxophone since young!
6. my first comic book addiction was Slam Dunk. and it's so Cool (: now i'm, in some ways, connected to basketall again.
7. i Dislike skirts and dresses. they're so airy.
8. pamela soh is my full-time listener and buddy and friend foreverr (:
9. when i was around 7, i punched my cousin in the eye while fighting over a toy hamburger. AHA. and it made me feel so guilty, even Til' noww.
10. audrey ang wen yi! made me fall in the carpark, when we were playing "police and theif" in pri 3! and a stone go stuck in the wound on my palm. it refused to come out, its probably still in there. haha, who knows



okie dokes, and this is for whoever who wants to do it!
free-will.
--



missed a major part of FOP last night
cause' we rushed dwn from sch for it
and i even missed half of my training.
i Like our trainings, even though its so tiring.
we ran TEN rounds ytd,
with intervals of Dips, Pushups, Situps
thank GOD we missed the Suicide run, its a KILLER.
i'm still sorting out all the class photos i've got in my comp
trying to move them,
is just like wat leo says,
its the same as trying to move Mt Himalayas!
cause' there so Many
my class's full of CAM-WHOREss
and irritating COWS!


and i'm gona start Full-time on my studies soon
its so scary that everytime i come to think of it,
the panicks start to kick in,
and i can feel the Stress kicking in.
shawn has agreed to help me with my history!
and i Assume tt woan has agreed too.
haha, so, theres hope for me afterall.
--


a few days ago,
i sat at my void deck, refusing to go up home
i was talking to PAM on the phone
and she sounded so sad and heavyy.
part of me really wanted to rush all the way down to Lorong Ah Soo,
and just knock on her hse door and give her a big Hug
pam, you've always been there for me no matter what.

and you always listen no matter what.
you're basically the only person who knows mst of the things tts running through my mind all the time.
i want to be there for you too.
seriously, i've got tons of friends spilling out ther worries and troubles to me,
but i cant seem to do the same and open up to them in a similar way.
but its different with you, cause you're strong and you're Different.
i MISS you so much mann
if only we can be in the same UNI or sth
dear PAM, you're the best, BEST.






you caught me off-guard

xanga is so HARD to figure out
i wish i have the time to move into a new hme fast.

the company in school's been good (:
andd PL thanksgiving was great, we took so many pictures
i like my all-girls environment
Alot.

i feel Revived and renewed today
after the many prayer-filled strolls on the tracks
during break, lunch and self-study
andd after today's discipleship session.

a couple of teardrops in between.
one's over studies and all the things i've got to live up to
another's got to do with the heart

but i'm fine for now,
and will still be.

thanks HUDA, for that Warm hug (:

move along move along, just to make it through

my history quiz was a flip.

i REALLY do want to study hard.
MANN ):
i Dont Want to get kicked out of school by the end of the year
i Want to pass IT and Pass it WELL
with a GOOD conduct.

--

RAN a good 11 rounds today
my legs are Tired!
but i feel Revived within
(:
i Like Basketball
:D


it's about time i find a new home,
i Will do that when theres time to spare


to be the head, and not the tail.
to be above, and not beneath.


we WILL ALL make it through, and pass PROMOS no matter what.
I DONT CARE


i'll grow up serving You

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i, need you there when i cry

once again, this evening
i had the thought of perhaps,
Cloning MYSELF.

ladalada.
oh boy! oh-so-precious SATURDAY:
cca CIP
cellgroup
othello drama
Kim's birthday

which to go/wat to do/how to tell?

i Really felt so Vexed just now.
thank GOD for soon li,
thanks for hearing my short moment of Trash just now
at Least we're still in the same school.
i Like that warmth feeling
Alot.

i really do Like my weekends to be packed.
as in, theres sth to do, and fun to have.
but, i guess i havent really adapted to all the business in LIFE.
oh Man, i feel so Old once again.
i feel like i'm AGEING.

