its all reduced to one slow dance.

i've just completed this jap drama,
"One Litre Of Tears"
it made me teared so much
HAHA
i feel Dumb but its so Touching
i've learnt to treasure my life so much more.
to run and jump on the court when i still can, and to smile at the blue sky regardless of circumstance.
--

went over to clauds hse for pw
i just CLDNT Stop eating!
my mouth was practically chewing on food for the entire day.
andd
we SLACKED so much that we had nothing done today
haha.
i think i make a bad leader, giving in to all the excuses.
but Anyhoww,
we had heart-to-heart chats
and it was a good time well-spent anyway.
(:
i Like my grp members.
they are very understanding friends.
andd
i Hate to talk abt promos or anything to do with it.
but everyone's been at it and pretending just makes me feel like i'm the only one running away.
but if we Shld ever get separated or retained,

NO, Huda. i really Dont Want this friendship to end like that.
i'll still be here and around whenever you need me
(:

OKAYYY lets Not think about this kindof stuff anymore.
its so Emo and demoralising.
what is to come, i know not
but something tells me that it'll be alright.
maybe its the peace of God.

and dear God,
i really Do want to shine for you.
please help me to shine like a start,
i'll grab hold of any chance to make it all well again.
this time, i'll make sure i do it the right way.
--

anyHow,
my pw group rotted the day away lying on the bed,
munching on food and taking pictures.
i Finished my Jap drama,
Stupidd clauds led aqidah n lionel into the room
when i was sobbing away at that Touching show.
HAHA, so EMBARRASSING.
i wanted so much to bury my head somewhere.

a couple of days ago,
i spent my saturday morning
dunking balls with bball mates.
i learnt muchh
(:

theres school tmr,
i CANT WAIT (:

the idea of going to school and seeing everyone makes me so happy now.
i think its a treasure to see beautiful ppl everyday.

THANK YOU GOD,
for all that i have in my life.
i feel healthy physically n emotionally,
and am flattered n blessed.


when i looked at the blue sky, it was smiling right back at me

wednesday evening,
debated for so long to snip my long hair Off or Not.
and when we finally reached,
i realised that
my FAVOURITE HAIR SALON has SHUT DOWN for Goood.
i havent tried other shops cept' tt 10 bucks salon for years.
MANN!
now what?


an angel here on earth.

cause there's so much more for us to learn,
thats why i fear to take things from here.

ytd was one coincidental day.
i was amazed by how things can work out.

my muscles' are having cramps
and,
i'm down with a fever.
38.4 degrees.

MANNN, i'm so SORRY CLAUDS
)):
i intended for everything to go on so beautifully
i'm so SORRY.
i hope presenting tt big surprise thing tmr will make it all up dearr.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVEEE.
(:
--

i found out more news today.
and i honestly feel so UN-purified
for both you and me.
are human feelings really That hard to control?
i'm Disgusted.
yet at the same time, worried for you.
but what can i do?
for some reason, i feel betrayed
maybe its because of the image you portray urself to be,
but in actual fact, is not.
but i guess, my feelings are secondary
as compared to ur life now.
wont you just Open your Eyes and see,
its so dumb and foolish girl,
you're worth So Much More.
so much more than this.
--

have been, dreaming of ppl again lately.

i Thank God from the bottom of my heart that i found you.
(:
its the pretty, natural bits that outshine all the others.
--

i stumbled across a few pictures in my comp.

they bring back so much memories

esp THIS:

back then when we had sandy and jolenee

i said a prayer for you today.

promo's are finally over,
now its left to the collecting of results to decide everything.

