21st Nov'06

give me a high-five
how does it feel to like to be..fiona?
it was so horrible in sch today
oh Man. i really dunno where i'll land next year
i just noe that i feel so sorry, towards my form teacher
so suprising huh, but i guessed wat he said to me rrly made me feel so..weird on the inside
for a moment, i felt lyk a Bad testimony
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after THAT, i went to vivo with audrey and hazel (:
smth kindof screwd up cause our 'clique' outing was reduced to three ppl haha
AnyHow, we stopped at pastamania for a meal.
and Now i am Broke alr.
i really wish tt my dad wldnt arrange for a holiday. cause all the worries are piling in. for one reason, i noe i wont get any allowance for Two Whole weeks. and for another, i cant get a job. and to add on, i'm gonna miss church n cell. which Means, i'll have to survive spiritually well on my own. which is kindof tough nowadays. realy.
but den again, i think i complain too much.
i know daddy cares for ME and US.
thats why we're going for sucha Long holiday. thats why he chose not to have a car and save up. and thats why you dun want mummy to work. all the sacrifices you made, i've seen it.
but i just Really Dont Know how to show my appreciation.
and to tell the truth, the building fund really makes me very very guilty.
cause you guys give me money to eat and have fun. but tts not wat i'm doing.
i'm actually doing smth tts against your will.
i feel so guilty and at times, terrible.
yet at the same time, i know that i can trust in God too.
i'm a Dilemma.
i just pray tt i can get a job after my hols Real soon.
and den maybe, i'll work Every Single day for a long period of time.
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i got kindof carried away somewhere at the top.
so anyhow, we went to vivo.
and just lyk wat everyone said, its really Huge there
theres so much to see.
we stopped ourselves from playing at the playground cause of our sch Uniform
aha, there were so many children around
and i bumped into so many ppl today.
rachel lim, angeline aw and her clique, janice, michelle, amos, pris
wow, thats alot of ppl for one day
after exploring almst everywhere, i think
we went to orchard for a short while
it was so empty there
haha maybe vivo attracted to much ppl
we saw so many gowns today.
Hmm, gona go with jue and althea to see gowns on fri
i Hope we get smth out of it.
haha cause we're all so..not girl enough.
need to drag an Expert queen along
i Want to go for PROM
but nevermindd, two years dwn the road i will (:
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tmr is wednesday. gona meet jue to cut our hair.
i wonder how is Miss Sarah Lee doing somewhere out there.. haha i forgot where she's off too.
HK and..somewhere Nice
aha
i saw xbox 360 at toys'r'us today
if only my bro gets one for his birthday
den, i can play with him
i need a new wallet, bag, jeans, belt
i wish, i wish for so many things
am i materialistic?
i hope not
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you noe, when you hear a song long enough,
it starts playing thru ur head again and again
and what i really feel on the inside now is
angels taught me how to smile
thankyou God for everything.
for anything and everything




down at a corner, someone's praying