it seems like these words "play", "shopping" are hardly in my vocab now.
i just realised tt the last time i actually rrly walked in town was Superb long ago!
and i've been spending time in the library for the past few days, just studying.
you see you see..
the life of a sec Four kid.
its all coming true.
wat i've predicted Is all Happening.
well, at least i'm finally doing smth.
and Rach's doing smth too.
at least we arent slacking as much as we used to.

physics prac was so screwd lar.
this whole morning was practically rubbish!
i dunno why.
but i just felt so empty frm the start of the day.
it feels lyk theres smth Real Real Big lacking, and missing.
just tt i dunno wat it is.
i needed a Big hug real badly.
but soon li yun was so sweaty in her PE attire.
and Rachel hooo is too decent to give ppl free hugs.
haha
so i hugged sarah lee! (:
it rrly did help alright.
the warmth of someone spreading to you, maybe you guys shld try it someday.
and i had this Bad stomachache in the morning.
so crap.
i spent my assembly bombing the toilet haha.
so you see, for some reason, the morning spent was not good at all.
and when even before physics prac started, i was alr so numb.
when it hit, it Hit real bad.
it sucks.
i think i'm goin to fail AGAIN! )))):
aiya, but forget it.
wats done is done right right right?
anyhow,
went to woodlands library later to Study maths.
i'm gonna be a good kid.
the library is my Favourite place frm now onwards (:



i think ihave a fettish for day dreaming.
esp abt the future and wat is to come.
we were just talking abt marriage today.
haha!
its Darn funny.
i'll laugh if i see anyone marrying some ulu pandan guy whom i noe.
i just think its so funny.
dont you?
and its cool.
lol
okay lar, to tell the truth, i'm rather hyper n high now.
because becuase because, praise God!
physic n chem prac are over!
i've found the imptance of certain things.
and it rrly just pleases me to be ard them every second.


sometimes the thing tt you love is smth tt you really want to hate