I, just want to be true to Daddy and myself about my own feelings. learning and trying my very best to be satisfied with whatever i have. no more bitterness or complains or even comparing myself with others about our haves and have nots. reminding myself that whatever i have now is the amount of grace He has over my life. telling myself each day to keep having faith despite the thoughts in my head. im not outspoken, gifted or a good leader in anyway. i just have my willingness to offer in any case. take me, mould me, use me, walk beside me. feeling like a young child throwing tantrums during my lower times. But i know that He can take my honesty. someone once told me that if i want to take a break, i should take it with God. and not from God.

where are you Daddy? i miss youu.
let's go on a holiday.