ANYHOWW
i spent my friday meeting JEAN PANGG!
:D
we went to 'true fitness' for a free trial
stepped into the gym and acted like we were all so Interested in everything.
and OH MANN, so COOOL
i felt like a star haha
cause' we got to experience so many things for free and there was even this personal coach.
Big toilets, nice-smelling soap and towel!
AHAHA, i think that guy is Really So gona hammer ur heads, cause we acted all the way like we were interested in beng a member but did Not in the end.
yet,the service was Good.
did Body Compact!
which reminded me so much of my kick-boxing lessons.
had so much FUN boxing and kicking away
:D
i think its so COOL man, funky!
we sat in for the weight lifting class after.
lifted 5kg weights, and did cruches.
and MANN, the aftereffect has alr taken on my body.
my arm's Aching, DUPER alot, despite all the strethings.
but HO, PANGGGGG (:
company n work done was both as GOOD (:
i MISS JEAN PANGG!(:
loved/love.
imagine if we were to attend gym weekly, we'd all be so slim and fit man!
-

OH YARR,
measured our weight at the gym ytd
and i'm one Depressed kid.
))))))))))))))))):
DP starts officially tmr!
BUTT THENN, i still cant forget that specific someone who told me:
muscles are thrice the weight of fats
so i'm Not tt fat afterall right?right?
so De-Moralising!

SOON LI slept over last night
but we were both too tired to chat muchh.
i LOVE my FRIENDS ALOT

and fiona feels LOVED (:
--

got clauds sth today with patson!
and we spent our afternoon in the library,
absorbed in the whole of books.

i love my GUITAR (:
i dont call it my babyy, but i treasure it Muchh.

i'm off,
to sleep(:
hopefully there'll be Beauty dreams tonight.
(:


army of the one, and proud to be

you and me dancing the night away

i've been dreamng of people, people and More People!
it can be pretty amazing how dreams are so real and vivid.
i like that feeling, of seeing ppl in my dreams.
(:
three nights ago,
i dreamnt tt someone invaded PL sec
and there in the canteen,
peishan was playing the drums! her coolness was Up by somany levels Haha.
althee was standing somewhere in the middle of the canteen, doing her GB DRILLS!
andd jonathan ng taught me the guitar.
two nights ago,
i dreamnt tt JAPANESE soldiers invaded My Church ):
and so mnay females wee captured for prostitution.
my GOSH.
that was one Big terrible scary dream.
and there i was sprinting and running from all the Baddies.
and den i bumped into JUNLE.
and tgt with the guys, i was protected n Not captured!
mann, i miss junle Alot.
and when i think of him, i think of ppl like rachelteng and jeff and sandy.
that was back then, when were bonded and close.
well at least spiritually esp.

maybe i've really been studying too much History.
cause my dreams have consistantly been about Something invading us.
it can be really scary you know.
-

i messed up history real Badly.
TWO qns of wat i studied came out.
and i CANT Believe tt i actually did the other which i've Never studied,
only to realise it after the paper.
did only one out of two qns.
okayy, i think its really quite messed up.

JOBY's big O's drawing nearer.
i can already picture us going to the zoo, swimming or even studying tgt.
(:
i cant Wait for the O's to come n go.
and we'll get through ur maths tgt lar, TOFU.
(:
--

just a side remark;
i AM Very Very Straight.
and do Not for girls,
thank you very Much.


words are mere words, they dont count much without actions.

JESUS, balance my emotions and help me to love you whole-heartedly.
i dont want anyone else, not anymore.

not yet a woman.

your love's put me on the top of the world.

i woke up this morning dreaming of shawn wee and james,
OH MANN.
found myself feeling fearful n afraid.
cause i almst destroyed his free chocolate cake in my dream
HAhaha.

headed to macs with gradys n hansheng after service!
THANKS for the Raisins (:
like that sweet taste that lingers in the mouth.
IAN tan was being So irritating today.
strong la, strong lar.
we'll be quits in arm-wrestling some day!
--

SATURDAY was Awesome (:
lana, pam and i sneaked into primary school
and wasted hours catching tadpoles from the pond.
i'm so PROUD of myself, caught > 6!
and the pond had small algae plants floating around Okayy.
PAM is still the same Old animal loverr,
just more irritating Now. (:
it just isnt the same.
we spent so much time in the compound,
playing hop-scortch, racing on the track, jumping big steps..
MANN, all we needed was just Ms goh siew hoon back in the classroom,
tgt with some tables n chairs.
i LOVE my childhood days (:

when we finally decided to make a movee,
GUESS WAT.
school gates' locked. there was No one in school
Haha, it was just so cool.
climbed n jumped over some wall to get into secondary sch compound.
sat was Nicee.
i hope the tadpoles live.
and yes maggiee, fiona Loves THEE greatly (:

oh yeaa
Stinky sent a good number of nice songs over last night
happy listening(:


okie dokes,
time to hit the sack and catch some rest.
and btww,
methinks Shakespeare's language is the best.
-

how is it that,
its so difficult to knock on the heart of yours
when it werent so tough with the others.
if you ever do need a shoulder,
you can Always count on me for sure,
because i'm a FRIEND.


dreaming of the best that we can be

i wont forget the way we were smiling

and again,
the rain came when i asked for it ytd morning.
it made my latecoming uncounted.
E has been coming for services regularly.
its one big surprise, considering the fact tt he was an anti-christ two years back.

sometimes,
i just find myself standing in amazement
with nothing else to say.
--

have been dozing off among papers unknowingly
but TIGER BALM saved my life.
it kept my eyes open and the smell's so refreshing
LOVE this chinese ointment!

chinese dictionary was forfeited today.
well i Thought i had the stamp,
which turned out to be PL's one instead.
haha, attempts in trying to fool rivera Failed.
history made me history.
but i'll still try for the other paper.
-

heard Rachel's voice today (:
and BOYY do i miss you so.
we can still play basketball tgt.
you'll train me and i'll entertain you
aha (:
and when i finally can do Beauutiful lay-ups,
i'll attribute them all to you!

we do live in an imperfect world.


i'm just an ordinary person, serving an extraordinary God.

when i was young i listened to the radio, waiting for my favourite songs

THANKS to LEOO!
:D
my comp's packed FULL of SONGS now
:DD
so NICE
((((((((((((((((: i feel so H-A-P-P-Y!

it feels good to be hme
and studying.
on an impulse,
i went to fill in the form for work experience
-to be a policewoman!
my ambition when i was a kid
it sounds SO COOL MANN (:
BUT
if i really in, i'm so Going to be alone
how?how?how??!
i pray that God's gona send a Nice companion dwn frm heaven to keep me company!

Kahtib's macs is Surprisingly, quite a nice place to study in.
i study there with gradys.
(:
all my friends are Falling sick.
and my Headache's been stuck in my head, stubbornly refusing to Budge.
History brings out the Monster in me.
but
i'm gona SURVIVE.
i wanna be a SURVIVOR, i will Survivee!

studying makes me tired, and feeling tired makes me feel Highh

Your love puts me on the top of the world

broke my chains of sin.

Splitting HEADACHE has gotten its way into soon li and lana's heads.
today, its my turn.
PLEASE get well soon, all whom are sick physically

2 Cor 4:16 came into my mind today:
"therefore we do not lose heart, for even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is renewed day by day."

the JOY of the LORD shall be My strength.
its alright to feel tired.
its only normal to do so.
but we'll still be standing no matter what,
cause the strength's from DADDY, not from us!
--

tonight's a little different.
love has gotten my friend upset.
and now, i'm at a lost for words, of what to speak for consolation.
it seems like studying has take more than half of my mind away.
and
it has to happen tt
there're other ppl out there feeling dwn too at this point of time.

man, its really starting to get to me.


i lifted my eyes to see, the wonders of heaven.
and everything else faded away.

we had this crazy plan to meet and run away together

school was really good today (:
and i am too lazy to blog about it

ran seven rounds with MAI today
SEVEN's our favourite number (:
had a Greaat chat with huds in the library
and it felt so good.
after school, studied with clauds and patson!
ran a little on the track after tt with lana,alan, soon li and her classmates.
bumped into ryan at the bustop,
had a company throughout the long busride.
bumped into khaiwee at the mrt station
my DAYCARE friend!
had a loongg chat on the way hme
(((:
i'm glad we're all still friends after so long.
its amazing how things work, aint it?

