The Show - Lenka


i'm just a little caught in the middle,
life is a maze and love is a riddle.


met up with a few close buds this week. very inspired by my visitation leader. though she doesnt talk or joke much. but deep inside i can see a very warm and giving person from the way she interacts and takes such joy in wrapping goodies for the kids. it really reminds me that having Passion in what we do is veryvery important. having a calling or finding your purpose in life is good. but having Passion is even better because only when i truly enjoy what im doing will i not feel tired or even unappreciated.
was feeling really disturbed and used initially but i guess these kind of incidents would be inevitable. its okay, im really Glad that along the way ive people who reasserted my identity and worth and self-esteem. i need to be more sure and confident of who i am and what i do. felt so hurt and manipulated but its Okay now. sticks and stones may break my bones but words cant bring me down. go fiona! :0)

just a day ago i applied to work in Ben n Jerry's. had no idea that they only hire pretty girls (just like NUM hires only goodlooking and muscular guys) unitl angeline n jicai told me! my goshh, HAHA oh wells if they dont hire me its alright. i'll just go looking for another one (: