if my heart has grown cold,
there Your love will unfold

Dear GOD,
please split me into THREE different parts
okay, maybe make them Four.
saturday's fully Packed!
and i Really Duno which one i shld go for.
-baskeball CIP which by right, we all Have to go
-CELL and den dinner.
mann, its already all so planned up, and NOWW i myself might not even be going
): x100000000000000
-FAMILY dinner, its my grandpapa's birthday

Not forgetting the fact tt i Have to Study.

so, before saturday comes,
i've got find a way to manipulate myself into different parts.
OH MANN
HOW?!
its nice to hav commitments and plans tt include fun and everything
but i Really am at a lost!
God, please help me to manage everything well.


when i'm blind to my way,
there Your spiri will pray

CELL IS Really Having a BREAKTHROUGH.
i am so so HAPPY :D
sunday was just AWESOME and Amazing!
james, gradys, shiyu, eugene, angeline, elanaa, stephane, doris, nancy, liyun, liwen, me, daphne, alan, timothy
see see SEE,
so Many People :D
and everyone else fees the exact same excitement as ME :D
the lovely one frm above is Really Amazing, indeed.
and as time passes, i'm starting to see the reason for why i'm here, in this school, in this class.

THAT is Why i really dun want to miss cell and dinner on saturday too
i thought of It,
and now i'm the one who cant go
OH MANN !
but in all things, i SHALL GIVE THANKS
because the JOY of the LORD is my STRENGTH.
:D

Butden, i think God is really REALLY COOL indeed
and REVIVAL's gona come in SRJC. :D
theres alr so many of us in here,
w're gona Grow and Rule and Reign
and hopefully, someday
our 'prophesey' of a christian concert or sth will Come to Pass!

MUCH has happened within the pass few days,
and i Really do want to be part of this whole thing.
to be Used in the kingdom.
oh yeaa, our Council is so Cool.
my GOD is reallyReally amazing.
cause the president, vp, exco, are frm the same church, and seeing for myself wat amazing things have happened,
i know and i know for sure, it will Surely All come to pass
it cant be Coincidence alone.
there has got to be a more reasonable explanation for this.
and being in the midst of it, i stop and stand in Awe of You.

--

i've been playing Basketball for four days in a row already
and we came in SECOND for interclass competition!
so COOL so COOL :D
theres this bitter-sour worn-out feeling of tiredness in my legs.
and this morning, my legs failed to move to the concourse,
i Could have made it on time if they had the strength to run.
but i'm TIRED and i had GOOD FUN INDEED (:
AND
i am studying.
from today onwards,
i'm a changed and a whole new person.
i'm already planning for the next HISTORY essay outline alr okay!


life's so exciting,
i pray that God will just stop my youth and allow me to enjoy everything to the fullest.
do my Best to excel in studies, cca, CHURCH, my FAMILY, friends, everything.

bring me to a higher level,
take me on a whole new ground.

if ONLY I CAN MANIPULATE MYSELF INTO THREE DIFFERENT PARTS .


i could use a little time alone with you