surprised at myself for liking singers like demi lovato and miley cryus. i was so Determined to not like any of these typical songs haha so dumb right i know.

just finished writing a lit essay on a poem which is Superb Tough. feeling satisfied about it now (: today was an unfulfilling day, slept in a little to catch up on sleep and spent the rest of the day zonning out. i really need to sleep early so that my body clock doesnt go cranky again.

been having Really Retarded dreams the past few days. nightmares of evil spirits haunting in my sleep. its so Crazy, sometimes i feel like i havent even slept. because of the trauma and fear ): they say its because we think alot in the day thats why dreams occur? hopefully i dream of something sweet and lovely for a change tonight.

anyway, i got carried away on youtube just now. the video below is very sad and rather gross actually. really makes me thankful for who i am and what i have.

and another story, of the "Elephant man".

"the Joy of the Lord is my strength"