this is really one small world.


pretty face got my thoughts all winded up again.

if you get there before i do, dont give up on me.

on my way to school, sth interesting happened today.
feeling sleepy, i took a nap standing during the journey.
half way through my sleep, an OLD man shook me up and
he GAVE UP his seat for me.
he looked so CUTE in his sports shorts, listening to music, tgt with tt long umbrella of his.
and every morning, he's one of those familir faces i see on the bus.
but today, it was different.
why? cause it was so EMBARRASSING and humiliating
yet TOUCHING.
that old uncle went in chinese:
"girl, sit sit. take a sit"
and he stood up, pointing to his seat.
the bus was PACKED with passengers and everyone heard his loud voice.
they were ALL staring at ME.
i was Surprised by his gestures at first, but he just kept insisting tt i sat down.
so Embarrassing man!
i meann, OF COURSE i DO APPRACIATE his kind intentions,
but since when was it the case when the Elderly made way for ppl like me??!

so, This was our conversation in chinese
ME: (still half shocked and awake, ignoring All the other ppls' stares) uncle, dont you want to sit?
UNCLE: nahh, i'm alighting soon, you go ahead and sit, have a good rest

he was so SWEET and CUTE.
i wanted to SMILE at him to express my gratitude
but everyone was staring at US, i practically felt all the muscles in my body tensing up.
and everyone in the bus must be wondering
WHY of all ppl, he gave tt sit up for me and not any other elderly insight, of simply any strangers out there
it beats me, i Would like to know the reason too.
maybee i really did looked Very Tired.
haha.
so Anyhoww, that little incident woke my senses
and i lost my sleep for the rest of the journey.
the moment the old man alighted,
i stood and gave my seat up for this other old lady.
and AGAIN, those same ppl were Staring,
they must have been wondering wats my problem man. Stand, Sit, Stand, Sit.
but i wld have felt so guilty if i continued sitting anyway.
today's one Memoral day Haha.
for a moment,
i felt really loved and cared for by that old man,
who was actually,
a stranger.

today, i am challenged by an old man.
to spread agape love,
to those whom i love and also to those who love me.
not forgetting,
the mobless mass of strangers out there too
for al you know, someone's heart will be touched unexpectedly,
just like how i was impacted this morning.


JESUS, You're so Beautiful. i want to be more like you.

when i close my eyes, i see happy faces smiling all around me.
i hear, people laughing aloud. they sounded so carefree.

and in Heaven, its a Million and one times way Much better than this.

i overslept the past couple of days
and was late for school.
i need the drive to move in the morning,
and
a booster to prevent my eyes from shutting.
i feel like a Walking Zombie.

its going to be one Lonely day tmr ):
with the absence of so many faces
but i'm still gona be in school
and
Clauds makes me Smilee
using her foolishness.

oh yeaa, today was quite an interesting day..

NUMBER 1! :
i Won patson in arm-wrestling (right hand) :D
but his left's Really strong haha,
maybe someday i'll win in finger pepsi-cola too!

NUMBER 2!:
was buying food from the snacks vendor aunty as usual.
and today, she went
"hui lin, do you call hme?"
ME: "no, call for wat?"
AUNTY LIAN: "you're indonesian right??"
-
OH MAN. she actually thought i was With Leo and we're both Indonesians.
so much for Always buying things from her, and she knowing our names.
how can she get two facts all wrong tgt at the same time?!
and she said i looked like an Indonesian too
Haha, thats one Cute canteen vendor.
Stupid sheryl-lyn chuaa thinks leo and i are tgt as well.
shes always flashing this Pervertic Smirk at me.
when she herself is the scandolous one with her lovey dovey BF!
i think i'm gona keep my distance frm you, LEO~.
but thats after the chocolate you Owe me. Haha
nah uh, we still from the Triangle! (:

