Nostalgia

i was just looking through fb and came across many ex-classmates' profile.
people whom i used to be close to. expecially those of the same faith. i rmb the times when we used to share about each others' lives and dreams Alot. so happy to see so many of them living out those visions now. some achieved, some still achieving. these are people who reallyreally Impacted my life.

people like Althea, the one who taught me my very first strum on the guitar. who had Lots of patience with my complains and poor learning skills. i rmb us having a spare guitar at the back of the class and how we wld always pick it up to play in between periods when we had free time. so happy that she is now serving God in the mission field, helping out with the churches in m'sia. she didnt apply for uni, just went where God led her too. theres so much i can learn from her faith. how she was able to go eventually with peace and a sound mind. i miss altheaaaa, cant her for her to come back to s'pore!

and then theres Blackspot too, Jeanette justin! my going to school and home buddy plus all the studying sessions. and above it all, all the spiritual sharings we had. and when i failed my A-levels, she was the one who really got me back again. so many times i scrambled to my feet, fall down and try to stand up again in front of her. but im really thankful for the undying faith in me that was alwaysalways there.

and of course, not forgetting rachel ho too. so many people..
looking back, i think i was really Blessed to have so many people along side with me. its like different people having that same fire burning on the inside. though we seldom talk nowdays and we're all each busy in our own ministries, i know that we are running our races alongside each other. Oh Mannn, i really miss those good old dayss!

things are different now. now that im more mature in some sense.. it can get really lonely at times. but when i start thinking of all these dear ones and when i look at what all the other leaders are doing, it doesnt seem that lonely anymore.
i know and i know that i know. im a Conqueror in christ. when i go up to heaven, i'll be living in my beautiful home and drive my cool beatle (:

feeling a little nostalgic, missing my old friends!