-shantt complain anymore.
since i'm Not the only one who's busy and packed with all these stuff, which really is, Suffocating Us.

PAM,
please Cheer up
your dear friend here is Always here for you.
(:


--

i like praying while taking walks on the track
during our lunches.
(:

-

oh NO
they're wearing whte jersey for tmr's training.
Flabby arms.

LUM DEEDUMS.

school has been fine

and i like bumping into ppl and looking at nice people.
i never felt this way before.

just ytd, i received a suprised phonecall frm someone
i can feel my prayers Slowly being Answered.
GOD is so COOL.


i CANT wait for PL THANKSGIVING on friday!
:D



fight the good fight of faith.

and right here tonight,
this could be the start of something new

it feels so good, to be here with you

i feel Loved by many around me
(:
and indeed, if you just look carefully,
life Is a Beau.

i'm giving CIP a miss today for cell and family dinner
R didnt look so happy
but i'm gona make sure i turn up for the next few CIPs!
its not like i do not want to go you know,
there's this 'helping the physically disabled' race thing,
its so Interesting,
ME wants to play a part too!

PW is horribly torturing. yuckk.

the track and the court has become a part of my Life.
i Like, the scenery at the track on cca days.
field looks like a clean patch for rugby girls and soccer guys to play on
and the Court, gives me a familiar feeing, of where i belong to Now.
:D
and i like my red and white jerseys!
--

Classmates and i went to celebrate Woan's birthday ytd!
james was taking so Long!
We, and a bunch of councillors were waitingg outside school
leo and i were so bored, we started playing with our shadows.
we were doing so many Weird and Funny actions
and i Didnt expect those councillors to be videotaping Everything behind us.
so Embarrassing! and its not like i know everyone there
i Threw my reputation away on 20th July. haha
we ate at Fish Market, which was not bad!
and a small portion of the Delicious applecheese cake was left behind.
all Thanks to HUDA and James
where got ppl like tt one?! eat eat eat, den left a small portion, dun want alr.
it was Smashed up and looked so Lumpy mann
and This bothered me Becausee
we played this number game Twice,
which i lost TWICE
and i had to Eat that Lumpy Squashy Cake
thanks to who??!

--

i had a Wonderful dream last night.
i dreamnt tt i was out having fun somewhere
and onl reached hme ard 2 am
but wats best was tt on my way hme,
i bumped into so many great ppl from PL
theres was mk, jue, nanxiao, my cell ppl, so many more
and that dream was so Beautiful,
because for a moment, i felt the good old days coming back, so Real.

Thank You GOD, for the past and the present.
we had it once, and we had it all
(:


i'll grow up knowing You

PAMELA is my future kiddos' Godmama

i MISS magggieeeMEE! (x 1000 0000 00000000000000000000)

who needs lovers when there're Great Awesome friends around?

dun need no bgr.

: D

just the right amount

if my heart has grown cold,
there Your love will unfold

Dear GOD,
please split me into THREE different parts
okay, maybe make them Four.
saturday's fully Packed!
and i Really Duno which one i shld go for.
-baskeball CIP which by right, we all Have to go
-CELL and den dinner.
mann, its already all so planned up, and NOWW i myself might not even be going
): x100000000000000
-FAMILY dinner, its my grandpapa's birthday

Not forgetting the fact tt i Have to Study.

so, before saturday comes,
i've got find a way to manipulate myself into different parts.
OH MANN
HOW?!
its nice to hav commitments and plans tt include fun and everything
but i Really am at a lost!
God, please help me to manage everything well.


when i'm blind to my way,
there Your spiri will pray

CELL IS Really Having a BREAKTHROUGH.
i am so so HAPPY :D
sunday was just AWESOME and Amazing!
james, gradys, shiyu, eugene, angeline, elanaa, stephane, doris, nancy, liyun, liwen, me, daphne, alan, timothy
see see SEE,
so Many People :D
and everyone else fees the exact same excitement as ME :D
the lovely one frm above is Really Amazing, indeed.
and as time passes, i'm starting to see the reason for why i'm here, in this school, in this class.

