Leaving on a jet plane - chantal kreviazuk



fly fly,
up above the sky.


felt really unappreciated and used for a little moment today. i tried what i could to ignore it. its makes me feel helpless not knowing what to do to improve the situation.

on the flip side, i had a very long but different phone conversation today with a very special someone. i never thought i could mean so much to someone or have such significance in a person's life. thankyou for appreciating me, thankyou for re-asserting my own self-worth thought it was unknowingly. it made me think that all the sacrifices and extra care was worth it.
(:
recently, i keep reminding myself of that little pact i made within. to have more love and patience and going an extra mile into peoples' lives. sometimes it makes me feel so frustrated that i just feel like throwing both arms in the air and shout ' i give up' before i start feeling irritated or angry because i have the right to. but the little pact made me pause a couple of times this week enough for me to doublecheck my emotions, swallow my own irritation simply just to Love people even more. there are still doors that ive yet to open completely. Even so, i will not give up.
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helped out with children church today. they had the EGG HUNT event and the sun was so Hot! woke up early for transportation and i was feeling really nervous initially, unsure if the kids would like me. but they could recognise me from all the house visitations and some even liked me! kept calling my name- YAY (: held the small palms of little kids and looked after their every needs today. there were so Many kids today that even though there were 10,000 eggs to pick up it still wasnt enough. am so excited to be serving on easter too (: got to start shopping for red/pink clothing though (EEEW, pink.) cause' they always assign teachers n helpers to wear red. why cant they just say white instead?? ):
rushed home to take a short break and practise praise before heading for cell and pm. cell today was great. i Cant wait to hear news from any local university. seriously just Any local uni and i'll be satisfied already. so then i can request for a brand new guitar from my dadddd.

1:43 AM. feeling goggy and a little dizzy already. my nose's been running like a tap!
gonna catch some sleep.

good night, sweet dreams.
God Bless.
(: