this morning, i was almost late for school again
and in my heart i just went
"oh boyy, not again."
i alway tell myself, "tmr i'll wake Even earlier"
but tmr never comes.
imagine the self-struggle i had within, tgt with the anger i had with myself.
i was praying in my heart tt God wld let it pour
so today's latecoming will not be counted and i can start a clean record for this term again.
and my GOD is so AMAZING.
HE is MERCIFUL and He Does, hear my prayers (:
halfway on the bus,
lo and behold, the sky grew darker
and before i knew it, it was Pouring like crazyy
for some reason, gradys offered to wait for me at the bustop
He even took Care of me
i was Awed by what had happened this morning.
seeing so many ppl trapped at the provision shop made me elated
Haha, okayy i sound so mean
but relaxx, today's latecoming's not gona be counted anyway
THANK YOU GOD,
you never fail me (:

tmr's a brand new day.
i shall do my best to be early for school
i'm doing this for the glory of God, no one else.
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school wasnt very fine.
i failed my history again
actually, i dont rmb passing any of my history papers
and i just Cant help it when all those thoughts get to me,
i dont even realise it when i'm Stoning, staring blankly at my essay script, without absorbing anything into my saturated brain.
i DISLIKE that stressed up feeling of being so worried abt Stuff.
dear Saviour, pleasee help me to pass my historyy.
a coupleof days ago, i had my First pass for econs in a Million years
it was one Warm surprise.
and if thats possible, i dont really see why this is nott possible.
okayy,
my God is Greater than History, bigger than cold war, mightier than southeast asia!
i'm gona conquer them ALLL.

the talks are getting bigger
they're getting deeper
the effect's becoming largerr.
gossips kill one's soul, gossips kill one's soul

i'm not in the position to say anything,
but help me to hold my tongue.
and STUDY hard.
thts the first, first first priority for now.
okay maybe second,
my Saviour's first on the list.

encourgaements pulled me through the day.
i LIKE seeing PL lites in school everyday.
makes me go, (:
and Nic gave me a card today.
after bath,
IAN tan HANSHENG calledd
and YEAlar, (:
you're my important friend
show you those letters you wrote in the past on sunday
your EL's powerful mann