its been AGES since i last joined them for outings like dinners and lunches. now that i do think about it, i feel quite bad for always not turning up on basketball gatherings. sigh, i got to manage my time more properly. what to do? going through a technicolour phase what. got to master the art of balancing!

typed a whole chunk, but backspaced everything in the end.

when ppl say they want to care, how genuine is it,

how long are they willing to actually stay and wait and care?

"human beings are selfish. they need their needs to be met and most of the time, at the end of the day despite what they say, its still 'me, myself and i'."

on a sidenote, i managed to survive SEVEN AND A HALF HOURS of tuition today with char and yuanyuan. An hour and a half of literature and the rest of the day spent in our underground tuition centre stuffing ourselves with tidbits and econs.

bs with Godfrey n Sharmaine before dinner with the rest tmr.

but before everything else im gonna spend some time alone studying and mostly, to re-charge(:

good nights.