"A merry heart does good, like medicine, But a broken spirit dries the bones."
-Proverbs 17:22

At times like this, i need to constantly remind and tell myself that the Joy the Lord is and shall be my strength. all else doesnt matter. doesnt matter anymore.

ive been reading up on the various courses in ntu, sim.. and the more i read the more i want to study psy. whether is it visiting prisons or working in hospitals, just somewhere where i can interact and impact society. it will be Awesome if i can just land safely into one local uni. only believee.

very nervous/excited/happy about multiplication. not that i dont have the reassurances. i just need to embrace myself and march forward bravely. i may not be the best or the most talented in many areas but if theres one thing that i can be, like me be the one to say that i'll try my best and sacrifice what i have. i truly believe that God sees and rewards faithfulness. and like what pastor bobby said, i wanna be a Bu Dao Weng. who jumps back up whenever something hits it. and carrying that same big smile on its face comewhatmay.

Okayy, exciting AC is in two days! got to brace myself up and receive all that i can till my cup runneths over!
GO FIONA!
i will open up and Recieve!!