was down with fever and super Bad headache for the first few days of the week. woke up so many times in the middle of the night which left me tired and sleeping for the rest of the days. made a couple of visits to the doc's too and i realised that Lots of ppl are sick! terrible, i dislike being sick, makes me feel so handicapped.

just got back from dinner and a long discussion with some ppl from cell. a mixture of feelings (:
i have just so much to improve on. before i even take another step in shepharding my own ppl. need to react rightly in different situations too. when it comes to serving, my own feelings are secondary and thats really what loving ppl is about. ive got to much to learn n improve on.

So much to do for the next couple of days! how now brown cowwwwwww? ):

-prepare discipleship msg

-practise guitar for cell

-birthday card/present

-STUDY coldwar, global economy etc etc etc.

-class outing tmr aft cell

a pure heart, thats what i long for.