Discipline

head underwater, breathing gets harder even i know it.
this is how i feel at times.

i need to be more disciplined.
i need to be more disciplined.
i need to be more disciplined.

in my thoughts. remember the breakthroughs, the promises, My Vision. and focus on it.


"Just as iron sharpens iron, one man sharpens another man's countenance."
i finally know what it must have been like for my leaders initially. so many times i feel like the opposite.. but just like a good shephard cares and tends for his sheep.. i want to be a good shephard. each and every single one of them is imporatant. let my heart be big enough to love and contain these people.

feeling burdened. i dont need to feel very appreciated on my bday, little acts of response will really make my day. i dont need extraordinarily good helpers, i just need willing ones.

not feeling very excited this year. maybe the feeling hasnt gotten to me yet?
Overnight pm last night, came back and slept all the way from 10am to 6pm then went for tuition. there goes my plans for springcleaning my room, ive still yet to find that bugger mosquito! two days off from sot before it commences on friday, finally a break(: many things on my to-do-list which i havent fulfilled.
Got a new antibiotic from the dentist today but it still doesnt seem to be working. my right tooth hurts everytime i bite ): i hope its nothing to do with the roots.

Alrighty, rest well think less. live longer (:
Joy of the Lord shall be my strength!