29th Nov'06

it was all so perfect until you stepped in and ruined it All
sometimes the person 'closest' to you can be the biggest danger
i dun understand how or Why all you ever manage to scooped out of your mouth is a disgusting form of Insulting language
ARGH you really Drive me Crazy lar.
this is not what i want to blog in here.
but here i am Trying so hard to love. and am alr starting to so much
and there you are. this is really Insane. you're making my emotions go haywire
tell me, just Tell ME. this is so shit.
and it makes me drag tmr even more.
when all i want to do is to have fun and rrly enjoy n appreciate all ur sacrifices.
i'm really really SORRY.
but aiya. what can i do?
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yo World!
ytd was really Awesome
i spent time with part of my cell just playing basketball in the morning
liwen, sandy, hansheng, bryan, elana and yi yang too!
i hope i didnt miss anyone out?
it was really fun
for the past few days we've been playing bball and i hope to join Everyone when i'm back!
hopefully everyone wont be too good for me den Haha
and i am still Very Amazed by Tan Hansheng who scored a shot half-court!
oh my gosh. i really wonder how you did that?!
maybe its a lucky shot, but stilll, it was so Woah
haha

after bball, went over to junling's hse
junling n joby, aha my two good friends whom i met since..pri one in a day care dwn at amk
i thought i won the battle when they finally agreed to cancel plans for watching a scary movie
but No. they switched plans to swimming at Junling's condo
everyone noes that i'm a duck which cannot swim
i fought and i protected myself as much as i could
but i still failed haha
and they dun even care what i was wearing in the pool lar.
they just pushed me in
my Friends are Evil people
but it was fun though
cause sad to say, these two ladies are so pleasant despite the way they treated me
i duno why
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TODAY.
i went out with shrooms and after so long,
we finally found my pants!
i have two really Comfy pants now haha
i noe its quite pathetic but Nevermind (:
den soon li n hansheng came along
and we signed up for so many jobs
theres bound to be one tt accepts us
i cant wait to Work (:
it sounds so cool n fun

ALRIGHT, actually what i really feel lyk doing now
is to say a few words to a few ppl
i think i'm gona miss this place real badly
i havent rrly allowed myself to face with my feelings abt going to china
its not a bad place though i'm gona miss all the fun n exciting thing
and although i rrly Hate to be put out of my comfort zone,
this is still, not a torture trip for me anyway.
i'll try my best to love this thing
come on, it aint that bad
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i cant type anymore cause my mama's nagging
but before i go,
SOON LI WEN, HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY (:
and HO JUNLE TOO
okay, i'm off
bye everyone!
please dun forget me

now i know whats important to me