THAT is Why i really dun want to miss cell and dinner on saturday too
i thought of It,
and now i'm the one who cant go
OH MANN !
but in all things, i SHALL GIVE THANKS
because the JOY of the LORD is my STRENGTH.
:D

Butden, i think God is really REALLY COOL indeed
and REVIVAL's gona come in SRJC. :D
theres alr so many of us in here,
w're gona Grow and Rule and Reign
and hopefully, someday
our 'prophesey' of a christian concert or sth will Come to Pass!

MUCH has happened within the pass few days,
and i Really do want to be part of this whole thing.
to be Used in the kingdom.
oh yeaa, our Council is so Cool.
my GOD is reallyReally amazing.
cause the president, vp, exco, are frm the same church, and seeing for myself wat amazing things have happened,
i know and i know for sure, it will Surely All come to pass
it cant be Coincidence alone.
there has got to be a more reasonable explanation for this.
and being in the midst of it, i stop and stand in Awe of You.

--

i've been playing Basketball for four days in a row already
and we came in SECOND for interclass competition!
so COOL so COOL :D
theres this bitter-sour worn-out feeling of tiredness in my legs.
and this morning, my legs failed to move to the concourse,
i Could have made it on time if they had the strength to run.
but i'm TIRED and i had GOOD FUN INDEED (:
AND
i am studying.
from today onwards,
i'm a changed and a whole new person.
i'm already planning for the next HISTORY essay outline alr okay!


life's so exciting,
i pray that God will just stop my youth and allow me to enjoy everything to the fullest.
do my Best to excel in studies, cca, CHURCH, my FAMILY, friends, everything.

bring me to a higher level,
take me on a whole new ground.

if ONLY I CAN MANIPULATE MYSELF INTO THREE DIFFERENT PARTS .


i could use a little time alone with you

hello world,
many things have happened.
and ytd's meet the parents
was all fine until late in the night
when some stuff happened.
No, its not just merely studies alone.
it includes other issues as well.
i spoke to diane on the phone,
and we were both practically whispering.

but, i wasnt alone.

throughout this whole week,
with my cell leader away in taiwan
there was Good and there was Bad.
few turned up for pm this afternoon and somehow along the way,
it seemed like more ppl were experiencing po.
but things are better now
and today's pm went WELL,
God's presence was so strong,
i felt It so evidently while paying for evan.
it was such a Pleasant feeling.

afterwhich, went to kovan with lana and liwen!
we Bought so many Watermelons for tmr's senosa event
:D
haha i was Hilarious
watching ourselves struggling with all the Watermelons, Bananas, Strawberries and waterguns!
but tmr's gona be AWESOME
cause the response' rather Good
for once in centuries,
i feel rather well-Pleased (:

cut my Hair Short today!

i have so much to say,but too little time to type
tonight,
theres cards to be made,
hme wrk to be done

and i CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!
HEHH :D



there was neither a goodbye, or goodnight

married the wrong man,
absence of temper mangement
anger overtook everything
the young suffered.
and everyone was upset because of him.

My jersey number's gona be
Beauutiful
NINETEEN
19

-
i'm really SORRY
but i've been so confused on the inside lately.
spiritually here and there.
and somehow, i duno why
i just thought of Rachel TENG.
like what i'm going through, it makes me think of You, my friend.
i have no idea why.

i came across my sept archives
and i was that close to the one from above
boy, do i miss that feeling so MUCH.