NUMBER 3!:
soon li and i went to SAC to grab biscuits ytd after school
it was PITCH dark
and when i ran to the door
guess what i saw?!
the old security guard was hiding at the door, and he went "boo!"
of COURSE i had a SHOCK.
imagine running to a door and out of no where someone just goes, "booo!"
Oh my GOSH. i started screaming
and soon li started screaming too. i think we ended up scaring the security guard himself cause after a few screams of ours, he too screamed.
HAHA, the ppl in SR are so weirdd!
ME: "uncle! you gave me a Shock man!"
SECURITY GUARD: *flashes smile, Looking Contented with himself* and he laughed
Hahaha,
i concluded that the older generation are Amusing people.

okayy, now i think i really am gona miss so many ppl tmr.
Potty had been quite quite a nice company to be with. (:

JOBY messaged today.
i MISS YOU ALOT.
but reading your letters which i've got at hme
helps to ease my heartt.
haha (: Study hard!

people arent perfect
and sometimes they tend to get on my nerves
by mocking and teasing.
its actually possible to feel guilty for being righteous too.
BUt, am a Fool for christ.
not any others', and am willing to be. (:

it's just you, me and the sycamore tree.

it scares me how fast time can really fly.

SERVICE today was reallytruly AWESOME.
its been quite awhile since i've felt this familiar feeling
and when i look back,
at all of My very own Dreams,
Revelations,
ministries and how we used to dwell and waited patiently upon my saviour,
it makes me think of what i am now.
if having fresh oil from heaven is a daily thing,
life Will be so amazing here on earth.

i came before the Lord today,
knowing that i shld just forget about the burdens and at the same time, admitting my own mistakes
but i didnt know what to pray
i spent a long time kneeling, thinking of what i shld speak
and then i felt it
why should this be a bothering issue?
no explanation's even needed in the first place,
He already knew what i was going to say anyway.
and today i was told,
i'm not insignificant, i'm not just any small fly out there. my strength comes from the one above.

witnessing sights today was so Amazing.
not that its my first time,
but somthing in me woke up today
and now,
i'm whole and Charged-up again.

Giddy-up!
my GOD is Greater than History, econs,literature,maths,chinese,gp,Everything!

i want to be in love with You

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so, i guess i'm heading in the right direction aferall? thank God, i took no sciences, if not i mght just start failing them again.

had an almost two hour LIT lecture ytd "king Lear" is such a depressing book my heart felt so heavy and Burdened after ytd's lecture why is it that everyone dies at the at of it? i think Shakespeare's so cool, LOVE literatuee (: --

its funny how different ppl react when they're all placed in the same evironment. had a good Laugh in the library with Clauds n leo ytd Haha (: we form the Triangle, and i AM 90 degrees up! and it was so FUNNY when the rolled-up post-stick which i threw Really landed in LEO's MOUTH. HAHA, i really didnt expect it to be so accurate. someone shld hav just seen the expression on his face. i guess he didnt Expected it either AHA ytd was one good school day, away from the other side.

faith came over, and she looks really different from the pics which i've seen of her very cute indeed haha.

i had a little short moment of talk with Potty ytd and i hope you'll be feeling Much better soon yeaa? for some reason, i felt like our heats can connect, andd i like that feeling (: --

it occured to me that being in a relationship also means, claiming that you belong to a certain somone, cancelling off your freedom to roam around or breathe as easily as before. its saying that you're someone else's being booked by another person to reserve for the future. AYee, its so much better to breathe easy now.

somehow, i cant wait to study with Gradys on sunday (: thank GOD for my going-to-school and hme partner!

