and theres so much to say to you, its empowering me.
the music's blasting, those lines,
they remind us of what we used to be.

after a tiring day out in school,
seeing familiar faces,
trying my best not to miss and think of people like
huda, lim woan, tabby, clauds..-
after putting up with the mischievous acts of others,
pulling my hair, shooting friendly sarcasms, shoving me around, jeering jokingly
concerning things like my very own religion.-
after thinking much for the day
and mixing with new friendly pleasant people,-
after evening training which left me gasping for air at the end of it,
but was edifying cause i was praised today,-

i just feel like saying a little prayer
and then crawling into bed with my aching legs,
not needing to move one Inch
and allowing my eyes to take a break.

BUT
its only the first day of school.
why am i feeling so tired?

Female warriors arent worn-out that easily,
so i shant be!


what can i do to make you care?