--

i'm coming home, coming Home.
to where i belong.

there must be more than this
oh breath of God, come breathe within.

guess its one of those times when i stop in my tracks
to catch my breath
and rest a little.

consuming fire, fan into flame
a passion for Your name.

a little more of boldness and courage,
together with patience and love
is what i need

when i look at some of them
all the other areas of life have left them disappointed and nothing else

theres so much i can do
but i dont know where to start

and if i ever do,
i hope it wont be in a wrong way



Your love is what i will sing

my face feels HOT and my body feels WARM

all are the results frm today's training.
i played Three matches today!
and i feel so HAPPY :D
though i'm not good, or superb, and cant dribble well, or do a proper lay-up
the feeling of just..running on the Court is so NICE (:
and you know the moment when one flies to catch the ball??
flying on the court makes me kindof happy.
thats what i realised today.

BUT today's a badd day
why??
cause for some reaason.
the ball hit my head FOUR times during those matches
i duno why ME and why Today
but four times is really alot man,
and it almst smashed my nose once
it was so Embarrassing, esp when i was trying so hard to play my best
and with so many ppl laughing
plus the many ppl jogging past, and those playing soccer on the field!
i know the whole world doesnt just look at me,
but i still felt so Humiliated Man!

--

and dreamingg,
if ONLY my basketball skills are better
then i'd be so Cool
holding a high chance of playing for sch next year,
wearing my jersey and scoring like a Hero!
:D

--

EL-B
chinese-B
maths-E
history-U

stupid history.
i REALLY Honestly DID study
and i wonder who believes me
i Memorized so many dates and events okay!
but
THANK YOU GOD for my languages
they're unexpected
pleasant surprises make me Happy
THANK YOU GOD!


bestest story ever told

BLUEBLACKS surfaced on my legs for
no good reasons
maybe its the alcohol
i still feel terrible all over man
--


after sch, i went to heartland and hougang mall with my Classmates
Thank YOU leo and claudia for
accompanying me till 6 plus plus plus!

and den i went off to meet soon li, jicai and ivan
to discuss church stuff

MAN, the games on 15th july, sunday
are gona be So FUN and Exciting
cause the Brilliant US thought it all up
and they all sound to gay and Fun!

reached hme at 10 plus
and i am so
TIRED

i've got to gear myself up for that
TEN rounds which we've to do for warmups tmr
so Exciting!
yet makes me nervous all the same
haha

time to sort out some wksts
and soon after,
fall ALSEEP on my LOVELY comfortable BED.
(:

goodnight world


as long as we know it in our hearts, its enough

i am ITCHING all over my body
up, down, left, right.
this ITCHINESS is Starting to get to me
real BADLY.
--


sunday night,
i met up with my class ppl at changi
i thought there'd be lotsof ppl
but in the end,
only Three girls and Three guys made it to east coast
thats including me duhhh.

i wanted to cycle so badly man,
but all the shops were alr closed.
and theres wasnt much we cld do actually
we played a little of Pool and tt table soccer game
which i like So MUCH :D
reminds me of tt time when i played with soon li, lana and gang
we were practically making so much noise haha

we territorized an area and made it our land
den Shawn WEE,
the guy who Wanted to drink so badly went to get those alcohol
we played games, and the loser had to drinkk.
i Didnt drink that much,
i just tried some
and i Still stick to the stand that it's quite Horrible MAN!
tastes just like one of those gasey drinks,
just that they made me feel warm and fuzzy on the inside
and a little blur

james got a little high
and he was climbing TREES!
HAHA that was so funny!
watching him climb trees and do pull ups using the tree branch

i was scaredd
but Thank God almst everyone was near 90 plus plus percent awake and conscious
(:
no one was Drunk
which is really GOOD.


its the first time i drank since that Tiny mouth i had in pri four
and THATS exactly why my body's ITCHNG so much now
i duno man!
for some reason, my body's Red and it gets really itchy at my tummy, my back, my Butt, legs, neck, hands
i Shld have just opted outof the game and just sit there like a loner and watch my friends play!
den i wldnt be Itching all over now.
so many have told me its because its my first attempt on drinking.