PAM's working in BENnJERRY's now i finally Heard her voice last night after a ZILLION years. and i wanted so badly to go down to Suntec, file in my Registration form then we'll be Working and EATING ICE-CREAM tgt :D so COOL. but of course tts just plain fantasizing. oh well, at least we've gt the freedom to daydream and visualize. MAGGIEe, i believe you serve Great icecream jus Ignore wat those collegues say. its just a working place anyway.

i hope Joby's doing pretty fine with those Prelim papers.

the sky's dark, i think its gona rain there goes my Morning JOG. i MISS my TRAINING, giveit back to Me. Alrightt, back off to study more History and Econs. i Want to at least PASS them. and if i ever get an E or a D, it'll be one Great achievement of mine.

the intro of onelastbreath's stuck in my head. i wish i've got flexible fingers to pluck the guitar well and Draw expressively!

at times, i might need a break and let others meet my needs as well.

i'll make You the centre of my life, and give you All that i have.

being in school on time is an Everyday challenge for me
and i was EARLY today
:D
greeting ppl like woan, tabby and Clauds with Big smiles
well, they may think tt i'm Gilaa,
but i feel like i've just slayed giants in the morning.
(:

sometimes i do ask myself,
how can i do More?
and when i look around, i realise tt i'm giving that little into the kingdom of God.
daddy, please dont forget to use me when the harvest's ready.
Forget me Not.

if i'm not given a chance to serve God, i'll find a way to.

this morning, i was almost late for school again
and in my heart i just went
"oh boyy, not again."
i alway tell myself, "tmr i'll wake Even earlier"
but tmr never comes.
imagine the self-struggle i had within, tgt with the anger i had with myself.
i was praying in my heart tt God wld let it pour
so today's latecoming will not be counted and i can start a clean record for this term again.
and my GOD is so AMAZING.
HE is MERCIFUL and He Does, hear my prayers (:
halfway on the bus,
lo and behold, the sky grew darker
and before i knew it, it was Pouring like crazyy
for some reason, gradys offered to wait for me at the bustop
He even took Care of me
i was Awed by what had happened this morning.
seeing so many ppl trapped at the provision shop made me elated
Haha, okayy i sound so mean
but relaxx, today's latecoming's not gona be counted anyway
THANK YOU GOD,
you never fail me (:

tmr's a brand new day.
i shall do my best to be early for school
i'm doing this for the glory of God, no one else.
--

school wasnt very fine.
i failed my history again
actually, i dont rmb passing any of my history papers
and i just Cant help it when all those thoughts get to me,
i dont even realise it when i'm Stoning, staring blankly at my essay script, without absorbing anything into my saturated brain.
i DISLIKE that stressed up feeling of being so worried abt Stuff.
dear Saviour, pleasee help me to pass my historyy.
a coupleof days ago, i had my First pass for econs in a Million years
it was one Warm surprise.
and if thats possible, i dont really see why this is nott possible.
okayy,
my God is Greater than History, bigger than cold war, mightier than southeast asia!
i'm gona conquer them ALLL.

the talks are getting bigger
they're getting deeper
the effect's becoming largerr.
gossips kill one's soul, gossips kill one's soul

i'm not in the position to say anything,
but help me to hold my tongue.
and STUDY hard.
thts the first, first first priority for now.
okay maybe second,
my Saviour's first on the list.

encourgaements pulled me through the day.
i LIKE seeing PL lites in school everyday.
makes me go, (:
and Nic gave me a card today.
after bath,
IAN tan HANSHENG calledd
and YEAlar, (:
you're my important friend
show you those letters you wrote in the past on sunday
your EL's powerful mann

i give school a miss today
okayy, if my HISTORY teacher sees this,
(which i think he will)
you might think tt i'm dead.
Butt, i have valid reason okayy
those blisters on my feet are hurting like Crazyy
they swell last night,
after squeezing my feet into steph's too-all shoes
and this morn,
i cldnt run nor walk fast enough to chase after my train/bus
was Definitely going to be late for school.
so i U-turned and headed for hme.
give my two little feet a good Good rest
and my brains time to study.
--

i was blog-hopping,
and i browsed upon RACHEL's blog
i MISS her alot mann
rmb the times when she wld just called for no valid reason actually
sometimes just to vent and complain abt life
maybe she felt tt i found her too troublesome a friend
the calls stopped coming,
but it Isnt anything like that at all
true, i might be busy,
but i kindof miss having her complains.
there Are a few ppl whom, i dun mind just lending my ears to listen to stuff.
cause they appreciate my ears more than i do,
and its really Nicee to know that.
so
every now and then when i finally have the time,
i wld ring up ppl whom i MISS so much
buttt, it always seems like everyone's busy
and sometimes the line doesnt even get through.
i Wonderr how's life for Rach.
and hopefullly, ppl in her class are so muchh better now.
-

spent my morning catching up on my SLEEP
:D
HO!
feel so much more refreshed now
woke up with ALTHEE's msg, telling me tt mr Loh's got a girlfriend!
my sec 4 form teacher has got a girlfriend!
i wonder if she's as Tall and Skinny as him
den they'll look like a walking pair of chopsticks
okayy, gossip kills one's soul!
shall stopp laughing.
like it when she sends me random msges like tt
cause it goes to show tti've still gt a place in her heart (:
in PL, i took everything for granted
No one told me to treasure everythingg
neither did i bother treasuring everything
NOW i really Will, if i Cld just turn back timee..
i Miss the Innocence
it doesnt matter if ppl call us NUN or watsoever,
i rather it that way.

have been spending my time on LITERATURE :D today
the only subject which brings LIVE
oh, plus maths (:
promos is less than 16 days away
i am SCARED.
when ppl ard me start going
"howww? what if we dun get promoted"
i try shutting my ears, but i still hear tt line anyway.
i DUN CARE, we're gona go through this tgt mann
lets go!
susan jus e-mailed me the imptance of getting promoted to do well in the team
i WANT to see myself playing happily on the court still
okayy, let's goGod!
i'm ready to keep working hard.

sometimes when i look back
on last year and this'
i realised tt soon li and i have rrly grown quite alot.
maybe we Did loose a few ppl on the way.
i miss J so Much, i really wonder how's he doing now.
perhaps, if he hung on with us, he'd be some great man of God now
shy but packed with Faith.
and i kindof miss A too.
even though its so Awkward to say it out
but i think she can sense it in her heart.
just the way i can feel how she feels towards us.
has never been a failure but a success to Me,
regardless of watever situations.
i hope she doesnt give up along the way at all in her walk.


oh Mann, i think i'm starting to feel quite Emo now,
and feeling a bit too much den i shld.
i might just EXPLODE if the list of ppl goes on and on

i feel like expressing the gratitude for these ppl in my life,
just tt i have no idea how to.

well, the future's gona be good.
tmr's gona be GOOD
cause GOD is with us!

HMMM, the BEAUTY of HEAVEN.
cause in heaven, we'll all be seeing each other
Every single day.
thats so SO COOL.

close your eyes and visualise, i'll show you our very own paradise

SATURDAY

hey JOBY ONG,

:D

10 years and this is the ELEVENTH!

went over to JOBY's hse in the morning

i was so excited and at the same time late

so i decided to run

and while going dwn a flight of steps,

landed Awkardly on my left feet

and Aggrevating the old injury in my ankle

Hurt so Badly man!

tt stupid greedy woman still had a good time laughing at me.

i MISS her so MUCH.

we sat and we studied and we talked

and ATE alot

i think she's really feeling the stress

her prelims' TMR

and when we sat dwn to get serious into studying,

she wld bring out all the different kindof snacks to snack on

oh my Goshh,

i need a treadmill real Badly

i've been gorging on high-calorie food for the past few days

just saturday alone, we haddd

Cake,Donut,Doritos,CHocolate,Gummybears,Porkfloss,Crackers,Biscuits

if theres ever famine in singapore,

her hse's gona be the first place which i run to

Haha

we had a short run out of the hse after studying a little

and i'm really thankful for the GREATgreat company which i had

made me just want to curl up and acknowledge tt

this is just enough.

who needs love and guys and bgr when Great girlfriends Do exist?

being exposed in school has really made me feel a bit Goong.

how shld i put it?

maybe i'm still not used to it,

but sometimes it just makes me want to Puke for real.

i Like it when my friends confide in me,

i just, happen to see tt love is not an issue now

i thinkk. at least not yet?

maybe i'm really a Nun.

