i've got smth rrly Great to share.
smth rrly amazing and Nice.
so if you're not ready to hear watever is to come, i suppose you had better not stay.
cause' i'm a rrly naggy person.

first and foremost.
prayer meeting was Superb Great today.
its the longest and the strongest we've ever had so far this yr in PL.
i guess, even in history, its the strongest.
there were only the four of us.
liyun, sarah, rachel n me.
its lyk back to square one, where we first started out small n weak.
but this time its different.
we're much stronger now. (:
yea yea.
so we decided to make space n kneel down in a circle and just worship God whole heartedly.
and whoever has a song in her mind will start singing, and we just follow the spirit.
tts wat we did.
i wasnt too comfortable at first.
but let me tell you, it was Awesome.
it was rrly rrly awesome.
because after worshipping for a while, i just felt this strong n sudden urge to cry.
i dunno why, but i noe its God.
He told me not to be afraid.
He told me to be brave.
well, to make things easy, this was what he said to me :

"child, why are you so afraid? why do you doubt whenever you do things tt please me so much.
i know how you feel. i understand what you have been going through. so many times you've done so much for me, and you felt lyk a fool. but do you noe smth? i am so proud of you, my child. all these times when you werent sure if you were doing the right thing, i was actually by your side, smiling dwn at you. what you have inside of you, act it out. do my will. and dont be afraid. i am with you always. i've brought you so far, do you think i will forsake you? why do you doubt n fear so much? trust me, i Love You."

of course He said everything in a nicer way.
words just cant express wat He spoke to me.
i was so touched by wat He said tt tears started to come.
its amzing i tell you, my God is indeed amazing (:
if you dun believe me, let Me show You.
and den we splited up to pray, sarah n me together.
and here goes, the other amazing thing.
guess wat God revealed to her?
tt i was gonna be a cell grp leader, that i was going to be someone doing great things for God.
tt my calling in life wld be one to serve Him the way i've always wanted to.
i seriously didnt noe how to react.
i was happy of course, but scared n fearful at the same time.
theres so much to say abt wat happened today.
but i noe tt no matter much i try, i cant fully blog everything well in here.
i just want to say tt
my God is Great.
and i rrly rrly want to do my best for Him, in all tt i do.

cause' its You whom i'm living for, and no one else but you.




theres so much else to say, but i'm too lazy to type.
so anyhow,
i'm gonna MUG
i'm gonna be a good kid.


let me prove it to you