you spin my head right round right round.

feels like theres someone banging a GONG on the inside of my head. you know, not the small kindof drumstick but the super huge kind and my head is the GONG itself. damn pain ):

slept only 3 hrs last night trying to figure out microsoft excel for my lecturer. and been' giving multiple tuitions, staying up to study for tests. i think i over-exerted myself. ahh i Cannot fall sick now. Psy is really quite crazy. so many biological terms which i need to memorise. please ask the person in my head to Stop banging the GONG!!!!!!!!

but on a flip side, just had a conference call with some of my helpers. happy that most of us are finally on the same page now. caught the vision and running after it. very greatful and thankful for such amazing members (: still so faithful in their little ways, despite having 'O's this year, in a few weeks time.

i was just msging my sot mate. from the worship band and on fire for God. and he never knew that i was a pcgl/cgl. This was his response when he found out today(in the exact words):

"Hahaha wow! ure a CGL! Respekt. CGLs are amazing amazing people. Really amazing. My utmost respect for pastoral leaders. Loving people + administration + leading them are just wow.."

In more ways that one, im still a very young leader. and theres so much more that i have not seen and can do. but his words really touched me deeply. ya huh, many times the going can be reallyreally rough and we just need some encouragement or words of appreciation along the way. but even more than that, i think its the impact that is made- which ive never really really thought about. like hello?! what have i been thinking about? these are lives that we are talking about. lives being impacted and changed. and perhaps never going back to the bad old ways again. Never ever underestimate the power of influence you can have over someone else's life.

one thing that i must really add, THANK YOU NICOLETTE NG FOR EVERYTHING. you are truly AWESOME, super power girl and leader (:

Thank you so much, in more ways than one, i feel affirmed and reassured again (: