Believe

was just blog hopping when i came across Edmund Tay's blog with this post:
http://www.edunloaded.com/parenting/goodnight-baby/
so sweet (:
hahaha very random i know but im so curious and excited abt what will happen 10 years from now when ive my own family and children.

live life well with love.

met up with Nic for awhile today and went to ikea. vera, charlene and xuanwei were studying there! looking forward to friday's dinner (:

i, was really disheartened last night. so many times in my life have i encountered barriers which caused me to take detours instead of the perfect route i had in mind. from po, retaking A-levels, not entering into sot last yr, waiting for water baptism and now uni application.. you know that feeling of not knowing which and what obstacle will appear next? But, in my God i trust. and will trust no matter what. because looking back, i wouldnt be what i am today if not for the route ive taken. there are some lives which i wld never have impacted if i had my ideal route instead. and so with all that i have and my mustard-sized faith, God i want to say "not my will but yours be done". i place my future, dreams and hopes into your hands.
today we learnt in school..
i dont just want to have faith in God, i want to have the faith of God.

i Believe, please help my unbelief.