26th Nov'06

the music's playing, the atmosphere's changing
after today, i'm challenged to do smth abt my own prayer life
i wasnt in the mood for basketball
neither was i in the mood to be at my grandpa's place
i'm sorry. i didnt mean to lie
but i just changed my mind after tt
and i turned pamela dwn on our deal of roaming ard the airport today
sorry. and what you did was really comforting.
thank you so much.
nothing's wrong
but i guess i just wanted to be alone
its the feeling of feeling so empty and yet you dunno the reason behind it
but as i was sitting at the empty mrt station
i felt God telling me, "this is how backsliders feel. this is how those ppl who draw themselves away frm church feel"
maybe thru the past few days, i've learnt to be able to understand why others are less committed to church
its such a tough fight actually
but i'm glad that Jesus's the centre of my life
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on the brighter side,
my 'uncle' came ytd and he gave my bro PS2
aha, which means i get to play too (:
forget abt xbox, this is As Fun
and i'm secretly laughing cause theres no one to fight for the comp with me now
oh yea, i was online the other day
and bryan sent me this

he did it himself you noe.
big CLAP (:

anyhow, i'm off

no weapon form against me shall prosper