HAHA

--

after a long talk on friday night with friends at the airport,

my EYES are now Widely OPENED.

i realised tt this world is really Not as innocent as what we think it is

and i Realised tt theres SO much things which i DUN actually know at all

i was Shocked at first man, my jaw was literally left hanging open.

but then again, after a hard time accepting things,

we do live in a broken down world afterall right?

i guess thats when we step in.

and OH MAN, though i still cant really accept what i've learntt.

i think i really do have to start thinking more openly

and opening my eyes bigger

to see this world in Not just how i wanted it to be

but what it really is.

--

SUNDAY

today's one really good day

the speaker during service was:

NICK VUJICIC, the guy without limbs who's living a life without limits.

and it occured to me tt,

a few years back, PL actually talked abt this guy before during chapel.

i rmb staring at his picture tt was flashed on the powerpoint, thinking how strong this guy was

but i never thought i had actually see him real life today

and it Did happen.

i mean,

Isnt it Amazing?

how God slowly reveals and hints

i believe tt theres nth such as "mere coincidence"

its Amazing how things work with Him. (:

and yes, i'm greatlygreatly inspired by the speaker today

-

went dwn to raffles for CIP after tt with daphne and woan

we helped out in this "Duck race" thing

which after completing it,

i still have no idea wat tt race was for man.

weather was so HOT, i felt my body heating UP!

it made thinkof sentosa and all the FUNN.

met the bball ppl and i like the shirt which they provided (:

so Cute! haha

we practically slacked for hours, waiting for the rubber duckies to float to the finishing line in this Big river.

when all was fnished, it was finally Our turn to get into action.

used fishing nets to fish out those rubber duckies!

there were so MANY i tell you,

there were 90,000 of them

and we were fishing them out, placing them in boxes, packing..

i felt so much like a FIshMonger

but it was rather fun

Haha

thanks STEPH! for lending me ur shoes,

if not i wld have slipped and fall on the wet ground alr.

bumped into my malay neighbour along the way,

and we actually talked for the first time.

i've never realised

tt he's alr in the army and all grown up today,

way Much Cuter than before.

Haha.

i MISS basketball ppl's company.

went over to j8 with a few of them to chat

but i was so tired,

eyes were shutting on their own accord in the midst of the conversation.

we talked abt our BBALL camp

and i'm so EXCITED about it (:

though i know it's gona be stressful too

with much to learn and catchup on,

theres Bound to be times when i feel Guilty because of my standard and own limits.

but i still think its gona be Cool overall

wellll, if i cant play, i'll prayy.

so when i play, its not my strength, but God's ability!

:D

--

that's one attractive face.

but boy, we've got so much more to learn.

i'll show you what real love can do

moved BACK!
:D
haha yeaa, i know it sounds so dumb
but i tried a little of xanga n livejournal
and was too Lazy to figure out how to use them
so back to THIS,
i'm taking the easy way out
save all the TROUBLE.
--

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ELAANA TAN :D
and
JIA YU (:

i cant wait to see their reactions when they get their presents (:
-

the sun's out
and i have the sudden urge to go there to run.
i'm looking forward to saturday.
JOBY ONG (:

ohh
and class' chalet's gona CLASH with church camp
):
i'm gona make sure they change the date man
i dun want to miss out all the fun anymore.

i seriously Cant wait for promos to end
then all the fun can resumee again
gona look for a real kick-boxing class with my partner this time
and learn the Real cool boxing stuffs
:D
i found my interest, what about yours?


my dreams came true, when i found You