you and me dancing the night away

i've been dreamng of people, people and More People!
it can be pretty amazing how dreams are so real and vivid.
i like that feeling, of seeing ppl in my dreams.
(:
three nights ago,
i dreamnt tt someone invaded PL sec
and there in the canteen,
peishan was playing the drums! her coolness was Up by somany levels Haha.
althee was standing somewhere in the middle of the canteen, doing her GB DRILLS!
andd jonathan ng taught me the guitar.
two nights ago,
i dreamnt tt JAPANESE soldiers invaded My Church ):
and so mnay females wee captured for prostitution.
my GOSH.
that was one Big terrible scary dream.
and there i was sprinting and running from all the Baddies.
and den i bumped into JUNLE.
and tgt with the guys, i was protected n Not captured!
mann, i miss junle Alot.
and when i think of him, i think of ppl like rachelteng and jeff and sandy.
that was back then, when were bonded and close.
well at least spiritually esp.

maybe i've really been studying too much History.
cause my dreams have consistantly been about Something invading us.
it can be really scary you know.
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i messed up history real Badly.
TWO qns of wat i studied came out.
and i CANT Believe tt i actually did the other which i've Never studied,
only to realise it after the paper.
did only one out of two qns.
okayy, i think its really quite messed up.

JOBY's big O's drawing nearer.
i can already picture us going to the zoo, swimming or even studying tgt.
(:
i cant Wait for the O's to come n go.
and we'll get through ur maths tgt lar, TOFU.
(:
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just a side remark;
i AM Very Very Straight.
and do Not for girls,
thank you very Much.


words are mere words, they dont count much without actions.

JESUS, balance my emotions and help me to love you whole-heartedly.
i dont want anyone else, not anymore.

not yet a woman.