BUT i feel so abnormal all over my body
and when i lift up my shirt to see,
my body's RED.
this is so scary,
i am Never Ever going touch one of those alcoholic stuff again
doesnt even taste Yummy or me feel anythin near Shiok lar!

my long-waited training resumes tmr
and i Hope my body doesnt get any worserr than This after my training.
soon li li just called and suggested we go for morning jogs frequently
tt womah had her weight taken today
and she's pretty upsett ver it, i think
mine's tmr,
it'll be My turn
so foreseeing so, we agreed on our morning jogs in sch!
soon li wanted to meet at 6 in school,
which Means i've to wake at 4:30
DING DONG!? the bus n train services havent even started !
but now with all these redness on my body,
HOW am i going to jog??!

oh Yes.
cheryl offered to pray for me today
but i was too shy to remind her about it in the evening
Haha. but tmr i'm gona make sure that i do
i want a Quick Miracle Healing!
all these nonsense is making me
Greatly Physically-Hadicapped!
rahhgh ):

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oh yeaa,
and so..monday morning! after cycling with classamates(:
soon li and everyone came over!
so MANY ppl,
MADE me so HAPPY and excited
:D
there was soon li, liwen, lana, daphne, diane, angle, eunice, jicai, ivan!

we went cycling and blading
but i Tell YOU,
our cell grp is so Accident-prone man!
i think everyone ot injured on tt day haha
either you fall, or you get hit by the bike, or soeone frm cell bumped into you while riding
but the company made it fun (:

by the time it was night, my body was alr ITCHING
everyone went hme to changed first
and i was at daphne's place.
and one by one, everyone came over for prayer meeting and sleepover!
but my eyes weighed like a hundred kg each,
i was having so much difficulty trying to stay awake for pm and completing my hme wrk.

we had a break ard 3 plus and watched,
"Helen Keller"
so touching and rather inspirational (:
of course,
there was SUPPER
MAGGIE NOODLES, CORNFLAKES, NOUGATS,PASTA
i drank THREE big packets of VITASOY
it was BA-GUS :D
its Must Have Been cuse' of last night's super tt everyone gained weight.
tmr's my turrn for the measurement.
AIYA, please let me maintain or loose Please.
it'll really make me feel Awesome! on the inside.
haha

we practically Ran to school this morning
haha, all the way frm the DD"s hse to school.
and,
we were still considered late.
rahhgh
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tonight, i'm left with a huge chunk of EL assignments to complete
and before finishing them,
theres so much tts running through my head



i am so TIRED.
An hour on of sleep on day one
and Three hours on the second day.

i need to catchup with my SLEEP!

familiar rush of adrenaline

i can feel the pressure, its getting closer now

score TWO for gaining consent

for sleepoverrs!

:D

so COOL so COOL

we're gona spend one night over at east coast

and Even cooler,

have our pot luck and overnight praise and worship

and we're all gona head for sch tgt the next day

the feeling's gona be exceptional

cause its not smth we've done before

and i foresee the many things tt we'll all be doing tgt in the near future tgt

(:

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i met my Tofu ytd after cell

she was in a bad mood cause of some stuff

but we hit the malls anyway

my stomach was huring so badly

i Dislike it when it comes

now the plans for the next two days are kindof affected cause of it

she brought me on an eating tour

and i was happy eating new Yummy food

:D

andd i finally got a new pair of slippers!

we share the same pair noww (:

Tofu and i are gona print t-shirts tgt!

mine's gona read:

Music from the basement

and tofu's wll be:

noises from the attic

HEH :D

soo, my moral's boosted a little since ytd

cause of all the self-assurance i received

THANKS dudee (:

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training's gona resume on wednesday

YES, like Finally.

i miss-ed trainings So Much

though we run more than we touch the ball

and sometimes i feel like i'm in track..

i Still Miss doing all those stuff

and i guess there'll be less of this when next week starts

i think Dragon boat's so COOL

too bad i didnt join

because i Fail to swim

HAHA.

my DINNER date at FISHnCo with PANGGGG is on THURSDAY night!

:D

things havent changed a bit since we last met

but i know that you're the Best, BEST.

yesterday is history
and history is miles away

so, leave it all behind you

what a journey gradys and i shared this morning!
moments after we met for sch,
my stomach Tossed and Turned on the inside
and made me feel So uncomfortable
that i had to BOMB so badly.
Early in the morning and i had to Bomb!
and guess wat?!
gradys wore the wrong shirt for sch today
HAHA
so she headed hme again to change
and i, relieved myself in the station's toilet

we took a cab dwn to sch
cause it was alr so late

but the Traffic Jam was BAD in the morning
we were just moments away frm the gate lar
WASTED my 7 plus plus plus Bucks MAN.
and caused me to be unable to enjoy my food in the evening after that.
Rahhh.
so we ended up standing outside the sch gate,
Waiting until it was 8am
so we can Run to the hall when eveyone has alr started their papers.
lana tan was late too!
haha
my oh my

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chinese oral was..
OH MAN
):

i wasnt prepared for it at all
and guess wat was the qns??
smth abt conservation and if i bring plastic bags out with me when i go shopping
i went HUHH?!

i have nothing much to complain or dwell on anymore
cause its all been done
Haha.
its my A LEVELS' oral
you knoww.

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met up with I.L.A
sec two clique! :D
and everyone was present!
since like how many centuries ago?
haha
by the time i reached they'd all finished eating marche
we took neoprints :D
HAHA.
just in time to replace those old years which're alr fading away
since sec two!
everyone left ard 7 plus 8
and there was rachel and audrey for company.
we sat and chatted for a Long time
at some ulu pandan corner of the mrt station

and wow (:
i havent felt this Great after so long.
you know, somehow,
i feel Happy within
that we're still talking and sharing so much
and perhaps Even more than before
it makes me feel like an idiot to not treasure those times tt we had
but it really feels so Good
and once again,
i feel so Blessed.
to have to many amazing people around me

had the good,
and i still have them,
now.

i rmb our first overnight cycling at east coast park
and i cant wait for the Next one
:D




i'll stand by you in whatever we do
and come what may, i'll still be here all the same.

the way these people
SLAM DUNK
is so Cool.

oh MAN
theres so SO MUCH to study for history
i cant believe i'm taking H2 for this subject
and when the doubts and questions come as i study,
the ppl whom i can ask are so Minimal.

i really do need God's blessings for tmr's paper
and i DID study!

i cant waitfor tmr's paper to end
and next will be LITERATURE
which makes me kindof excited actually
(:
and my friday's H1 maths plus
my
CHINESE A LEVELS ORAL
so Fast, i didnt even know it till yesterday.

but looking on the bright side,
i cant wait for Friday
cause till den we're FREE!
:D
and from that day onwards,
i'm gona do constant revision
so tt when the next round of exams come,
i wont be the one panicking


i met joby ytd
it was such a coincidence tt she was heading to bishan library too
and THANK YOU for tt bread haha
saved my tummy from all the gastric juices

kick-boxing was Awfully weird without my partnerrr
somehow, for some reason, the other youths werent there too
i was the youngest there,
with all te other aunties,
so ORBIT.

but we learnt lots of Cool stunts lately.
and i Cant wait for the day when someone tries to Pounce on me
cause i'll be able to show off all the stunts tt i've been mastering
:D



cargo pants and worn-out shoes

hey there
tmr's my first paper MID-YEARS
and its ECONS and CHINESE
man,
i cant really seem to masters econs,
which's is kindof related to Business.

ALL THE BEST TO US

today, i received a msg frm my basetball teacher,
telling us to Study hard and do well.

and e'er since den,
images of playing BasketBall have been running through my mind
my hands are SO ITCHY
i feel like bouncing and dunking some balls



falling at Your feet, as my whole world fades away